There are just a few things bugging me today. It's happening again, where I feel like I'm already liking someone but things aren't worth risking, and all I can do is to forget about it. I miss having a favorite person, but it's hard to be myself and not know where I fit in this world.
I just had sudden realizations going back home. It was before the pandemic when I aspire to become better as a person. Because back then all I thought of was how to win a mobile game, or how to finish my studies. I thought it was just that very easy, being consistent, doing good for others, developing my potentials, and enhancing my skills, but I was wrong. Becoming a better person is really a very long process and comes with different aspects in life. It is not a game that you can embed a cheat code nor a race track that you can take a shortcut, but it is a long process with various branches ahead of it. But one thing is certain, that I will always strive to be a better version of myself than I was yesterday.
whatever you managed to do today; it was enough
whatever you manage to do tomorrow; it will be enough
whatever part you play in this world; you are enough
Acadsoc?
Yes po.
hi! i'm planning to be an online tutor din sana. May i ask kung sang website ka nag apply? :)
If you go off anon, I can even help you with the walkthrough in applying for the job.
DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE
I’ve been doing things that I didn’t imagine and dream before, and now I’m enjoying it. It’s as if my life has been planned but I’m not following it yet. From being a radio DJ which I didn’t expect to happen, and now an ESL Teacher. Today marks my first week as an Online Tutor for English as Secondary Language and it has been a rough week for me.
I didn’t have plans on having serious job when the pandemic started because I was too lazy just thinking about having one. And then here I am, teaching English to Chinese students which I didn’t imagine that I can do.
Life is an endless exploration of random things that we can do, so don’t just sit there and waste another day of your life because we are all in quarantine. Do something worthwhile.
hoy!!!!!!!1111 i miss you naman!!!!!
hoy look who’s back to back!! i miss you din ho ano!!
sa tingin mo gaano katagal bago mag heal ang isang tao sa isang breakup?
Kanya kanya tayo ng proseso at paraan ng; pag move on, pag let go at pag tanggap. Depende sa tao yan. May saglit lang, may umaabot ng taon. Depende rin kung gaano mo minahal yung tao.
Inakala ba nating darating yung ganitong panahon? Yung susubukin ka sa bawat aspeto ng buhay mo. It is really a test of mental health. Sa mga kagaya ko na hindi kasama ang pamilya sa ganitong panahon, talagang nakakabalisa. May mga sandaling darating na parang yung lungkot mo eh kakainin ka nang buong buo. Nangungulila ka sa pagmamahal na para bang hindi mo na alam kung ano ang pakiramdam ng mahalin, kung pano yung pakiramdam na may nakayakap sayo. May mga makikilala ka sa internet na mga bagong tao and magpaparamdam na gusto ka, tapos ilang araw palang eh nawala na rin na parang bula.
Daming tumatakbo sa isip mo sa bawat oras na lilipas na wala kang ibang gagawin kung hindi ang mag cellphone lang buong maghapon. Gigising ka lang para ulitin ang kahapon, parang hindi mo alam kung san na patungo yung buhay mo. Mahirap maging malungkot sa panahon ng pandemic, pero kinakaya kasi wala ka namang choice. Marami kang mamimiss pero wala kang ibang magagawa kung hindi ang mamiss lang ang mga ito. Mapapasabi ka nalang ng “talagang ganyan, wala tayong magagawa”. Maraming hugot, maraming drama, pero masasabi ko lang eh kaya natin ‘to, malalampasan natin ang lahat ng ito.
