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hachi machi

@turbolesbo / turbolesbo.tumblr.com

Anni. 25. Estonia. Lesbian.
early 19th century things. overwatch. TAZ and other mcelroy products. star wars. star trek. lord of the rings. other stuff too i guess.
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we all know it but no one’s brave enough to say it

beatles fans are worse than kpop fans

I have NEVER had to read abt paul mccartney being a baby cow and mooing softly w tears in his eyes as somebody strokes his baby cow cock bc he doesn’t think he deserves it and that’s that on THAT

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Hello friends!!! I’m in a bit of a Bad Situation financially this month, so I’m having a 20% off sale on all products in my shop <3 use code SALE20 at checkout!! Please check it out and boost if you can~ https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/

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Hello friends!!! I’m in a bit of a Bad Situation financially this month, so I’m having a 20% off sale on all products in my shop <3 use code SALE20 at checkout!! Please check it out and boost if you can~ https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/

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Hello friends!!! I’m in a bit of a Bad Situation financially this month, so I’m having a 20% off sale on all products in my shop <3 use code SALE20 at checkout!! Please check it out and boost if you can~ https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/

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Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

Miku’s surgery was a success and she is home and recovering <3

Please keep sharing this post, the donations and orders I’ve received are a HUGEEE help but I still need more. Thank you SO SO much to everyone who has placed an order or has donated <3

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gonna go ahead and decide that not liking pineapple pizza is homophobic. oh you hate having more fruit in your life? yeah i bet you do. tell me more about the fruits you don’t like. am i one of them

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Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

Miku’s surgery was a success and she is home and recovering <3

Please keep sharing this post, the donations and orders I’ve received are a HUGEEE help but I still need more. Thank you SO SO much to everyone who has placed an order or has donated <3

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turbolesbo

Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

Miku’s surgery was a success and she is home and recovering <3

Please keep sharing this post, the donations and orders I’ve received are a HUGEEE help but I still need more. Thank you SO SO much to everyone who has placed an order or has donated <3

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miku’s vet bill  😭 😭 my expensive little gremlin!!

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turbolesbo

Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

Miku’s surgery was a success and she is home and recovering <3

Please keep sharing this post, the donations and orders I’ve received are a HUGEEE help but I still need more. Thank you SO SO much to everyone who has placed an order or has donated <3

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turbolesbo

Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

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Hello friends!! I need a little help ;;

My little goblin rat demon Miku was throwing up all day and night, and hadn’t eaten or drank anything in a while. This morning I took her to the vet, and it was determined that she had likely swallowed something that was blocking her intestines and she would need surgery.

THE GOOD NEWS IS her surgery is already done! They found a clump of thread (she just loves to eat thread. the stupid bastard that she is.) and successfully removed it, and she is doing well and recovering. I will be able to take her home tomorrow.

THE BAD NEWS IS the surgery and other procedures are gonna cost me 500€, which is money I do not have, as my main income of tabling at conventions was basically decimated with corona. Please help me with covering her vet expenses by checking out my shop https://st4rfighter.bigcartel.com/ and placing an order if you find anything you like <3

Here’s a few pics of stuff you’ll find on there: 

I will also gladly take any donations at paypal.me/st4rfighter

Please signal boost!! Thank you all so much <3

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And speaking of Sophia Tolstoy, her diaries are just so depressing. 

I am to gratify his pleasure and nurse his child, I am a piece of household furniture, I am a woman. I try to suppress all human feelings. When the machine is working properly it heats the milk, knits a blanket, makes little requests and bustles about trying not to think […].

She wrote this when she was 19, one year into her marriage to Leo and as she was pregnant with the first of his 13 children.

A few years later, when she was 25 or so:

I am so often alone with my thoughts that the need to write in my diary comes quite naturally … Now I am well again and not pregnant—it terrifies me how often I have been in that condition. He said that for him being young meant “I can achieve anything”. For me […] reason tells me that there is nothing I either want or can do beyond nursing, eating, drinking, sleeping, and loving and caring for my husband and babies, all of which I know is happiness of a kind, but why do I feel so woeful all the time, and weep as I did yesterday? I am writing this now with the pleasantly exciting sense that nobody will ever read it, so I can be quite frank with myself […].

During her 12th pregnancy she wrote about taking scalding baths and jumping from high pieces of furniture to try and miscarry.  And at one point while reading her husband’s diary (which he told her to read) she found the sentence “There is no such thing as love, only the physical need for intercourse and the practical need for a life companion.” In her own diary she wrote “They ebb and flow like waves, these times when I realise how lonely I am and want only to cry…

A few years before her husband’s death, she published a cycle of prose poems titled “Groans”, under the pseudonym “A Tired Woman”.

the most depressing quote from her diaries:

“I have served a genius for almost forty years. Hundreds of times I have felt my intellectual energy stir within me and all sorts of desires - a longing for education, a love of music and the arts… And time and again I have crushed and smothered these longings… Everyone asks, “But why should a worthless woman like you need an intellectual or artistic life?” To this question I can only reply: “I don’t know, but eternally suppressing it to serve a genius is a great misfortune.”

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