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indefinite hiatus

@lovely-angst / lovely-angst.tumblr.com

21 | she/her | pfp drawn by me | m.list in the works!
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long overdue goodbye

been lurking on my account for the past week and just rereading my old work and reliving the memories and feelings this page has got me really sentimental

i started writing fanfics at 13/14 on wattpad and I started this angsty tumblr page as a freshman in high school at 16 and now I am 23!

the reason I stopped writing and faded from this account is because I started dating my now boyfriend. All of my love that I poured into these characters and writing, I shifted and poured into my boyfriend. Back then, I didn’t have anybody to pour these feelings to, so I poured them into writing.

This account has a place in my heart and will always remain special to me. I have no plans on deleting it, but I also don’t have any plans on retuning

Thank you for all of the love and support you have given me and my work these past years. You truly made my time here special

here is to my official indefinite hiatus; continue to enjoy some lovely angst <3

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Anonymous asked:

i was just thinking about your blog right now! you’ve written so many amazing fics and i just wanted to take a moment to thank you 🙏🏼 i hope you’re well 💖

Awww, this is such a sweet message 💕 it means a lot! I've recently gotten into a relationship and I've been spending all my time with him and it seems that my fanfic days are over now :,^) I'm going to be on indefinite hiatus, but maybe ill come back one day with more. Thank you for loving and supporting my work 💕

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Anonymous asked:

hii i love your writing!! hope you are doing well

Thank you! Writing has been difficult these past few months so im taking a break :,^) hopefully I will be able to come back with more

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, i understand if you don’t want to write this. scenarios of kirishima & todoroki who hug their so from behind not realising it triggers their ptsd because they were sa as a child. maybe some comfort fluff in there too?

hi love!

I'm sorry but I dont wite for kirishima or todoroki :,^(

I write for kacchan, hawks and dabi, so if you would like this request with one of them, send in another request 😊

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Hii!! I hope you don’t mind me asking for requests >< please don’t be afraid to decline if it makes you uncomfy!! I got into a car accident recently and needed stitching on my head, I was wondering if I could request a hawks x injured reader ? (Where reader also has a bit of problem with self hate?) sorry for the sudden request!!

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a/n: sorry this was so late, babe! i hope you are healing well <3

genre: slight angst and fluff

pairing: hawks x reader

word count: 800+ words

05.15.22

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"baby!"

your eyes glanced up in shock as you watched as hawks burst through your hospital room. his red frazzled wings and single feathers that had fallen off with his speedy movements followed him through the door before he runs over towards you, hands hovering over your cheeks. after a moment of hesitation, he gently cupped your cheeks, thumb running across them as his gold eyes scanned your face in worry.

"oh baby, i'm so sorry i didn't come sooner," he starts as his hand softly runs across the bandage over your injury. "they said that the accident was bad and that you were bleeding from the head when they got to you."

"i'm sorry if i worried you. it's just a few stitches, but i can leave the hospital today," you inform with a small smile trying to ease his thoughts, but his wings were still poofy in concern.

his face was full of sadness. brows arched upward sadly with a frown on his lips as he stroked your hair gently. "i don't like it when you get hurt." hawks' voice was small, and you couldn't help but smile at how sweet he was being.

"now you know how i feel when you come home with cuts and bruises," you say, leaning up to press a kiss onto his lips. "i'm sorry, i shouldn't be the one moping right now," hawks sighs as he shakes his head, "you are hurt, and i should be taking care of you."

pressing a kiss to your forehead, hawks takes a seat beside your hospital bed, "don't worry about a thing, i will take good care of you, baby bird."

just like he said, hawks took care of you great. he always tended to you gently to not accidentally hurt you and would fetch things with his wings, so he wouldn't have to leave your side.

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Anonymous asked:

Hii!! I hope you don’t mind me asking for requests >< please don’t be afraid to decline if it makes you uncomfy!! I got into a car accident recently and needed stitching on my head, I was wondering if I could request a hawks x injured reader ? (Where reader also has a bit of problem with self hate?) sorry for the sudden request!!

