creating pornography of rape, incest, and pedophilia is sexually abusive behaviour.
survivors of sexual abuse can be sexually abusive.
being a survivor does not mean that you cannot be sexually abusive.
creating pornography of rape, incest, and pedophilia where other people can consume it, internalize the message of rape being sexually arousing, and normalize the fetishization of rape leads to rape. it is wrong, even if you are a survivor. it is sexually abusive behaviour. it leads to sexual abuse.
even if you believe that producing rape porn in the form of drawings or words helps you cope with your sexual abuse, you are promoting the sexualization of rape, you are promoting rape.
stop sexualizing rape. stop sexualizing incest. stop sexualizing pedophilia. you are directly futhering the cycle of rape. you are allowing people to see rape, incest, and pedophilia as a fetish and not a crime. you are allowing them to think of scenarios when sexual abuse is ok- namely, when they are gaining sexual arousal from it.
stop writing sexually abusive fanfiction. stop drawing sexually abusive fanart.
being a survivor does not make the sexual harm you do any less harmful than the sexual harms of non-survivors.
stop sexualizing rape.