genuinely forgot i had this blog
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𝙰 𝚆𝙷𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝙾𝙵 𝙱𝙻𝚄𝙴 : 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙵𝚄𝙻 𝙱𝙻𝚄𝙴 . then a rectangle of white , widening , a doorway , coming closer , towards him , and as the grind of ancient engines reaches a crescendo , he thinks : I’M GOING HOME .
the doctor lies on the tardis floor . his bones broken from the fall , his hearts hollowed by his loss .
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𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝙿𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙱𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈 𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽 𝙲𝙴𝚁𝚃𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚈 , and to the best of your knowledge every one of you are going to suffer and die . this , then , is the human problem : there is a price to be paid for every increase in consciousness ——————– YOU CANNOT BE MORE SENSITIVE TO PLEASURE WITHOUT BEING MORE SENSITIVE TO PAIN .
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“Oh, I’m sure,” Reg replied with a wry, awkward chuckle. “According to the ship’s logs, the holodecks were very well-used during your journey. By all the crew. I, uh, I’m almost surprised you didn’t try to reroute that power supply elsewhere. But I understand needing that escape.” His own life would be very different without the holodeck, and he was pretty comfortable stating that the Voyager crew’s mental health would have been more poorly managed without access to it.
“I do have to ask – what’s Fairhaven? I’ve had several people mention wanting a copy of that program and I haven’t been able to find it yet.”
used to the point of exhaustion , sometimes -------------- but they’d managed . holodeck time was scheduled , apart from the short period of open door policy that had accompanied the fairhaven holodeck program ... which later became a problem of its own . ❝ fairhaven was ... a little project of mine . just a quaint little irish village full of interesting characters . 𝙸𝚃 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 . at least until they all became self aware and tried to kill me . ❞
yet now he thinks upon it fondly . fairhaven would never be the same outside of voyager , and he’d never felt quite right adapting the program for use on a day to day basis . those characters were more than characters , with memories retained it just wouldn’t work right . still , 𝙽𝙾 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼 𝙸𝙽 𝙻𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙸𝚃 𝙰 𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 . ❝ it’s under paris 0-4-2 , if you want it that badly . ❞
Im just coming on to say please don't take away the fact that seven is canonically bisexual, she's had relationships and experimented with men and whether u like seven/chakotay or not she clearly had feelings for him to the point she tried to push him away to protect his heart and bisexual erasure is a huge fucking problem and I'm tired of seeing it. Any bisexual can have a strong preference for either gender but it doesn't take away the attraction for others. Thanks. On that note the writers erased tom's bisexuality before writing the show and forced Harry into being hetero instead of gay and i will absolutely fight anyone on this.
Whenever janeway puts her hand on tom's shoulder I cry
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@warp10· said… "Well this is where we got to, so now what?“
“now what? now – i mean….” rimmer trails off. “why should we just settle, right? for being so pathetically underestimated. for being….. being……..” he paces, clenching and unclenching his fists as he does so. “a failure! i mean, it was one mistake, wasn’t it? it wasn’t my fault that lister wasn’t there to help fix the drive plate! so really, the deaths of all those people aren’t really on me. right? and i think i’ve done more than enough to make up for it, so i don’t really know why i can’t seem to move past this, i mean, they has to be more, right?” he stops, turns back to tom. “and you, i mean, it must be really frustrating to know you’re going to be stuck out here away from earth for probably the rest of your life and not get a chance to even make something of yourself.” it’s an insult, yes, but it’s directed at himself just as much ( if not more so ) than at tom.
FRUSTRATED FRIENDS STARTERS.
he watches the other pace and rant , rattling of a rhetoric that once he used to tell himself ----------- alone , in his quarters on the exeter . it’s not his fault , it was just an accident , the ship was damaged , wasn’t an error on his part . EXCEPT THAT IT WAS . and the pain of knowing drove him to the point of insanity before he finally gave up dodging the truth . 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙵𝙴𝙻𝙻 𝙰𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙵𝚄𝚁𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 . but after all of that , he learnt something .
❝ on the contrary ----------- being stuck out here is the best thing that ever happened to me . gave me a whole new perspective on life ; that it’s mine , and whatever happens is up to me . i’m only here because i wanted a get out of jail free card ... a chance to breathe . instead i got a chance to remake myself , so that’s what i’m doing , and i’m a million times better for it . i have made something of myself , ask anyone . but even after all that , there’s one thing that sticks around . ❞ he leans forward in his seat , 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚂 𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙺𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙾𝙶𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙸𝙽 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙻𝙰𝙿 . he’s sincere , one can tell simply by looking to the depths of blue in his eyes . ❝ that if you want to move on and better yourself , you’ve first gotta admit to yourself what you’ve done wrong . people learn from mistakes , it’s how we evolve . ❞
Voyager rlly downplayed the trauma of having the responsibility of three dead people on your hands and ill never forgive them for not giving me tom paris unable to sleep at night
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( * & . A MILLION LITTLE THINGS / SENTENCE STARTERS .
