Disclaimer: for Tell Me You Love Me, this story will revolve around Harry. I went into little detail about Jasmine but I will tie in small pieces as we go! This is a Harry Styles fanfic not a Jasmine fanfic!! ANYWAY GOTTA GO. 🏃♂️
maybe I might drop a new chapter. maybe. 👀
Tell Me You Love Me
“I don’t regret telling you how much I loved you.”
Word Count: 1,299
Chapter Five
Jasmine
July 20th, 2018
2:00pm
After that little ordeal we had at the restaurant everything was a blur because the rest of our date was awkward. It was mainly that way because of Harry. I was starting to question a lot about what that girl had said and his reaction to it. Could he be famous? Or am I just delusional living in a fantasy world. He was also always on his phone could that mean something? Or is he just obsessed with getting on twitter lurking around. Lots of thoughts were going through my head but I know I am going to have to ask him sooner or later and today is that day.
I’ve been debating doing the next chapter cuz I feel like you guys don’t like it 🥲
Tell Me You Love Me
"I don't regret telling you how much I loved you."
Word Count: 2,132
Chapter Four
Jasmine
July 20th, 2018
8:00am
It's been a few days since I last saw Harry at my job for his little incident and within those few days, I haven't mustered up the courage to text his number that was now saved in my phone. I have been nervous to send a text but I want to. I've even updated Lily on what happened at work and she thinks I should message him and ask when he's free for lunch. I think I will but what if he doesn't answer, what if he gave me a fake number, what if he's some super secret star that gave me a number so we couldn't meet in a public setting. Though I highly doubt it, it is still a possibility right or maybe I am just thinking too much hence the reason I'm up at 8am writing in this dingy journal.
If he’s famous I’m making him famous before Love On Tour and if he’s Bakery Boy, we will do ex-one direction, making solo music but not pursuing it seriously 🫠
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Tell Me You Love Me
“I don’t regret telling you how much I loved you.”
Word Count: 1,861
Chapter Three
Jasmine
July, 17th 2018
9:00 AM
It's been two weeks since I went to the bookstore with Lily and came across that man Harry. For some reason I can't stop thinking about him, I know it may seem too fast to fall for someone and I know I need to protect myself but he's irresistible. His eyes, smile, laugh, and even that funny coat he had on have remained in my head. I tried to act like he was just another random guy but something about him has stuck with me.
I hate to be writing this in my journal but it's the only way I can admit I think about him without admitting it out loud to Lily. We both know if I did that she would be boastful that she was right and I was wrong. The hopeless romantic in me is wanting to see him again but the realistic part of me feels like that might be asking for too much. I guess we will see.
Tell Me You Love Me
“I don’t regret telling you how much I loved you.”
Word Count: 1,508
Chapter Two
Jasmine
July, 4th 2018
11:00 am
The following morning, I woke up feeling incredibly rested. I had been working away ever since I finally settled into the city of Peckham. It felt nice to have time on the weekends to spend with myself, along with being able to do my house chores of cleaning and doing loads of laundry. I stretched and proceeded to get out of my bed, where I opened the curtains only to find a gloomy, rainy day. I wasn't upset though because then that meant I could dress up nice and cosy for this weather.
Walking out of my room and into the adjoining bathroom, I began to let my hair out of the rat's nest it had become and let it loose. Looking in the mirror, I rubbed my eyes and reached for my toothbrush and toothpaste. Almost immediately after grabbing my toothbrush, my phone began to ring. I already knew who it was based on the time it was on the clock in the hallway as I skipped to answer it.
Hi, this is my first story on here, sort of, kind of nervous 😬
Tell Me You Love Me
Jasmine Brooks grew up in a home where love wasn't shown, she struggled throughout her life to love herself, but she never struggled with showing love and affection to those around her. Stumbling around trying to grasp the idea of adulting, she runs into a man at a local bookstore in her new found home of London where she falls way too quickly, way too fast yet again. Along the way she finds out things about the man she would go on to love unconditionally, that would change her perception of true love for the better.
“I don’t regret telling you how much I loved you.”
Word Count: 1,223
TRIGGER WARNING
(The word usage of drugs and borderline verbal abuse, manipulation and emotional neglection will be used)
Jasmine
July 3rd, 2018
Growing up, I never really liked being stuck in a household where the concept of generalized love and affection was swept under the rug. Seeing my parents interact caused us to behave, think and believe the way we did about love.
My stepdad wasn't exactly the nicest person to be around, the yelling and uncontrollable outbursts of anger that came from him made our household frozen with emotions. Anytime we tried to speak out against him, we were seen as disrespectful or in his eyes not worth his time. In other words, My brothers and I were worthless to him if we didn't cave into his dictatorship.
My mom on the other hand stayed quiet anytime there was conflict or tension, she of course would cave into his manipulation and would allow us to be belittled. I felt as though she too was afraid to speak out against him for fear of what outburst might occur. Now, I won't say there aren't times when we have fun and all get along. Of course, there were times when graduations, birthdays, and celebrations came around where the affection was made.
It seemed like the times of despair were greater than the times of happiness in our house when it came to emotional, and physical love and affection.
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