she shook her head quickly at his apology, brow squeezing together at her own misstep. “no--no, don’t be sorry. i didn’t mean it that way,” morrigan had long ago forgiven her mother, had learned how to carry the grief over her death in a manageable way. she had to make room for more; so many other ghosts needed to be kept safe inside of her. “it was always going to happen.” morrigan murmured, dismissing her own mother’s fate to listen to that of nikolai’s. her budding tension gave way to something else, finding it all too easy to picture the family that he painted for her. a noise of contentment escaped her, vague feelings of familiarity flittering around her mind, though too quickly for her to grasp any meaning from them. “i think i had something like that once. or i will?” a pause, a breath. something between frustration and amusement. “were they happy together? did they.. have a happy ending?” endings were hard for morrigan. everything was middle ground, never trusting her mind enough to know where to find the beginning and end.