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~ Rose Garden ~

@drekkydrimm / drekkydrimm.tumblr.com

🌸 20+ • she/they • ♉ • slavic • (bi)ace • INFP • autistic • ADHD • qrp wife: @ninterbit 🌸 drekkydrimm@gmail.com

Hello everyone! ˗ˏˋ 🍓 ˎˊ˗ I think, many of you have noticed my absense in art by now. Ever since the last surgery it's been a series of unfortunate events, including a temporary relapse. For the last two months I've been suffering from Abnormal uterine bleeding (AUB)

Loss of blood, pains, nausea, dizziness. These can all point to both something harmless and endometriosis/cancer. I must take lots of tests, but it's been getting harder to work each day, can't meet the ends. Today I made blood tests for about ~$85, no money for food left.

🌡 Anything would help - stories of similar experiences, $5 coffees, even sharing this thread!

If you wish, you may donate to http://ko-fi.com/drekkydrimm Thanks everyone in advance, even if it would be just five people at most. I will be posting more updates as I progress (இ﹏இ`。)

if you want to say "shut up" in greek you say "skase" which is basically a command to blow yourself up. im pretty sure the idea is like, "hold in your words for so long that they build up inside you until you burst" but it doesnt translate well. because the other day my cousin was practicing english convos with me, and when i was poking fun at her she just says "Explode."

it translates as more of a power move than saying "shut up" normally though

So LGBTQ+ is now completely illegal in Russia. I wonder if anyone going to talk about that. I'm so tired

I really try to keep politics and more personal stuff out of my blog because that's my escapism website but I really can't NOT talk about it

Russian Supreme Court just banned "LGBT+ movement" as extremist. It's basically illegal now. I saw the news when I wasn't home and I spend next 2h trying not to cry before I actually get home

I'm russian and I'm asexual. I'm maybe non-binary and sapphic, I'm still figuring it out.

And I can't say that I love my country. I disagree with lots of its politics and laws, but. I was born here. I was raised here and I live here and it's home. My home, which, apparently, hates my existence. I wish I could really, fully hate it back but I can't. It's home.

I get that most of the world doesn't really care about russians right now because well. We are the bad guys. But please, talk about russian queers. I don't know what else to say. We exist. We want to matter at least to someone.

I see a lot of ‘cis’ women say they wish they were androgynous in the way men were or they wish they were pretty in the way men were. This is your sign to go try to do that. You may find you enjoy being an androgynous woman. You may find you no longer identify as a woman. You may find you don’t like androgyny. You will not know until you try. Cut your hair if you’ve always wanted to but have been afraid to. Shop in the men’s section if you’ve been too nervous to. Wear clothing with an androgynous  silhouette. Experiment with binding, take baby steps with compression bras if you want. Wear unisex scents. Live life. Try things you want to try. A lot of cis women do not understand the joys of mens pants and mens deodorant. I think everyone should try both of those things.

[screenshot of tags which read: 

#much more comfortable being a woman when I realised it literally doesn’t have to mean anything  #unlock cis+ it’s good for you]

Trans people don't own gender. We stole it the way Prometheus stole fire, so it would be available to everyone.

"ohh what if my kid starts identifying as a CAT because of the trans agenda we have to prote—" well they've always done that. do you remember the psychological effects of h2o on young girls. of warrior cats on autistic children. i believed i was a demigod because of percy jackson. twilight came out and kids were telling their friends they were secretly vampires. this is just a thing kids do. worry less

you know when irish people were fighting for freedom the rebels were never considered revolutionaries or freedom fighters. we had only ever been called terrorists by the british government, because when you call a people fighting for their rights and their freedoms terrorists you can distance yourself from them. people aren't fighting because they've been radicalised by 800 years of colonialism or 75 years of brutal settler imperialism, they're fighting because they're dirty terrorists trying to hurt our democracy and kill our children. and now we don't have any responsibility to reckon with the years of subjugation and settler violence and attempted genocide, because how can you expect us to deal with terrorists? the same story repeats itself over and over n it's shocking how people will eat it up every time when it comes to protecting and maintaining western power.

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HEARTSTEEL — 「PARANOIA」

♫ oooh, they love it when you lost boy now the low life at the top floor everybody hating ever since you got more they praying for the death of a rockstar ♫

oc advice: don’t make your oc flashy looking or give them a tragic backstory or a weird name or

berserk: our protag is 6’8. he is so fucking huge he doesn’t fit in a panel unless the panel is focused on him. his entire life is just a massive series of unfortunate events starting from the day of his birth when he was born from a corpse hanging from a tree . he has a sword that is the same size as him and wears all black evil cursed hellhound themed armour that drinks his blood. he has an onscreen kill count of over 1000. literally everyone wants to fuck him. the first panel of berserk is a sex scene with his bootyass out. one of the main antagonists ruined everything partially because he was so horny for him. he is called guts. fuck yeah

I want a comic of this

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i have some great news for you then

"Everything beneath me~"

Gigantic was a short-lived, but mesmerising game, forever leaving a mark on my heart. In the celebration of it's fleeting comeback, I thought to do a warm up of my favourite hero to play - Xenobia the Shadow Witch 🐙

i'm sorry but if an ancient dragon wanted to be my mate then i would simply ignore the imbalanced power dynamic and problematic age gap because it would be really hot

❗️ Special Character Portraits ❗️

I have an infection to treat ASAP. Having spent all savings on house repairs I'm out of resourses for meds and food. I'm opening Character Portraits slots for lower price, $75 each.

DМ/e-mail me if you're interested (drekkydrimm@gmail.com)

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