does anyone care that tumblr apparently hates me and HAS NOT notified me of any replies? i dead ass thought you bitches (that i love v much) were ignoring me i’ll fight ( !! )
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A brief note to my rp partners
I am probably one of the worst rp partners in the history of the activity. - I drop threads. - I lose threads. - I take my threads in odd directions that should probably never be explored. - I go through phases where I’ll only respond to two or three of my partners. - I go through phases where I’ll only respond to a single thread, and you’re left wondering why I’m not responding to you.
Sometimes I can be a really great partner - - I might be really on top of replies. - I might have everything in my ask box answered. - I might be perfectly in synch with where you’re trying to take the thread.
Sometimes I’m not.
But the great thing is that it’s okay! - When I drop a thread you like just tell me! Chances are it’s in drafts or I’ve lost it. - Even if we try a dozen different things and nothing sticks, don’t be afraid to start a new thread with me or come to me with an idea. - Sometimes I’ll be overwhelmed by everything I have going on, and I’ll have to put you on the list of rp’s to start. - Sometimes I’ll jump right on the thread and then drop it after a few days. - Sometimes we’ll carry the thread out all the way to the end, and have a grand old time getting there.
But please, remember that each of my rp partner’s is valuable to me. - Even the ones my muse doesn’t like. - Even the ones I’ve only done a thread or two with. - Even the at I used to rp with and don’t any more.
You are significant.
You matter.
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To be a perfectionist
Is to be addicted to
Never being good enough.
M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)
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GREY’S ANATOMY ASK MEME PT. 2
— ❝ Sometimes you wish people would see themselves the way you do. — ❝ I love you in a really… really big… pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, kind of way. — ❝ You know, whenever anyone says something really funny and I laugh, I always look around to see if you think it’s funny too. Even when you’re not there… I still look around. — ❝ I can’t live without you. If you die, I die. — ❝ You want to know what happened to me? You. You happened to me. — ❝ You don’t get to call me a whore. — ❝ We’re meant to be. — ❝ I was drunk, vulnerable and good-looking and you took advantage. — ❝ We can talk about our feelings. It’s just most of the time we rather not. — ❝ Some days I miss her so much I don’t know if I’m gonna make it. — ❝ I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. — ❝ Hating you is the most exhausting thing and I don’t wanna do it anymore. — ❝ I loved you enough to walk away. — ❝ If you want crappy things to stop happening to you, then stop accepting crap and demand more. — ❝ We all have things we don’t talk about. — ❝ There will be people lining up for you. — ❝ You were like coming up for fresh air. It’s like I was drowning and you saved me. — ❝ Please, don’t chase me anymore. Unless you’re ready to catch me. — ❝ I feel like I’m moving in slow motion. — ❝ Looking at you and knowing I can’t touch you, it’s hurting me. — ❝ More tequila, more love, more anything. More is better. — ❝ Because I’m lonely, depressed and desperate for attention. — ❝ Are you an special moron from the isle of complete and utter morons? — ❝ You think you broke me? You’re the one who put me back together. — ❝ You can expect that I’m gonna show up. Even if l yell, even if you yell. I’m always gonna show up. — ❝ I would never leave you. I would never hurt you. — ❝ You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy. Somebody who’s not gonna complicated your life. Somebody who won’t hurt you. — ❝ You’re my heaven, but maybe I’m your hell. — ❝ Don’t ever date a man who can’t handle your power. — ❝ Bros before potential love interests. — ❝ I can live without you, but I don’t want to. I don’t ever want to. — ❝ We’re friends, real friends. And that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I’ll still be here. — ❝ You were my best friend. My favourite person. — ❝ You took a piece of me, and I let you. — ❝ I don’t need sex ‘cause this contest is my orgasm. — ❝ Just until you go, don’t leave me, until you’re leaving me. — ❝ Is it possible that two people can love each other and it still just isn’t enough? — ❝ … As long as we can get waffles after. — ❝ He’s like a charismatic cult leader! — ❝ No, that’s my ex-father. — ❝ I just don’t know how to exist in a world where my dad doesn’t. — ❝ I always screw myself out of anything good. — ❝ Screw beautiful! I’m brilliant. — ❝ Maybe we have to get a little messed up. — ❝ Promise that you’ll love me. Even when you hate me. — ❝ Love has its limits. — ❝ I can’t breath with you looking at me like that.
