Resurrected from the dead because I just realized Sehyuk is getting married tomorrow, yeah?? I’m so excited for him, I really truly hope he finds all the happiness he deserves

How am I gaining followers and not losing them? Y’all I’m so sorry about being so inactive on here but I literally hate tumblr on mobile and I still don’t have access to my laptop rn ): but that should change in about a week

Dear Sanggyun

‪Im really sad because I really wanted to continue making gifs for you until the end of the countdown, but due to my laptop situation it’s impossible ): So instead I’ll write a letter:

In a short year you’ve become someone so important to me. ToppDogg holds a special place in my heart as my first exposure to KPop, and I’ve loved you since the beginning of it all. You were such a confusing mix of quiet and loud, smiley and serious, and you snatched my heart from my chest through it all. I didn’t know that by that time you had left the ToppDogg to focus on Produce 101, but none of that would’ve even mattered. I would still be there voting for you as much as could, cheering you on through my laptop screen with every episode, & crying my eyes out when they did you so dirty. I saw how much that terrible show broke you down, how you carried the stress in your features, how your weight started dropping. I was filled with so much sadness and anger that they couldn’t treat you with the respect you deserve. I was there when JBJ was just a dream of some hopeful fans, when everyone was wondering whether you’d come back to TD or debut with JBJ, and I didn’t care what you decided as long as it made you happy. And I was there for you when time came to debut again, and I can see just how happy you actually were. You so naturally fit into your place in the group, and I could see you thriving. I was there for your first win, (which should’ve been years ago with TD,) and seeing you cry so hard after everything you’ve been through to get there made me lose my shit. I cried for days. I was there the day every Joyfuls heart broke, the day the contract ended, and through the sadness and endless stream of tears, I felt so much pride. Proud to know that you made it through so much shit in the past year, and you’re going to keep going because it’s what you do. Proud to say that my ult bias is someone who is stronger than anyone I know. Proud to call myself ToppKlass, Joyful, and your fan. I know you think people change, and although that holds some truth, I don’t want you to be scared of being forgotten. You’re too important for me to ever forget you. ‬

I love you with my whole heart Kim Sanggyun, I hope the future has brighter days ahead. Happy birthday.