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a/n: sorry this was so late, babe! i hope you are healing well <3

genre: slight angst and fluff

pairing: hawks x reader

word count: 800+ words

05.15.22

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"baby!"

your eyes glanced up in shock as you watched as hawks burst through your hospital room. his red frazzled wings and single feathers that had fallen off with his speedy movements followed him through the door before he runs over towards you, hands hovering over your cheeks. after a moment of hesitation, he gently cupped your cheeks, thumb running across them as his gold eyes scanned your face in worry.

"oh baby, i'm so sorry i didn't come sooner," he starts as his hand softly runs across the bandage over your injury. "they said that the accident was bad and that you were bleeding from the head when they got to you."

"i'm sorry if i worried you. it's just a few stitches, but i can leave the hospital today," you inform with a small smile trying to ease his thoughts, but his wings were still poofy in concern.

his face was full of sadness. brows arched upward sadly with a frown on his lips as he stroked your hair gently. "i don't like it when you get hurt." hawks' voice was small, and you couldn't help but smile at how sweet he was being.

"now you know how i feel when you come home with cuts and bruises," you say, leaning up to press a kiss onto his lips. "i'm sorry, i shouldn't be the one moping right now," hawks sighs as he shakes his head, "you are hurt, and i should be taking care of you."

pressing a kiss to your forehead, hawks takes a seat beside your hospital bed, "don't worry about a thing, i will take good care of you, baby bird."

just like he said, hawks took care of you great. he always tended to you gently to not accidentally hurt you and would fetch things with his wings, so he wouldn't have to leave your side.

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too good to be real

a/n: this might be kinda hard to follow along but there is an author's note at the end, so please read! also, happy LATE birthday kacchan <3

genre: angst

pairing: bakugou x reader

summary: you were excited to visit bakugou at work today, but something strange happens during your day at work

word count: of 800+ words

04.25.22

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your life was a dream.

you were married to the most amazing man in the world—someone so full of passion and strength driven to achieve their goals. watching him chase down his dreams had always motivated you to do the same. he was your cup of morning coffee.

the afternoon sun hit your face warmly through the window as you had a long, restful morning in bed. thankfully you had a day off work, but unfortunately for you, bakugou would be gone the whole day at work, leaving you alone and bored. you frowned as you brought the blanket up towards your cheeks.

as you got up to do your whole morning bathroom routine, you couldn't help but mope over how much you missed bakugou. reaching for your phone, you quickly sent him a text.

to: kat chuu~ki

i miss you :^( can i come see you today?

and to your surprise, he responded right away, causing your heart to flutter, knowing he was thinking of you as you were thinking of him.

from: kat chuu~ki

i miss you too, you can come during my lunch break. 

you practically began glowing with joy. was it possible to be this happy? scenarios were already popping up in your head of you running into his arms when the two of you reunite. the feeling of being wrapped up in him, warm and loved was something you never wanted more.

suddenly out of nowhere, you had the realization that you were ready—you wanted to start a family with katsuki.

glancing up into the mirror, you smiled at your rosy cheeks as you blushed with joy of creating a family with the love of your life. your home would be filled with little ones with a mix of you and him.

bakugou has always wanted kids, wanted a family, but you were hesitant and scared. you couldn't wait to see him and tell him the news.

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too good to be real

a/n: this might be kinda hard to follow along but there is an author's note at the end, so please read! also, happy LATE birthday kacchan <3

genre: angst

pairing: bakugou x reader

summary: you were excited to visit bakugou at work today, but something strange happens during your day at work

word count: of 800+ words

04.25.22

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your life was a dream.

you were married to the most amazing man in the world—someone so full of passion and strength driven to achieve their goals. watching him chase down his dreams had always motivated you to do the same. he was your cup of morning coffee.

the afternoon sun hit your face warmly through the window as you had a long, restful morning in bed. thankfully you had a day off work, but unfortunately for you, bakugou would be gone the whole day at work, leaving you alone and bored. you frowned as you brought the blanket up towards your cheeks.

