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This fall we spent hours in the van en route to our various shows. All the way, Cale’s iPhone was on shuffle: as we went hypnagogic crawling along the clotted Guelph Line, as Cale jumped out to relieve himself roadside before we found ourselves trapped on the Mercier Bridge, as we coasted in to Montreal white-knuckled with little but fumes in the tank… And so we made a playlist of selections— deepcuts, bangerz, and sad boii shit. And we’ve put in some of our own tracks, inspired by or which sit well alongside the other tracks. The spotty playlist is linked in the bio, but if you want us to add it to apple for you hmu. Also, check out the matching tattoos we got this summer from the one and only @ma_dips 👀✂️✂️ . . . . . #playlist #electronicmusic #experimentalmusic #vanlife #scissorsisters #tatoo #beatsforlease https://www.instagram.com/p/ClEkw1JJKZy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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On my #fennesz shit w/ this on. My acoustic-ambient rework of @kilometreclub ‘Greenwood’ is out today on @imaginarynorth I say sit near a window where you can hear birds / trees, put this track on the speaker, find the mood. Live on all the streamers. 🔗 in bio. 📸 by @1000000000000000000000000likes . . . . . #ambient #ambientmusic #acousticguitar #summer #aloversdiscourse #lilac #electronicmusic https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg4xUamgwnt/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I have a brooding, dark ambient track out today on a new label. Old Aporetics is a grainy, piano driven mood. Get in yr feelings with me, ok? You can grab it on the Imaginary North Bandcamp, or on any of the streamers… @imaginarynorth is a new Toronto-based ambient label, and this is their first release: a compilation of beautiful, dense, epic, sweet and moving tracks. Check the last video for me recording a different version of this track. This one came live off the sampler with an assemblage of stems and samples I’ve been working and reworking for years. Photo by the absolute bull @1000000000000000000000000likes taken in front of @cchhuurrcchh_ Link in bio #ambient #darkambientmusic #darkambient #newmusic #grain #piano #sounddesign https://www.instagram.com/p/CeEdN6-r5LQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Happy donda day. Clever Disdain by Ben McCarthy and Tax Haven featured on 𝐃𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬, out today on @iranwymorganizacion There’s a limited run of cassettes available ⛓ in bio (at Puerto Varas, Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaTWrQcFN7m/?utm_medium=tumblr

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New track out on @iranwymorganizacion Ben McCarthy x Tax Haven Link in bio Clever Disdain is sorta techno, sorta dnb and you can hear it by swiping. It’s the lead single off a compilation cassette coming out Feb 22. Viz by @truest.desires #techno #drumandbass #breakbeats #lofimusic #cassette #musicproduction #digital #analog #electronicmusic #lofi #stechno #producers #music #producer #beats #beatmaker #industrial #newmusic #dnb #juke #ghettotek #newmusicfriday (at Puerto Varas, Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ2uOfipfPq/?utm_medium=tumblr

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@ponyhaus threw a proper one, neighbours were shitposting to turn it down and everything! Ideal return to irl w/ @animal_partymusic @pixfilmgallery @kimrealege 🖤🖤🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/CZe9nvXp0FE/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Der Abschied (The Farewell, second version) by Friedrich Hölderlin [Translated by Michael Hamburger]

So we wanted to part? Thought it both good and wise? Why, then, why did the act shock us as murder would? Ah, ourselves we know little, For within us a god commands.

Wrong that god? And betray him who created for us Meaning, life, all we had, him who inspired and moved, Who protected our loving, This, this one thing I cannot do.

But a different wrong, different slavery Now the world’s mind invents, threatens with other laws, And, by cunning, convention Day by day steals away our souls. Oh, I knew it before. Ever since deep-rooted Fear, Ugly, crippled, estranged mortals from heaven’s gods To appease them with bloodshed Lovers’ hearts must be sacrificed. Silent now let me be! Never henceforth let me know This, my deadly disgrace, so that in peace I may Hide myself where it’s lonely And the parting at least be ours. Pass the cup, then, yourself, that of the rescuing, Holy poison enough, that of the lethal draught I may drink with you, all things, Hate and love be forgotten then. To be gone is my wish. Later perhaps one day, Diotima, we’ll meet - here, but desire by then Will have bled away, peaceful Like the blessed, and like strangers we’ll Walk about, as our talk leads us now here, now there, Musing, hesitant, but then the oblivious ones See the place where they parted, And a heart newly warms in us,

Wondering I look at you, voices and lovely song As from distant times, music of strings, I hear And the lily unfolds her Fragrance, golden above the brook.

