me @ y/n when they do something i’d never do:

like babe this isn’t us ?? get it together

syn ' kiss the prettiest one in the room, except it wasn't you he kissed genre ' sad/hurt, angst, headcanon req ' yes

gn!reader x bestfriend!soobin

word count ' ~0.5k warning ' angst, sad, a feeling of hurt

ur friends and you were sat in a circle playing the typical truth or dare game. besides you was your best friend, choi soobin.

there was tension between you two, everyone shipped you two, and everyone loved your chemistry. but it's never been more than that, it's never gone past the friendship stage.

"y/n, truth or dare?" one of ur friends asks snapping you out of your blank stare.

"uhhh, truth." you reply.

"what would you do if someone here kissed you right now?" she asked giggling.

you laughed, "i'd probably just be like, what the fuck, you know?"

she nods and passes on the truth or dare to someone else. the game goes on a little longer, and it finally landed on yeonjun, one of soobin's friends.

"soobin, truth or dare?" he asks as soobin looks at him in a contemplating manner.

"dare." he says smiling.

"kiss the prettiest person in this room." yeonjun dares with a smirk on his face.

yeonjun looked at you with a smug look on his face, expecting the same thing as you.

soobin moves in front of him leaning towards one of your close friends, kissing her.

yeonjun's smirk drops, and ur smile as well. your gulp and take a deep breath before smiling at soobin as he sat back down next to you.

needless to say, your heart sank. it sank to your fucking stomach.

the sigh of soobin kissing another girl sickened you.

i guess everyone was wrong.

your relationship with soobin was strictly platonic, and you were a fool to think otherwise.

the air got tense, everyone expected him to kiss you. they way he spoke about you, the way he was so, him, around you.

maybe he liked you, but you didn't find you attractive.

"i'm going to go get a glass of water, does anyone want anything?" you ask standing up, fighting tears.

not because it saddened you, well maybe a little, but because it just hurt. even though you always knew there was a chance he wouldn't like you, it still hurt. it was frustrating that you allowed yourself to fall for him.

yeonjun stands up, "i'll come with you."

the two of you walk away from the group and you go into the kitchen.

"are you okay?" yeonjun asks.

you keep your body turned away from him, but nod. "i'm fine, i just, i guess i was misled."

you hear footsteps into the kitchen and see soobin.

he speaks up, "you okay, you just kind of got up and left after that."

you take a deep breath and turn around smiling, "i was just thirsty." you tell him as you held the half empty cup of water in your hand swishing it around.

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Thr pain 🤧 do it again 🤪🫶🏽

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

50.5. y'all are fake

A/N: this is not the final chapter and it's also not the epilogue but a secret third thing yk.... 🤔 JKSDGAKDGA I'M SORRY i know i said 50 would be the final chapter but i just HAD to give beomgyu a moment to shine so consider this a second part of the previous update ok? ok. the actual epilogue will come out soon 🥰

WARNINGS: swearing, mentions of sex, atosn!beomgyu is my child and i will protect him at all costs

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Justice for beomgyu!! The boy was the captain of the soobyn ship 😩✊🏽

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

50. say you love me — WC: 9k LMAO I'M SORRY

A/N: and here we are, the final chapter! well not really bc we'll still get a lil epilogue soon but technically yes this is the final chapter. thank you to everyone who has read this story, especially those who left comments, sent asks about it, reblogged the chapters, interacted in any way. i'm sorry for not replying to every single comment, but just know i've read all of them and i can guarantee you that all of them made me smile a LOT. you have no idea how much that motivates us writers! i'm feeling a little sad bc this is the first time a series of mine reaches the end, but i'm also extremely grateful for the number of people who took interest in this story bc honestly i thought it would flop 😭 but it didn't!!! so ye. this chapter is far from perfect, and i know it's long as FUCK, but i gave it my best and i actually kinda like it so i hope you like it 🥰 ok now let's goooo

WARNINGS: swearing, mentions of sex, some nervousness and hints of anxiety, dual pov bc i couldn't pick only one pov to focus on lmao, obviously there will be kissing, tumblr is breaking the part where i put the lyrics i'm sorry idk why some parts refuse to stay italicized, the word "stupid" is used 17 times and i think that's beautiful tbh this is what real romance looks like

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← chapter forty-nine | masterlist | epilogue →

I forgot soobs was blonde here 🤧 imagine making out with blonde soobin 🥲 I'm totally not sad.....so glad that I couldn't sleep and got to read this masterpiece 😩✊🏽

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

49. you gotta earn it

A/N: i was gonna do a double update but 🤡 irl stuff came up so i couldn't finish chapter 50 and idk if i'm gonna be able to post it before tuesday, so for now have this lil filler! also credits to @b1u3hour for the "jiworm" thing, i'm p sure they were the first person to use that word and i spent like 10 mins laughing the first time i saw it so thank you!! (and if i'm wrong i'm sorry jhsakjdhsa)

p.s. the taglist for atosn is now closed. thank you to everyone who joined it!!

WARNINGS: swearing, a small threat, soobin lowkey terrified of sunoo, beomgyu trying to be menacing but he's just cute. adorable. we all love him

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Feminism simply left my body when beomgyu was talking to jiworm 😩✊🏽

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

47. i said i like you — WC: 2.7k (+ sns)

A/N: ok everyone now remember the promise we made on chapter 46? great let's keep that in mind.

