Weigh In - January 16, 2023 (Yesterday)

SW - 312.1 lbs

LW - 304.9 lbs.

CW - 298.1 lbs.

GW 1 - 296.5 lbs.

I forgot to post this yesterday since Billy and I were having fun at Kalahari! This weight is actually from Monday since I wasn't home Tuesday.

I would say covid probably had a big impact on this weight loss. I just didn't have an appetite most of last week. I definitely made up for it these last few days, so if Tuesday comes and I have a gain, it will be okay.

Billy and I are going out to eat tonight, and then it's back on track! We had a great time at Kalahari! I was sad to leave, but I was ready to come home and see Swin.

Have you ever cried your eyes out in front of four of your closest friends because you have been really struggling lately in every single aspect of your life, and not one of them offered to try and help? I did tonight and it fucking hurts.

Aww, thank you so much! It was really rough. I'm okay now!

Unfortunately, I can't find the motivation to get back on track. I'm pretty sure I have an eating disorder. Because of my aunt always forcing food on me when I was younger, I feel the need to eat until I'm practically sick. I know I need therapy, I just don't have the money or time. I'll pull myself back together soon, I hope.

Thank you so much for checking in. It means a lot 💜