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Der Abschied (The Farewell, second version) by Friedrich Hölderlin [Translated by Michael Hamburger]

So we wanted to part? Thought it both good and wise? Why, then, why did the act shock us as murder would? Ah, ourselves we know little, For within us a god commands.

Wrong that god? And betray him who created for us Meaning, life, all we had, him who inspired and moved, Who protected our loving, This, this one thing I cannot do.

But a different wrong, different slavery Now the world’s mind invents, threatens with other laws, And, by cunning, convention Day by day steals away our souls. Oh, I knew it before. Ever since deep-rooted Fear, Ugly, crippled, estranged mortals from heaven’s gods To appease them with bloodshed Lovers’ hearts must be sacrificed. Silent now let me be! Never henceforth let me know This, my deadly disgrace, so that in peace I may Hide myself where it’s lonely And the parting at least be ours. Pass the cup, then, yourself, that of the rescuing, Holy poison enough, that of the lethal draught I may drink with you, all things, Hate and love be forgotten then. To be gone is my wish. Later perhaps one day, Diotima, we’ll meet - here, but desire by then Will have bled away, peaceful Like the blessed, and like strangers we’ll Walk about, as our talk leads us now here, now there, Musing, hesitant, but then the oblivious ones See the place where they parted, And a heart newly warms in us,

Wondering I look at you, voices and lovely song As from distant times, music of strings, I hear And the lily unfolds her Fragrance, golden above the brook.

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Der Abschied (The Farewell, second version) by Friedrich Hölderlin [Translated by Michael Hamburger]

So we wanted to part? Thought it both good and wise? Why, then, why did the act shock us as murder would? Ah, ourselves we know little, For within us a god commands.

Wrong that god? And betray him who created for us Meaning, life, all we had, him who inspired and moved, Who protected our loving, This, this one thing I cannot do.

But a different wrong, different slavery Now the world’s mind invents, threatens with other laws, And, by cunning, convention Day by day steals away our souls. Oh, I knew it before. Ever since deep-rooted Fear, Ugly, crippled, estranged mortals from heaven’s gods To appease them with bloodshed Lovers’ hearts must be sacrificed. Silent now let me be! Never henceforth let me know This, my deadly disgrace, so that in peace I may Hide myself where it’s lonely And the parting at least be ours. Pass the cup, then, yourself, that of the rescuing, Holy poison enough, that of the lethal draught I may drink with you, all things, Hate and love be forgotten then. To be gone is my wish. Later perhaps one day, Diotima, we’ll meet - here, but desire by then Will have bled away, peaceful Like the blessed, and like strangers we’ll Walk about, as our talk leads us now here, now there, Musing, hesitant, but then the oblivious ones See the place where they parted, And a heart newly warms in us,

Wondering I look at you, voices and lovely song As from distant times, music of strings, I hear And the lily unfolds her Fragrance, golden above the brook.

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Me and Cale, aka Tax Haven , aka Compact Fade, aka handsome Kyle, aka @1000000000000000000000000likes , aka Casio’s other daddy did an improvisation and mix of experimental, ambient, noise and drone tracks for Brooklyn’s @somersaultrecords. You can see how excited I am about it in the pic— or is that about being back in @thedirtyduff foodcourt? Link in bio. (Tell me if it pleases you?) while yr at it, you might as well check out Somersault Records trove of excellent electronic mixes… (at Dufferin Mall) https://soundcloud.com/somersaultrecords/somersault-141-ben-mccarthy-tax-haven-posting-cringe-in-carhartts?si=19c9157db97d435ea02d7f37ad199378

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Cale (aka Tax Haven) and I will be jumping on Twitch around 8 o’clock tonight to do a little ambient jam / DJ set. Tune in at twitch.tv/taxxxhaven 🤠 #tapeloop #sounddesigner #experimentalmusic #lofimusic #lofi #ambient #cassette #dronemusic #noise #synthesizer #ambientmusic #tapeloops #synth #musicproduction #digital #analog #electronicmusic #lofi #synthwave #producers #music #producer #ambient #darkambient #photography #studio #darksynth #twitch #twitchstreamer #ipadmusic #octatrack https://www.instagram.com/p/CWGgjgKp8Fz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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