gone.

archiving this blog. i’m making a new one soon, and i’ll follow everyone i still want to remain in contact with. but for now, seeya.

the day prioresses and i’m still sad about my icon psd 

so tatara’s icon psd somehow... is no more, and i’m torn between making a new one entirely or trying recreate the one i had. the reason i’ve not changed it is because i loved that psd and it fit tatara’s aesthetic so well ahhh

also i’m extremely stagnant and have a hard time adjusting to change.

idk what i’ma do, i was gonna do some work on this blog today so i could perhaps start the path to coming back, but now i’m just like -_-

tumblr just made me unfollow like ??? hella blogs, so sorry.. but i’m not gonna seek out and see who exactly i lost cos honestly if i dont notice you’re gone i probably didnt care to begin with 

extending my hiatus. some stuff happened yesterday that proved to me i’m not ready to come back. i don’t presume i’ll even reply to any threads cos i  don’t think i owe much and it’s hard to find motivation. hopefully i can find the will to return soon enough. 

but for now, i think a full-on break is what i should do. coming on every now and again isn’t really helping, nor is it... needed ?? it’s not like i have any reason to be here, since everyone i used to talk to regularly has simultaneously disappeared. honestly its just a reminder that i feel intensely alone all the time. so yeah.

guys.. i had the BEST DAY YESTERDAY. 

first ia took me shopping for my birthday gift which was great we had fun we bought clothes ??? and then she was complaining about how she was cold so we took a cab to her house just to grab her jacket before she we picked up my sister and went back out

but bruh... her whole dining room was set up with balloons and confetti and cake and presents and ALL MY FAVE FOODS I CRY ?? and my sister was there too and they even got my favorite wine like god so considerate. and everyone sang happy birthday to me and i cried really hard smh

and the cake was done up real nice with these cute glittery candles that said 22 ; n ; it was actually embarrassing how much i cried...

> 3 > i might show my face later today or monday