as you got up to do your whole morning bathroom routine, you couldn't help but mope over how much you missed bakugou. reaching for your phone, you quickly sent him a text.

to: kat chuu~ki

i miss you :^( can i come see you today?

and to your surprise, he responded right away, causing your heart to flutter, knowing he was thinking of you as you were thinking of him.

from: kat chuu~ki

i miss you too, you can come during my lunch break. 

you practically began glowing with joy. was it possible to be this happy? scenarios were already popping up in your head of you running into his arms when the two of you reunite. the feeling of being wrapped up in him, warm and loved was something you never wanted more.

suddenly out of nowhere, you had the realization that you were ready—you wanted to start a family with katsuki.

glancing up into the mirror, you smiled at your rosy cheeks as you blushed with joy of creating a family with the love of your life. your home would be filled with little ones with a mix of you and him.

bakugou has always wanted kids, wanted a family, but you were hesitant and scared. you couldn't wait to see him and tell him the news.

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i have a kacchan birthday fic in the works! it's going to be late, but better late than never! <3

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a flower blooming in the night

a/n: yeah i had no idea where this fic was going, i just kept writing and this is what my brain came up with. i think it turned out decent lol

genre: slight angst and fluff

pairing: dabi x reader

summary: the league's new little healer catches dabi's eye and he doesn't hesitate to tell her how different they both are, but she shows him that being different from each other is not as bad as he seemed it would be

word count: 2.4k words

04.10.22

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dabi had only known you for a little over a year, and here he was, watching as you gently cared for the league members' injuries with a small smile on his lips. a delicate flower blooming in a broken down, rusty old shack.

the first time dabi laid eyes on you, he thought you had mistakingly found your way into the league's headquarters. what was a small, innocent-looking little doll like you doing here? you were probably being held captive against your will.

"this is (name), she's going to be joining the league as our medic," shigaraki states as you stand timidly in front of the league. you immediately interested dabi—how you wanted to tremble from fear but stood your ground.

"are you sure you got the right person? this little doll doesn't look like she belongs in a place like this," dabi chuckles and you frown at him, your stare hardening.

"shut your mouth and be thankful we have someone to help your scars when you can't control yourself," shigaraki scoffs, turning away and walking off towards his room, "she'll take care of any injuries from here on out."

being stared down by the members of the league, you glanced down and interlocked your fingers as you tried to hold your ground, "i want to be as useful as i can here, so don't hesitate to come to me."

and to your surprise, they welcomed you with open arms.

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a flower blooming in the night

a/n: yeah i had no idea where this fic was going, i just kept writing and this is what my brain came up with. i think it turned out decent lol

genre: slight angst and fluff

pairing: dabi x reader

summary: the league's new little healer catches dabi's eye and he doesn't hesitate to tell her how different they both are, but she shows him that being different from each other is not as bad as he seemed it would be

word count: 2.4k words

04.10.22

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dabi had only known you for a little over a year, and here he was, watching as you gently cared for the league members' injuries with a small smile on his lips. a delicate flower blooming in a broken down, rusty old shack.

the first time dabi laid eyes on you, he thought you had mistakingly found your way into the league's headquarters. what was a small, innocent-looking little doll like you doing here? you were probably being held captive against your will.

"this is (name), she's going to be joining the league as our medic," shigaraki states as you stand timidly in front of the league. you immediately interested dabi—how you wanted to tremble from fear but stood your ground.

"are you sure you got the right person? this little doll doesn't look like she belongs in a place like this," dabi chuckles and you frown at him, your stare hardening.

"shut your mouth and be thankful we have someone to help your scars when you can't control yourself," shigaraki scoffs, turning away and walking off towards his room, "she'll take care of any injuries from here on out."

being stared down by the members of the league, you glanced down and interlocked your fingers as you tried to hold your ground, "i want to be as useful as i can here, so don't hesitate to come to me."

and to your surprise, they welcomed you with open arms.

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My laptop broke so my dabi work is getting pushed back a bit :,^(

Also, any story ideas for kacchan's bday?

