Why did accounts that make problematic fictional stuff suddenly started following me.

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One day One Afterdeath Child

Day 15: Ade Afterdeath by: @redcas121 (Tumblr)

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Oh wow, I didn't know I'll ever see old ocs drawn in fanart after so many year. Thank you. :)

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Anonymous asked:

If that's the case... Do you feel loved in your new relationship?

Hm.

Ya see, after everything that has ever happened.

Yeah, I do feel loved now.

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Anonymous asked:

Oh srry! I didn't know you two broke up... I hope you're feeling okay!

Nah nah, it's fine man, we broke up many years ago, all tho I till haven't fully got over it(mentally I suppose), I been fine with it, I'm dating someone atm so yeah.

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Anonymous asked:

Hello am not sure if you're going to see this but what happened to @milowi/@aruisperfect? I cant find their account anymore.. And I remember you were their boyfriend so I was wondering.

Ah? Well first of all sorry if this took a long time to reply to, I don't use this app much and only come here time to time.

Second of all, no sorry, I don't know what has happened to Youki.

After what has happened between us many years ago I had cut off all the contracts with her and so on, hell I'm not even sure if she's using social media at all but that's about it that I can say.

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i have urge to break glass

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lilcrazybat asked:

Why hello there~ long time no see.

redcas121 answered:

Ah. Its you. Hi

lilcrazybat

Been wanting to reconnect with old friends^^ hope you're well

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Look idk what are you up to, no offence but as much i remember neither of us left on so called "good terms" after everything that has happened that year and quite frankly if that happens again I would like you to keep away from my life. This isn't a threat or smt but a general ask since I still don't forgive for what happened back then.

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And that's fine. I honestly don't remember much of what happened just I wasn't a good person. But I've been working on that. I've improved a lot. I take full blame of my actions and wish just for happiness. I don't expect forgiveness. I'm no longer playing games. I've cleaned up my act. I'm not here to cause problems. I'm here to just have fun. I got my life somewhat together. I've moved in with my fiance. Got a job. Seen a doctor. And so on. I don't want to be that person anymore.

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As much I'm happy for you, my ask still stands, idk what kind of a person you are now and if that kind is one I can trust. All I can say is that I'm glad you got your help and other stuff you needed. That's all I can say.

But what was said and done, the damage has been done, I don't wanna live in past but this isn't smt I wanna remember too. I do get you just wanna start new chaoter but I think there's no second chance for us to be friends again maybe. Hope you understand that.