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the knowing | kth. preview

→ summary: surrounded by signs- from every half-hearted "I love you"  to the impregnating scent on his shirts- it becomes obvious. nevertheless, you can’t let him go just yet.

→ pair: taehyung x reader (female);

→ genre: angst, fluff, establish relationship, married couple, infidelity!au, divorce!au, eventual smut;

→ word count: 541;

→ warnings: infidelity, strong language, mentions of miscarriage;

→ author’s note: hi everyone. this is my first ever piece written, so please let me know what you think about it. also the one-shot itself has about 100 words written so it will take a while till i post it. writing is hard 🫶🏻 also inspired a bit by “the knowing” by the weeknd kisses

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“It tickles me.” A soft laugh escaped your lips while your husband continued to cover your face with vivid kisses. Your hands did not hesitate to move his head a bit to examine his allure while still playing with his messy hair. 

“I let it grow a little. Should I shave it already?” he suggested blissfully. A hot shiver ran down your spine when your doting eyes met again that morning. 

“You’re so hot like this. I can get used to it.” you never failed to compliment his new looks.

You always adored his spontaneity.

“Practice makes it perfect, doesn’t it?” he asked confidently, giving you a deeper kiss this time. You could swear he could hear the bass playing in your soul. He still had that effect on you.

“The exhibition starts in one hour” 

"Stay!" he groaned sleepily, hugging you tighter into his muscular embrace as you were preparing to get up. With your head carefully placed on his bare chest, you were feeling inundated by his ambrosial, gentle scent- such a common and domestic feeling for you. 

"You know I have to go." you sighed. With your apologetic eyes searching for his, making you already fight the need to leave your haven.

The curtains were moving quietly in the shivery breeze of April, sign that the window was left open overnight. Noticing that you were unquestionably disturbed by the cool temperature that overlaid the room, Taehyung covered you protectively with the wrinkled sheet that left your naked upper body victim of the cold. 

He loved the scene in front of him: the adorable smile that appeared on your small lips when your skin made contact with the warmish material, your soft hair resting on his shoulder, your steady breath, and how your body was trying to get closer and closer to him. You were so delicate from his perspective, so angelic and precious. He had this profound want to keep protecting you. And no one could change that.

“They won’t even notice you’re late.” Taehyung insisted. “Plus, it’s Friday and I don’t work today.” Sometimes his determination amazed you. 

“I organized it all. I can’t skip it like that.” you said under your breath. Taehyung seemed to understand when he smoothly loosened his secure hold, careful not to hurt you when he withdrew his arms.

“Five minutes. You can leave after. I promise” 

You witnessed the change of scenery in your room, golden sunlight decorating your bedding with a minimalist pattern. The city had returned to life after a rainy spring night. The neon-colored digital screens adorning the towering buildings were analyzed by dozens of tired drivers who stopped at the traffic lights. At this hour, dark-suited men with square bags were racing across diagonal crosswalks for the first train to the city center. The pink cherry blossom gingerly painted the wet sidewalks. Brunette teenage girls with healthy long legs thrusting out from checkered skirts were rapidly walking to high school. The noise of the urban agglomeration fighting in a cold war with the peace that has swallowed you both.

“Baby, I will be late.”

And you left. Not knowing that maybe that tender morning was the beginning of your sour end. - in a way or another.

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©vaekth 2022 

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Anonymous asked:

Are you still active on here? Do you have any plans on posting? It's fine if not <3

hello!! i didn’t expect to receive any asks honestly thank you. actually yes. i want to continue what i started (that teaser was more of an experiment) but i didn’t know that people were interested. thank you! i finished with some important stuff this years and im free!!! thank you.

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If ur a vampire please interact i have feelings for you

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i wonder if jungkook knows he has a whole galaxy in his eyes

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chateautae

you know what? i’m proud of bts. I’m proud of them for shouldering things they never planned on shouldering. I’m proud of them for running as long as they have, suffering as long as they have, being exhausted as long as they have. they only ever planned to chase their dreams, they only wanted to pursue music, they didn’t plan of being the biggest band on the planet, and the pressure of that must’ve been extremely detrimental. i’m proud of them for sharing this with us, i’m proud of them for feeling safe enough to open up to us. i’m proud of everything they’ve achieved, i’m proud of them for walking on this path as long as they have, and I can’t wait to see their individual and future endeavours. I’m proud to be army, i’m proud of each and every member and the men they’ve become, and the men they’ll grow to be. i’m proud of our tannies, and i’ll be here for them forever and always <3

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yoonia

This Festa dinner has made me realise just how much I love them and I’m feeling a whole lot. I’ll always be grateful for the privilege I’ve found myself in for having to watch them grow from their debut days until they become the group of men they are today. I love how honest they have always been and how they have always been so willing to be open about everything they are facing by sharing them with us. 

While it’s bittersweet to see a huge change coming, I’ve always known that this moment will come where they will be facing the world and building their future as 7 adult men instead of simply as a whole group. I hope I can still be here always to watch they grow and to support them with whatever is coming. :’) 

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Anonymous asked:

the 'good good' song by Tanerélle that anon sent in your ask, fits mid couple perfectly ( specially chapter 12 where she takes his stress away🥵)

ADD IT TO THE MID PLAYLIST NOWWWW.😤🥰

RIGHTTTTT and the sultry vibe of the song OOF 😮‍💨 totally reminds me of that late night lovin’ she gave him after his long day 🤤

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vaekth

i’m taking the credit 😩

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chateautae

‼️ 'maybe i do' has been plagiarized ‼️

hello my loves and my beloved mid readers, I am very upset to be making this post, but one of my biggest fears has come true; ‘maybe I do’ has been plagiarized. It has been copied word for word by account @/minqshi on instagram, they have merely changed Taehyung’s name to Jungkook’s, but other than that have completely copied MY work and are passing it off as their own. (I have followed them as I cannot dm them, and they have deleted all my comments calling them out)

The very first chapter of ‘maybe I do’ has been completely plagiarized, under the cut are screenshots. Please help me in reporting them. 

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vaekth

please help sammy!!!

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taetae’s face heart ♡ (cr. 6,8: namuspromised)
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Anonymous asked:

hey sammy! hope you’re doing well <3 please feel free to ignore this rant if it’s not okay! i have my finals going on right now and today was the first one (i don’t think i did that well) and now i’m feeling guilty because i wanted to do well for myself and my parents. adding on to that, since it’s my last year i feel very empty like i don’t know how stuff will go on after this i have a 1.5-2 months break before college and i’m scared for college because i’ll be moving half way across the globe and away from my family it’s all affecting me so much and i try to find peace you know talking to friends or coming on here but then i feel guilty because i’m not putting in a 100% for my exams either then

NAURRR I totally get you bubs. Sometimes when I don’t do as good as I wanted I get really anxious and honestly depressed because I know I’m smarter than that/know I can do better. It’s a valid feeling loves :( and omg you’re moving too!! I know once post-secondary comes around the change is super scary, I’m someone really afraid of change as well but I’ve learned over the years that change can be good! You never know what you’ll be missing out on, so I hope the adjustment will be easy and fun for you!! You’re doing the best you can loves, and that’s always enough ♥️

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vaekth

i know this is not for me, but i relate pretty much to this person. so if you ever need someone to talk to about this, please send me a message. i’m moving 8000km away from home soon too 🙁 sending you love. also for sammy, love you bub

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