Love From Within
You were never going to love me,
Not the way I needed to be loved…
I was too caught up in an idea to realize
But see, the reality is that the hurt is on me.
Revived and alive, wanting and needing that feeling, battling with internal agony war of the demanding heart, fighting against morality reprimanding anatomy.
I don’t even know how I feel, but I know it’s bad,
Heartbroken by a love so basic, this shit is sad,
How broken does one have to be to break so easily,
Being trampled on feels normal to a battered soul, never knowing the feeling of a love that’s safe, only the echoes of love grown cold.
Tied up in toxic emotions, loves a game, saving face behind last place… it was never a race a heart like mine was going to win,
For this heart loves but never received love from within.
You pour of the love you so desperately desire, waiting for a return of it so you can finally retire,
But that which you give to others you need to learn to keep, so you can finally blossom from those tears you weep.
Content is the one that knows no greater love than self, because God didn’t make us in his image to gather dust on unappreciated shelves.
WinnyWill