都築響一 Tsuzuki Kyoichi, 東京スタイル Tokyo Style
Hieronymus Bosch’s depiction of Hell
Reiji Hiramatsu aka Hiramatsu Reiji aka 平松礼二 (Japanese, b. 1941, Tokyo, Japan) - 路-夕花 (Michi - Evening Flower), 1990, Ink, Color
An Italian statue of Our Lady of Seven Sorrows.
The Death of Sappho, 1876, Gustave Moreau
Medium: oil
i dont blame myself anymore.
I've blamed myself for years. but it was never my fault. it's not my fault i didnt know i was abused and it's not my fault I'm traumatized. it's not my fault i didn't love you romantically. none of this הדרדרות was ever my fault.
good for you you have the luxury of experiencing and expressing your emotions freely. i was never able to have that. both times my heart was broken i had to hide it. i never had the time to grieve. i never had anyone in real life around me i felt safe to cry with or tell that i feel sad.
you could just cry next to people. you could just express your misery outwards or direct it at me.
I'm done feeling guilty about you. i don't feel this anymore. i dont blame myself anymore