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You know that I want to be best friends with all of you, right? You want an RP best friend? I’m over here. Want an OTP partner? Hi hello let me show you my credentials. A shoulder to cry on? I provide shoulder and cheering up services.
That plot you have circling your brain? I want it too. I have lots of love to spread and share- now I just need people to accept it.
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We’ll stand by you.
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&. buriedguilt:
@covrtney || ♡’D
❛ cause I’m the only one that’s trying to keep us together when all of the signs say that I should forget her. ❜
TO SEE JUSTIN FOLEY in such an evident state of realism was, to say the least, surprising. though she assumes they’ve all grown post the tapes. ‘ no one is trying to forget about her. ’ it was QUITE DEFENSIVE ‘ things are just easier when we don’t think about her and, i know, it ‘s wrong but - still. easier. ’
GRIP BINDER SO TIGHT that it asks to mark her skin. but it’s not like she possesses fear or anxiety. merely caution. she can do nothing but assume leah is in a sensitive disposition. ( not like she can blame her ) a memorial stands before her ; delicate flowers placed by her design. WITH HIS FACE leading a poster. breeding, once again, caution as she speaks up. ‘ you two were such a beautiful couple. everyone’s been saying so. ’ & then that smile. that SACCHARINE SMILE. ‘ i’m really sorry about your loss. jeff atkins was such a good guy. ’ / @smiledsweet
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kid, get off the ground. spit your blood, and bare your teeth; go down a savage, GO DOWN FIGHTING
13rw oc // sister to ryan // template
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13 REASONS WHY MASTERLIST ! if you’re a character / have a character of the show 13 reasons why , then reblog this post to be added to the masterlist so it’ll be easier to find one another. this masterlist will be updated as much as possible when this post gets reblogged. if you’re a multi - muse , specify which character you have on your blog in the tags.
i love all of you so much and i love this fandom so much and i want to marry all of you fkcing idiots okay lets get engaged ( !! )
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&. hannah
one foot in front of the other , deep breath &. smile. she had to tell herself those things because hannah baker wasn’t strong , her body shakes and her legs can hardly hold up her weight. she was calling for help in a sound proofed room &. she thought maybe courtney would be different , she was always nice to hannah. but then again , they all were. ‘ hey ! are you okay ? ‘ // @covrtney
SHE HATED TO BE LOOKED at less than perfect. less than pristine. perhaps it was fear. or her own self conceit. which ever is to blame: she’s become QUITE QUALIFIED at hiding herself. ( that was until hannah. ) until last night. ‘ yeah ! ’ slick what little hair is dangling on the side of her face behind her ear. then add that PERFECT SMILE. ‘ last night was -- i was just freaked out because of - whatever. ’ her lips in their bare shade do not falter despite the fact that words weren’t easy for her. ‘ i guess your questions were answered, though. the creep outside your window was, unsurprisingly, tyler down. i’m almost not surprised ! ’
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❝ I started with justin. Then jessica. who each broke my heart. alex, tyler, courtney, marcus, who each helped to destroy my reputation. on through zack and ryan who broke my spirit. through tape number twelve, bryce walker, who broke my SOUL. ❞
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KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT . YOU SPEAK OF THIS TO ANYONE , AND WE BOTH PAY THE PRICE .
*SHERI HOLLAND , 13 REASONS WHY .
&. tony
starter for // @covrtney
— “ HEY “ he catches up to courtney in the hall — his jog slows down and his backpack almost slides off his shoulder; there’s a silence following his words because he REALLY did not think this through; before he decided to chat her up, he knew he was gonna say SOMETHING — he just didn’t figure out what exactly. maybe this was his downfall. “ SO. how do you feel ? YOU KNOW, after the hearing ? “ tony settles on the question finally, hoping for a conversation — not for courtney to just run away.like she always does.
SHE WASN’T TYLER. so the subtle & jerk in motion that displays when she hears a call is unjustified. no one is truly after her. ( but the imagination does wild things ) ‘ tony ! ’ utter relief. fingers pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. she considers his question. genuinely, for the first time. how do you feel. ‘ i -- better, actually. ’ honesty falls from her lips for the first time in a while. ‘ i feel, i don’t know, free ? i feel relieved. i don’t know what i was so afraid of. ’