- ‘ you might not have been able to save them , but you sure as hell saved me . ’
- ‘ you are not the best part of my life … you are my life . ’
- ‘ delicious , delicious . that man is delicious . ’
- ‘ he’s like a chocolate george clooney with a caramel gosling center . ’
- ‘ look at you being the bigger man . i mean , smaller bigger man . he’s taller . ’
- ‘ i know this sounds crazy , but that is not the worst thing that ever happened to me . ’
- ‘ i’m happier than i’ve ever been and i’m not playing by the rules anymore . ’
- ‘ it’s perfectly normal to change your shirt fifteen times before going to play video games . ’
- ‘ you say everything happens for a reason . i can’t find a reason for this . ’
- ‘ it absolutely kills me that i wasn’t there for you . ’
- ‘ that was one time . and i’m sober now . ’
- ‘ happy birthweek is not a thing . ’
- ‘ i truly believe everything happens for a reason . the challenge in life is to find that reason . ’
- ‘ it’s not that i don’t want to live . i just don’t want to live like this . ’
- ‘ i dare you to go steal her mic and sing ‘ ( insert song here ) ’ . your version , wrong lyrics and all . ’
- ‘ i have so many feelings that i can’t process because i’m too ashamed to admit that i have them . ’
- ‘ when i first met you , you said what you needed was a time machine . where would you go if you had one ? ’
- ‘ sometimes i get really sad for no reason . actually , a lot of times . ’
- ‘ i tried . i tried to be the man you taught me to be . i tried not to ask for help . ’
- ‘ you’re allowed to be angry . you’re allowed to feel whatever it is that you feel . ’
- ‘ i can’t do this . i can’t hurt you . ’
- ‘ if you’re in there , can you just knock three times please , so that i know that you’re still alive ? ’
- ‘ listen , i’m sorry . i tried . i can’t not care . ’
- ‘ not that you need my permission , but you deserve to be happy . ’
- ‘ you’re right , i don’t know what i’m talking about . ’
- ‘ i always thought the next apartment i would rent would be for us . ’
- ‘ i have seen porn flicks with more plot twists than your love life . ’
- ‘ maybe you should stop taking shots at me and get them back . or is it your plan to stand there and do nothing and lose them forever ? ’
- ‘ you’re always so fast to assume that it’s my fault , but guess what ? you don’t know ! ’
- ‘ you know what life is really about ? friendship . you and me . right here . yeah , us . that’s what it’s about . ’
- ‘ of course i’m scared . i thought you of all people could understand that . ’
- ‘ dare me to do anything and make it really hard . ’
- ‘ i was here , dammit , until i wasn’t . ’
- ‘ you can’t worry so much about tomorrow that you forget to live today . be here . ’
- ‘ it’s got to be the hardest thing i did in my life . ’
- ‘ sometimes you can’t do the fun thing – the thing that makes you happy . you have to do the right thing . ’
- ‘ whatever we did , whatever happened , we also created a life . ’
- ‘ how can something so small cause so much pain ?! ’
- ‘ the thing is i don’t have time to be angry because i have to use up all of my energy to make sure that he is okay . ’
- ‘ you’re not the boss of you anymore . ’
- ‘ slight problem . he found the pregnancy test . ’
- ‘ just because you’re scared , doesn’t mean you shouldn’t do it . ’
- ‘ there’s nothing you can say to change the fact that i love you . ’
- ‘ this is your baby . it’s just , it’s too much . we hurt too many people . ’
- ‘ it’s bad enough you wrecked your marriage but don’t try to wreck mine . ’
- ‘ you may think you have a bulletproof relationship , but so did i . ’
- ‘ wow , i don’t want you to take this the wrong way , but i really wish you hadn’t met me . ’
- ‘ you don’t get it . i know you think i’m distant . i am just trying to survive . ’
- ‘ there’s a history of ‘ we don’t talk about that ’ in my family . ’
- ‘ as bad as it seems , there is good and you will find it . i promise . ’
he narrows his gaze a moment , as though he’s trying to see through a hazy fog . and he is -------- if you can consider the recollection of memory as fog . 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝚁𝚄𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙴𝚁 𝙻𝙸𝙿 . and then , finally , he moves to speak .
❝ the academy , right ? raffi ? you know , i knew i knew you from somewhere . it’s been a while . ❞ @ofgclaxies
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lister likes tom paris. he had a feeling he would, but it’s the moment that the peanut sails cleanly through the air with perfect aim and lands right in his mouth ( with only a slight lean forward on his part ) that he decides. maybe they aren’t destined to be best friends forever but the laughter comes easy, and for a moment he can imagine what it must be like to enjoy living with your bunkmate.
