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I don't need or want fame, popularity, clout, your money, or your opinions. I won't sell out or "sell my soul" because I respect my journey. This blog is sharing my experiences with having a twin soul on the other side. All I want to do is help those who may be dealing with the same things.

Special note: I am very well aware of how I sound ("crazy") or whatever. This is totally fine because I once was a skeptic (my how the tables turn) and very ignorant myself so I don't expect people to understand or believe me. However I do not tolerate rudeness or unsolicited advice especially from someone who doesn't know me as a friend. Please understand that this is my blog and my experiences. If it doesn't resonate with you then it doesn't. Move on with your life and forget this blog.

Our Theme Song...

Here is a list of probably helpful links on some topics that makes it easy to navigate the blog should there be any topic you care to read up on.

Didn’t think I’d have to say this:

Preface - Kind of an additional disclaimer (updated 2020).

Introduction - The backstory.

About me - basic info about myself. Proof I'm related to Ramesses III (grandfather) My life as a new mom.

A Marriage Between Love & Logic

Pendulum Work - Recommended way to communicate with your TF not alive safely. I recommend this kit and book.

How you can ensure you'll be together

Confidence in my journey - Why I don't care if Erik is my TF (or not).

Avoiding Arrogance - Don't be a know-it-all because we all don't.

Have a TF on the other side? - Words of advice from a veteran.

Living in your TF's Memory - Suggestions on how you can help the planet raise it's vibrations with love.

Fear, the basis of misery - Misery loves company. Dont let your fear and fears of others fuck you up when your TF isn't here.

Found out your TF may not be? - Having a dead TF is difficult, made more difficult when you find or feel you may be wrong.

Escaping confirmation bias - When having a TF not on this plane.

Guardians Of The Four Realms (aka “Home”) - 

A lot of detail about our “Home” and what I’ve learned and still learning about it.

Galactic Guardians aka Incarnated Gods

Chariot Of The Gods

God

Saints

Starseeds

Vanessa aka “A”

Spiritual Work - 

Stuff we have worked on together resulted in growth and understanding. This is the bulk of our stuff and other things I’ve learned.

Archangels

Archangel Michael

Archangel Raphael

Ascension

Reincarnation

Past Life aka Parallel-Self

Spirit Spouse

Channeling Erik <<< All about my TF

Birthday Letter - The actual handwritten letter HERE.

Lessons - Valuable things I've learned during the course of this journey, --Work in progress as I have to dig through old posts.

Years -

Important details, events or situations happening in that time.

2007

2008

2009

2010

2012

Misc. -

Just stuff of not as much importance and shit.

My life - Shit about me; pictures and performances/SoundCloud

Pregnancy - First time ever pregnant; a journey over the 9 months.

My son, Ricky - Ups and downs of first time parenting. My son is my world.

Me and Rick - Shinnanagins me and my partner do or get into. The towns most annoying couple.

Food porn - I am a graduated chef from Le Cordon Bleu. Sometimes I post my food and recipes. Since graduation, my love for cooking has diminished and have not worked professionally in a long long time.

RIP - Late friends who I was really close with and miss dearly. Posts dedicated to Matt , Alex , Steve, and Odin (my cat).

Fandoms - shit I like or am a fan of.

Bass playing - Covers and practices.

Vlogging / Videos - Video logs

Gamer Tags - Because I game about 80% of my life.

Questions/Answers - People have asked, and I answered.

Twin Flame Movies - Movies I've seen that generally have the twin flame vibe. Very few exist.

Memes

Artwork - Mostly flowers because that’s all I’ve been drawing since I was a kid but they are pretty like the ones decorated on this blog.

Hilarious

Cat-turd-day (caturday) - Pictures of my cat(s).

Astral Home - A duplicate build of the place I go to when I talk to Erik and my guides in The Sims 4.

Our Playlist - YouTube Playlist (public)

Dreams - A collection of dreams leading up to this spiritual journey where Erik was mostly present.

Conversations - A few logs of channelings here and there with Erik, god, angels and guides.

Haters - A collection of obvious trolls, and bad actors. I don't put up with bullies and I enjoy calling them out.

My Intuitive Blog and Reviews / Feedback - I am a Tarot Reader and Channeler.

- Hadassah Monique

Other Tumblr blogs:

TheStonedPriestess.Com @the-stoned-priestess Intuitive blog where I offer free full-length card readings. Please do not ask me on this blog!

@bhagdadbarbie my regular blog outside of spiritual or esoteric shit. Random thoughts, social commentary, and shit posts.

Other addresses registered to this blog: flameontheotherside.tumblr.com (main), myflameontheotherside.com, flameontheotherside.com, and flameontheotherside.wordpress.com

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I may be in a funk but I'm celebrating 420!

The faces of my boy 🥹

Just bored ...

Feeling Trapped

I just need to get it off my chest...

I dont want to die because I have a son who needs me. But I don't want to be here either. I feel like I'm trapped here on a shit planet filled with shit people. Alone. I know I'm not alone but I feel alone.

I'm tired of my dreams with Erik putting me in a funk too. Dreams are all I have of Erik. All I ever have and it's not enough. I don't want to continue living an empty life without him. I don't want this kind of long distance relationship anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really just crazy or if I'm being put through this living hell by some negative force.

I know if I change the way I look at this, it's not as depressing as it seems. Erik begged me today to change my perspective. The thing is I can change the way I see my life and this journey but I just don't feel motivated to. My relationship with Erik has it's ups and downs.

The downside to loving your twin soul who is dead is that they are dead. You can't hug them, you can't really be with them. Being a sensory person it's so hard because I need to be held right now and no one else would do.

I've spent 7 years doing this. Every once in a while I have a small meltdown either around our anniversary or his birthday or death anniversary. It gets tiring but I can't give this all up. I feel this journey is something I'm meant to be on and it's evident in the DMs I get from the people I help(ed) by keeping this blog.

I know in my heart if hearts that I would have loved him as I have in our past lives, in this one unconditionally. The fact I never got the chance to is what hurts the most. It hurt so fucking much. I have to stay alive as much as it kills me to and I really don't want to fucking be here right now. I just can't take it anymore. If only something would just happen...

😘💕 Don't worry, I'll be fine...

I needed to see this

Happy Anniversary, Were going to Vegas!

I'm there mainly to see system of a down and Slipknot. We go on the 26th and return on the 29th. I'm super excited to go see SOAD for the second time since 2006. I'm not to sure about seeing them perform Chop Suey tho. I still can't listen to it.

Anyway we will be staying at a casino resort, my mom will be meeting us there flying in from Florida to watch Ricky while we are at the festival. I'm not sure what to expect so this is a mix of happy excitement and nerves.

I can't believe it's another year for Erik and I!

It's 7 years now but it feels like 10 and I'm not sure why lol. Every year I think more time has passed but no...it's only 7 years now!

I know I've not been very vocal lately but that's because there isn't much happening between us. We talk every single days but the work is mainly trying to feel comfortable with seeing him and to be honest it doesn't feel like it'll ever be easier.

Anyways...

😘💕....here's to another year! 🍻

Baby #2!

No, I'm not pregnant yet but the plan is to be in two years! We want to wait until Ricky is out of diapers before we try and by then my implant will have expired. I'm excited and scared but mostly excited 😊.

Not much is going on between Erik and I. I'm always too tired to talk to him but I continue to work on seeing him more in my dreams. Which is still hard because I don't usually have control of my dreams. He's there or he isn't. I feel him with me when I go to bed and when I wake up which is nice...

If I had my way I'd already have about 4 kids but here we are...😞

😘💕 Good night!