WARNINGS: cursing, arguing, crying, hints of anxiety, some panicking, fear of love kinda??, yeonjun lowkey being everyone's mom

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You don't mean to be invasive. You don't want to look obsessed or act like a psychotic person who can't accept rejection. It's not your intention at all. And you're not there to disrespect Soobin's space or whatever, you're just tired of tossing and turning in your bed every night, you're sick of overthinking, and you don't think you can survive another night filled with what-ifs clouding your mind.

So yes, you might be acting impulsively, but after waiting and waiting for five whole days, you deserve to get some closure, at the very least. Deep down you know that if he really liked you, he would've said something by now. But he hasn't, so all you need is to hear him say it. 

Soobin redemption arc ✨️failed✨️

why does chile get blond soobin and i get NOTHING 😔

I need to see blonde soobin in person once or I don't think I'd find a reason to continue on 🤧

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Okay but like same though :c

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Okay but like same though :c

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

46. nightmare

A/N: hello friends. i'm gonna need everyone to pinky promise you will keep this chapter in mind when the next one comes out 😃 yk. anw beomgyu 🥺🥺🥺🥺 not to sound like a b*mtori but he tiny and i love him.

WARNINGS: cursing, brief mentions of sex, beomgyu is the cutest mf around and i love him with all of my heart

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Soobin redemption arc 🤧

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

45. help (part two) — WC: 899 (+sns)

A/N: look at them sharing one single broken braincell awwwww otp behavior me thinks

WARNINGS: cursing, mentions of sex, mentions of being under the influence of alcohol, hints of anxiety and insecurities??

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It's not the first time you've slept on Soobin's bed, so you don't find it strange when you wake up tangled in his sheets. Your brain is still booting up, after all, so you take your sweet time to sit up, stretch your arms, and start thinking. 

However, as soon you do, you realize you're a little… underdressed. No, actually, you're not dressed at all. And that's how you start to get flashbacks from the previous night.

Your eyes bulge and your heart immediately starts to race.

Fuck.

SOOBIN!!! MY YNBIN HWART 🤧🤧🤧

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

44. you're my friend — WC: 5.4k

A/N: it is time ! this is long as fuck bc it was gonna be two separate chapters but i merged them together so......... ye. technically a double update in one!! yay!! also shoutout to that anon from the other day, you're so valid my friend!! you were so right!! anyway um. there are some spoilers in the warnings so idk beware of that?? don't wanna spoil it but kinda have to for ethical reasons ! anyway hope you enjoy it. please don't murder me. (and i changed the picture of the playlist pls appreciate it /j)

WARNINGS: the usual cursing, mentions of alcohol consumption, being (and kissing) under the influence of alcohol, insecurities, jealousy, arguing, some making out, things get a little heated so beware bc this is the chapter where the 16+ rating and the "might contain suggestive bits" we have in the masterlist warnings come into play i guess? lol but also i'm not good at writing this stuff so it's cool. (if you feel uncomfortable reading the last part of the chapter feel free to skip it!! it's nothing explicit but it's also easily skippable so don't worry)

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← chapter forty-three | masterlist | chapter forty-five (part one) →

A party packed with college students is definitely not Soobin's scene.

He knows it, his friends know it, you know it, anyone who looks at him for longer than five seconds knows it. It's common knowledge, it's like looking up at the sky on a sunny day and saying "hey, the sky looks blue". Of course it does. It's stupidly obvious.

Still, you somehow managed to team up with Yeonjun and drag Soobin to a party along with you. Allegedly, this was supposed to be a little get-together, just a simple fun night with friends at Yeonjun and Beomgyu's place, some games, some drinks, some food. A small party, in his best friend's words. At first, everyone was chilling, talking about the most random things, playing stupid games together, etc. But slowly, to Soobin's dismay, more and more people started to arrive.

My time when?

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

42. two weeks (part two)

A/N: i'm sorry for the quick detour but this is blonde soobin's fault. in two chapters we'll be back to what matters.

WARNINGS: swearing, hungover people, moody hueningkai for like 2 seconds, soobin lowkey suffering from alcohol-induced memory loss bc why not

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SOOBIN!!!! YOU ADORABLE DUMBASS, HPE FARR YOU FORGST 🤧🤧

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

41. the hwang yeji effect (part two)

A/N: this is the fifth update in a span of eight days and atp i'm feeling very nan nugu i don't know who i am to be quite honest with you. anw again my tags aren't working for some reason so reblogs will help me loads since tumblr apparently doesn't want me to post this fic 🥰

WARNINGS: swearing, some mild simping, the stuff you're used to at this point

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Soobin's bed selfie...that's it, send tweet

a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

41. the hwang yeji effect (part one)

A/N: anOTHER UPDATE??? wow look at her go!!! part two will be posted...... someday. idk. maybe on the weekend. we'll see. also thank you to the creator of this page there's no credits or a username anywhere on that carrd but whoever you are just know you're my hero i spent like half an hour just navigating through the plushies (shoutout to my adhd as well)

p.s. my latest chapters didn't show up in the tags at all (at least for me) so reblogs will help me a lot even if you don't have a lot of followers bc apparently tumblr is hating me for no reason 🙂

WARNINGS: swearing, simping, yn being a thief, the usual stuff

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Yn is a genius, steak all his clothes girlie