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☙ Castiel ❧
Mobile users, please click HERE for information about this muse / the rules of engagement. Mun is Kadyn; 21+; ♎; Genderfluid (They/Their) ♡ Happily engaged to this Crowley IRL ♡ Operates on Eastern Standard Time I track the tags #feathery kitten; #featherykitten
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I'm tempted to try and revive this account, but instead of picking up where I left off, I'm thinking of completely erasing canon-verse events from my muse's list of experiences and starting from square one. To be fair, I think a lot of it just has to deal with how I felt the show has progressed over the years, and the only reason I still watch it is in support of my love of the actors and the characters they play. Last season was devastating to me, and I think the best route for me -- if I want to remain a writer for a Castiel muse -- would be to start his timeline over, before having met the Winchesters, and go completely canon-divergent with it (unless events occur naturally in threads with specific characters). I'm saying this mostly out of the fact that I really miss being actively involved with this muse and I especially miss some of the friends I've made on here who I've only been able to communicate with through this site or their muses. Food for thought, I suppose. :)

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I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe. 

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Distractions;

Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts. 

Sleep issues; 

 Uncomfortable with silence; 

Anxiety; 

Sad, angry and depressed/depression; 

Isolation and loneliness; 

 Self-harm;

Addiction; 

 Eating disorders; 

 Dealing with self-hatred;  

 Suicidal; 

 Schizophrenia;

OCD;

Borderline personality disorder; 

Abuse; 

 Bullying;

 Loss and grief; 

(Other loss and grief)

 Getting help; 

Things you need to remember; 

  • - Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.
  • -Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not. 
  • - This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this. 
  • -You are not alone. 
  • -You are enough. 
  • -You are important. 
  • -You are worth it. 
  • -You are strong. 
  • -You are not a failure, 
  • -Good people exist. 
  • -Reaching out shows strength. 
  • -Breathe. 
  • -Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you. 
  • -Give yourself credit. 
  • -Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones. 
  • -Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend. 
  • -Focus on the things you can change. 
  • -Let go of toxic people. 
  • -You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do. 
  • -Try not to beat yourself up. 
  • -Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next. 
  • -You are not a bother.
  • -Your existence is more than your appearance. 
  • -You are smart. 
  • -You are loved. 
  • -You are wanted. 
  • -You are needed. 
  • -Better days are coming. 
  • -Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright. 
  • -You have more potential than you think. 
  • - Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.

Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x

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