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if brokenness is a form of art, i must be the poster child prodigy.
if brokenness is a work of ART, surely this much be my master-piece. ASHLEY BROWN
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cold fingers became numb as her hands shook, staring at them. they were pale, nearly g r e y. the color that she associated with the MONSTERS up on the mountain ( up on horror hill ). ashley’s eye began to water, her life doing a complete one-eighty being tossed into the city by who. by W H A T. pulling her hood up, covering her hair as she rested her chin in her arms. “oh, gross,” she mumbled, looking at her sleeve covered in something sticky from the customer before her on the table. “ugh, this sucks,” she got up, trying to rub her sleeve clean on her way to the napkin stand. “woah, SORRY,” she gasped softly, accidentally punching someone in the arm as she rubbed her sleeve harder.
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                      wow —– remind me to never try to be nice to YOU again.       she was TRYING to be better.  it seemed like some people didn’t want that.  didn’t appreciate it.       i’m not trying to, jesus christ.  why do you take everything i say as a goddamn threat or something?  not like I encouraged someone to try & kill you or something.  
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                        god, it’s not my fault, emily! are you KIDDING me? –– i still don’t get why you got so mad at me.    she scoffed, pushing the ( newly ) platinum strands of hair behind her face, rolling her eyes specifically so emily could see how annoyed she just was.      SHUT UP! i was t e r r i f i e d and you’re saying this like i wanted you dead. sorry from being a teenager who watches zombie movies, alright? is that what you want? AN APOLOGY?  

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“something like that.” except it’s more like a nightmare with the possibility of each and every one of her friends and family being killed. no biggie. “s’not really a very common name, i guess.” cue a quick shrug. “but i like it, so. – not sure i’ve met an ashley if that helps.”
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“really?” she hummed softly, shrugging her shoulders. “ashley’s a pretty common name. strange.” her mind wandered thinking of where she could possibly be from where she couldn’t have met an ashley. “where, um, where did you say you were from again?” 

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“right? that’s what i thought.” though she wouldn’t put it past raven to accidentally build something like that. “i’m just as confused as you, don’t worry.” pause. “clarke, by the way.”
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“this is like some bad, mass dream, huh?” ashley nibbled on the inside of her cheek, needing to remind herself to smile. be kind. be approachable. “i’m ashley –– i’ve never met a clarke.” she straightened her posture a bit, offering a smile.

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“twenty-one fifty. hundred and thirty something years from now.” 134, clarke. basic math. “it’s weird, i know. i promise i’m not crazy.”
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“uh, isn’t the whole time travel things kind of impossible?” even if she’d believe anything after what she’d seen, time travel was a bit far-fetched. “i’m not calling you crazy, just... confused.”

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“not too sure how close i was to new york.” pretty much only one state over. not too far. “i just definitely wasn’t in twenty-sixteen. twenty-one fifty on the other hand… definitely there.” 
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ashley stopped. she stopped talking, stopped listening, stopped moving. “what?” she turned so her left ear was facing her. “repeat that last part.”

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“thats… so far from where i should be.” not that she really expected anything different. “yeah, yeah..” she nodded, clearing her throat before brushing her hair out of her face. “just far from home is all.”
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“yeah, you an me both.” she pulled her hood over the back of her head, platinum dyed hair hidden by the grey fabric, matching her hands in the pockets of her jumper. “i don’t remember being anywhere near new york last time i checked...”

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perfect. no where near where she should be. but in a sense, new york ( regardless of whatever year it was ) it was better than the city of light… eh. close enough. “new york… what year?”
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“twenty-sixteen. december of twenty-sixteen,” furrowing her brows, she kept her eyes on the ground, peeking up to speak. “are you okay?” she asked, hesitating to take a step forward. 

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“HEY!” Isak yelps as he is thrust back by someone, quickly catching his balance, “New York is definitely different than Norway.”
“Woah,” Ashley bit down on her bottom lip, her hand on the other’s shoulder. “You’re from Norway, I’m guessing? ––Kidding, maybe you should get used to the rude people ‘round here.”
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no.” her voice is quiet as she focused on her surroundings. she can’t be here. she needs to be back with her people. they ended alie, didn’t they? so how was she here? she escaped this. “hey, you.” she called out to the closest person, pointing in their direction. great social skills, clarke. “where are we?”
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eyes focused on her phone, using the navigation to figure out where she could possibly be. this wasn’t the mountains. as she scrolled out on the map, figuring out where she was she then heard someone call and winced at the harshness of the voice. “i –– uh, new- new york. not new-new york. just new york.” she paused, locking her phone and shoving it back into her pocket. 

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