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love and loss;

@samjjess / samjjess.tumblr.com

you can see it in her eyes
the love, glowing so bright
becoming the very fire that takes her
burns her and shatters you
your weak arms begging to be filled
but shes already gone
too far away from you.
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your boy, yes the one you raised and fed, indeed the one you clothed, the one you bled for, he has found himself another home. * [your home is still him, is still hazel eyes and dimpled cheeks] your burnt heart, your broken shell of a soul, they scream for him. they shout for him. they wail for him. but he cannot hear you. he will not hear you. he should not hear you. * and you tell yourself to stay away, and you tell your shattered heart that you must leave, that he must go his own way, that you must grieve until the end of your days. * but your soul, so joined to him, so tethered, it does not rest, it does not quieten. it escapes your body and glides toward a land of palm trees, a place of never ending summer. paradise. but to you, it is only a desert. * your boy [still with those hazel eyes and still with those dimpled cheeks] smiles, and your lips lift in return, ready to fly into his arms, ready to breathe every apology like a poem, a sonnet of love, but that smile is no longer yours, and those lips no longer belong to you. * blond like spun gold lights up the sky, much like armageddon held in blue eyes and a soft laugh. blond like your mother; a color of ever lasting comfort. your four year old self smiles and then cries. * who knew memories could come alive and burn your love, much like they did the very first time.

and still i will love you until the end of time, a.k.s

SAM & DEAN POETRY CHALLENGE / @brothersandlovers vs @pyrothea prompt: Sam is 20 and Dean is 24

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