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Anonymous asked:

I just found u recently and im in love with all ur works... SO IN LOVE that i keep going back to read more of your works everytime 😭😭🙏 keep up the good work, u are awesome !!!!

These messages are the reason I keep writing 😭😭💕 writing is getting difficult for me these days but knowing you guys enjoy my work means so much to me 💕💕💕 thank you anon 💕💕💕💕💕💕

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Anonymous asked:

I LOVE YOUR HAWKS FICS OMG 😭😭😭 I RECENTLY FOUND UR ACC AND IM SO INLOVE WITH YOUR WRITING TYSM FOR EXISTING

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OMG YOU ARE SO SWEET 💕💕💕

I AM GLAD YOU ARE ENJOYING MY WORK, I LOVE WRITINF EVEN IF IM SLOW AT IT 💕 TY FOR SUPPORTING ME AND MY WORK

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Anonymous asked:

Hello! I was feeling a bit down lately so could you write a comfort scenario/fanfic w Bakugou? Maybe his S/O is distant and trying to avoid him because they feel like a burden? Like they friends are acting strangely (as if they did something bad) and now they think they don't deserve Katsuki's attention? Your works are really amazing (and kinda helpful cuz English isn't my first language) ^^

changed it up just a tad bit!

tw: mentions of anxiety and depression

pairing: bakugou x reader

summary: you feel alone even when you're surrounded by friends

word count: 1.5k words

03.03.22

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you always thought as yourself as someone who could be outgoing, someone who could start conversations with anybody, someone who was getting comfortable and confident with themselves.

you had everything you could have wanted—a boyfriend who loves you and a class full of friends you adored. you were happy with yourself and life was good.

it had been a while since you were down in the dumps. your anxiety and depression were just a memory of the past and you could feel yourself grow as a person. it was nice. everything was in place and you were starting to feel like the main character of your life once again.

a lingering thought always passed by in the back of your mind, wondering when your happiness would crash and you'd fall back into a moment of despair. you felt that your life was going too good, you had it too good—something was coming.

this was supposed to be fun; you were supposed to have fun, but why do you feel so alone even when you're surrounded by friends?

glancing up, you watch your friends link arms and giggle happily as you walked behind them, alone. uraraka and mina chatted together about boys while momo and jiro shared their different music tastes.

'going in an odd number group has bound to have one person lonely,' you think to yourself as you quietly walk behind your friends, observing the shops around you. 'guess i'll take one for the team.'

this wasn't at all what you imagined when you wanted to go shopping with friends. why did you feel so neglected?

did you say something wrong earlier? do they not like you anymore? were they starting to get bored of you?

your thoughts were interrupted when you heard momo's voice, "oh! it's bakugou!" momo exclaimed, pointing to your boyfriend a few shops away, you immediately perked up.

as much as you loved your friends, you wanted to be with bakugou and have him take you away from this misery. just as you were about to approach him until you saw him talking with another girl.

normally bakugou would barely bat an eye at anybody who didn't catch his eye, so why was he having a whole conversation with this lady? and why he does he seem so unbothered and relaxed by her presence?

you felt yourself shrinking in on yourself. everything was becoming too much, too overwhelming.

"no, i deserve this. who am i kidding, i'm nowhere near as good to stand by his side. even my friends don't want anything to do with me..." your thoughts ran loud in your mind as the anxiety began to eat at you.

before it could consume you, your favorite voice caught you, "i was wondering when you'd finally show up."

coming back to your senses, bakugou was standing in front of you with a raised brow. you stared up at his pretty eyes before glancing behind his shoulder at the previous lady who had walked away.

"you were waiting for me?" you asked quietly, and he let out a sigh, "yeah, and it took a lot longer than i thought too. i texted round face asking and said you guys would have been here ten minutes ago."

you grimaced internally. first that lady, and now he was texting uraraka? why didn't he just text you? it was like he was trying to get rid of you.

frowning, you glance away, "sorry. we got distracted along the way," you say, and bakugou pulls you into his side, resting his head against yours. "whatever, at least you're here now."

you'll take what you got.

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