“you?” lister grins. “well, can’t say i’m not surprised.” or maybe he can. hm. “you’re not so bad, though. but if we’re bein’ honest, i’ve been told i’m a bit of a slob. seems to piss people off, can’t imagine why.” he chomps down loudly on the peanut, laughter in his voice. “mostly just rimmer though, so it’s worth it.”
he doesn’t intend to go into it , it’s a long story , and remembering ----------- well , it’s certainly heavy on his heart . the nightmares like to flood back when he least expects it . 𝚂𝙾 𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝚁𝚄𝚂𝙷𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙸𝚃 . pretends it’s just a funny little gag and that he’s not trying to build on himself . to change the person he used to be . he stands from his place on the couch , crosses the room to a box at the foot of his bed ; 𝙵𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙴𝙳 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 . there’s even a couple of vhs tapes in there , but they’re all worn through . antiques .
❝ you’ve not got a lot of people to choose from , but that being said ---------- you wouldn’t get through starfleet academy with that hat . ❞ he comments with a grin as he pulls a drive disk from the box . 𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙳𝚂 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙰𝙸𝚁 𝚂𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙼𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚂𝙴𝙴 . ❝ you ever seen the original series of lost in space ? dates all the way back to the 1960s . ❞
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Star Trek: Voyager | The Caretaker | All He Did Was Say One (1) Nice Thing to You, Tom
people in the fandom: tom paris is the worst human being ever he’s a woman hating misogynist with no ability to self-reflect and constantly fucks up everything and somehow gets away with it me: did we watch the same show or
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* she sits with drama, a loud sigh intended to get his attention as she rests her feet on the chair opposite her, ❝ I simply can’t decide! ❞ romana tuts as she shakes her head, dark hair tightly tied up but a few stubborn curls escaping either side of her features. ❝ do I bet on: a. me bludgeoning you to death, b. me dying all your shirts red and you dying from the red shirt curse, or — c. you dying of tribble related causes? because, whilst I’d love the glory, I also see you as the ‘death by tribble’ type. ❞ && if there’s a hint of fondness in the curve of her lips, she’s never going to admit it.
his gaze lifts away from the padd within his fingers , distracted from his reading by the sound of her deep sigh . in his other hand , his fork comes to rest along the metal edge of his dinner tray with a quiet clink as he eyes her . 𝙷𝙴'𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙴 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝚂𝙰𝚈 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 . lips purse together in momentary consideration and he leans back in his chair .
❝ well , given the odds of finding a tribble in the delta quadrant , and the fact i wear red every shift , i’d put my money on death by blunt force trauma . ❞ a twisted smile grows upon his expression then , 𝙶𝙰𝙼𝙱𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝚂 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝚆𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝚄𝙿𝙾𝙽 , but he’s had plenty of practice . ❝ but i’ve also been known to be notoriously hard to get rid of . ❞
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IF YOU HEAR MUFFLED SCREAMS, CONSIDER THAT A REQUEST FOR A BEAM OUT .
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𝙸 𝚂𝙴𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿 𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝙼𝙿𝙴𝙲𝙲𝙰𝙱𝙻𝚈 𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙸𝙽𝙴𝙳 , every bolt , and clasp , and fitting in place . everything stowed in regulation starfleet order . I don't know what happened to you , rios , or the ibn majid , but five minutes on this ship , and I know precisely what I'm looking at . 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙵𝙻𝙴𝙴𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙴 .
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@warp10· / okay last one i think
“look, it’s not that i don’t like rimmer, it’s just that everything he does pisses me off and i can’t stand being around him.” lister looks up from the ground, where he’s been picking aimlessly at his sock for the last few minutes. “pass me another, will ya?” he asks, gesturing to tom to toss him a peanut, and leans forward, preparing to catch it in his mouth. “come on. i’m sure you have people on here like that. just…. infuriating smeggers, you know.”
he listens , and you can tell by the attentive look in his eye , but there’s a twist to the line of his brow . 𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝙼𝙾𝚂𝚃 𝙹𝚄𝙳𝙶𝙴𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙻 . that said , he can hardly blame the other man for such an approach to the situation ------------ that hologram isn’t the easiest person to share the company of . with a huff of laughter he dips his fingers into the small bowl in his lap and subsequently chucks one of the nuts through the air . 𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙴𝙻𝙻 𝙰𝙸𝙼𝙴𝙳 .
❝ well ... there’s a couple , but they actually have some redeeming qualities , so i don’t mind them too much . besides , i’m not exactly the best person to judge . i’m probably the most infurating one on the ship . but don’t tell them i said that , i wouldn’t want them to think i’m easing up . ❞