Yay but also Imma just rot away
Was super excited at the news that I'm gonna start training to be promoted so I waited to share it with people I care about. I waited for my turn to talk at dinner and when I went to tell them they kept talking over me so I stopped talking... And then I walked away and they didn't notice. So yay I'm doing a good job at my job but like, why am I even here? The thoughts are returning and it has me absolutely scared. So why share here? Because keeping it inside is killing me but I don't want people to worry about me and a part of me thinks they don't care so here I am.