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Go on, Boneless

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I might break a bone, but I can never break a promise. II Salma, 24, I love writing, reading, watching series and Alex Høgh. Masterlist
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Hey, you said you would do a hiatus when pull the trigger reached chapter X, did you decide to do it earlier? Hope everything is okay 🥰 Missing you and Ivar a lot 😘

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Hello love!❤️ I made a post explaining why I disappeared🥺 I still intend to take the hiatus to finish the second part of the fic because this month I haven't done anything😭 but I'll tell you guys when I do it!

For now, tomorrow you guys have a new chapter!🫶🏼

I missed you two too!💖

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Anonymous asked:

please give a sign that you're alive🙏

I am!♥️ I'm sorry love😭

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Anonymous asked:

are you okay? I waited for pull the trigger new part but I realized It's been a long time since you shared anything. I just worrying about you now. I hope you are fine🙏🙏🙏

hello my love!😭🫶🏼 I'm so sorry! Just made a post explaining it! Thank you so much for asking and sorry I made you worry🥺 I'm fine! no worries honey♥️ new chapter tomorrow!

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I’m alive!

HELLO MY LOVES omg I’m so sorry I feel like the worst person ever. I had a post ready almost a month ago, explaining why this month I might disappear. You can’t even imagine my face when a few days ago I logged in just to see that same post sitting on my drafts because I could SWEAR I had posted it. 

Anyway, I’m stupid and I didn’t 😭

The first week of March, my boyfriend came to see me. I hadn’t seen him since last August, and I missed him terribly. He’s Danish and lives in Copenhagen, I live in Spain and we hadn’t been able to see each other because ✨distance✨ and money/medical issues. He stayed for a couple of weeks and I wanted to spend every possible minute with him because I won't see him again for another 6/7 months. I guess all of you that have had long distance relationships (or relationships in general) will understand this🥺. 

He left a week and a half ago and I miss him, but also the whole surgery, treatment and medical thing got postponed because the healthcare in my country is completely saturated. It’s something complicated, a treatment that I started almost two years ago and I was more than ready to be finished with that even though the surgery will be the worst part. Being finished with it would mean I’m free to finally move abroad and start working on international journalism, which is my study field and what I want to do. It’s very frustrating💔I’m very lucky because I have free healthcare that covers it and it’s something that can be cured/fixed, but the process is long, hard and exhausting😅 especially when most of my friendships and my relationship are long distance and I can’t see my people so often🥲

So, to be 100% honest with you guys, these past couple of weeks I didn’t feel like writing🥺 I’m having hard days, but I’m trying my best to keep working on Pull the trigger🫶🏼 Tomorrow you’ll have the next chapter! And I will explain a bit more about the future chapters!

Once again sorry🤍I hope you guys understand and not hate me! 

Thank you for all the messages and comments!💜

my boy I miss you!!♥️

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Pull the Trigger VIII (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hello! This is the next chapter🫶🏼 when I reach chapter 10 I will do a small hiatus of a couple of weeks so I can finish some requests and finish writing the rest of the chapters! But we still have a couple of weeks to go so 👀 enjoy for now! 

I told you it was slowburn but we’re already getting to the burn part!

Warnings: talks about SA, mentions of anxiety and PTSD, violence, mentions of drugs and alcohol.

Words: 3642

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Pull the Trigger VI (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hello! This was one of the hardest chapters I’ve ever written because of a personal experience that still haunts me until today. It has conditioned my way of socialising and it has prevented me from doing many things, and it’s something I’ll carry for the rest of my life. Unfortunately this is way more common than we’d ever think, and sometimes it’s very obvious but it can also go unnoticed. It’s not my intention by any means to romanticise this kind of situations, as it’s a nightmare I wish no one had to live. Most of the times we don’t have someone to protect us like they do in this fic, it’s a shame but it’s also a reality and I think we as a society don’t do enough to stop these kind of situations from happening. We need to let the victims speak, empathise with them and punish the perpetrators. And learn that no means no, and that when there’s not a yes it’s also no, and when the other person tries to escape it’s also no, and that it’s also a no when they’re under the influence of alcohol, drugs or under compulsion. In one word: consent. 

This said, even if it’s just a very small part of what I have to say, I hope you like this chapter. Thank you so much for reading and for all of the nice comments♥️ You guys rock. 

Warnings: +18! this chapter contains a scene that includes sexual assault, alcohol consumption, drugging and non-consent, please do not read if this is a triggering subject for you, I tried to make it as short and undetailed as possible, but it’s still a very sensitive topic. As a victim of SA myself I completely understand if it’s too much. Please take care and be safe. In case you suffer an attack like this please  go to the hospital as soon as possible, I won’t tell you whether you should talk about it or not because that’s very personal and no one should tell you what to do when you’re a victim. You are not alone and it’s not your fault♥️ please be safe and take care of your loved ones🫶🏼

Words: 3639

the comments in this made me tear up ♥️ thank you

me @ you guys🫶🏼

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Pull the Trigger VII (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hi!!🥰 I will be in Dublin when you guys read this so I truly hope Tumblr queues it correctly😭 Thank you so so much for the sweet comments on the last chapter, you guys are great♥️ This one is also a bit dark but no more SA triggers, no worries🫶🏼 Thank you for reading, I hope you like it!

Warnings: mentions of drugs (involuntary consume), alcohol, possible PTSD, violence, threats, Ivar gets (very) angry, but also a bit of fluff and softness. 

Words: 2972

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, how are you? I’m in love with pull the trigger, it’s what keeps me motivated to get through my week. I just want to ask if you are working on any requests you have as well? I sent one in and i love it if you’d chose to write that concept. But don’t worry I understand you have a a lot of other stuff to do and I totally get that your series is nr 1, trust me I’m not complaining. It’s just I like your content! If you end up not writing it don’t worry, I totally get it. This is not meant to sterss ypu out or put pressure on you! Just curious! So yeah, sending good vibes and lots of love your way

Hello love!♥️ Thank you so so much! I truly hope you like what's next🫶🏼 About the requests! Yes! I truly should work on those more because I have three of them and I really want to finish them! I really have no excuse other than procrastinating too much😭 I'm also finishing a pre-surgery treatment and as it's a major surgery and will need some time to recover I'm trying to get everything done before that, but doing too many things at once makes me end up doing nothing but stress over the many things I need to do😂 so yes! I'm taking way more time than I expected but I'll work on the requests too🥰 so sorry for the delay!

Thank you❤️

he's so funny

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Actually, I think this time Tumblr didn't mess up, I'm just anxious when I'm into something hahaha but I loved the chapter. Your writing just keeps us wanting more

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This week it was entirely my fault!😭 but it's up already🫶🏼 thank you so so much, I really hope you like it♥️

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Anonymous asked:

I can't help open tumblr million times like my broke ass phone gonna break down. I'm so excited to see chapter vi🙏🙏🙏

Hi love! So sorry for the delay♥️ it's already up! I would love to blame Tumblr again but this time it was my fault because I forgot to queue the chapter😭 I just finished my last exam like an hour ago and suddenly I remembered, it was a bit chaotic😂

so I hope you like it❤️ thank you!

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Pull the Trigger VI (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hello! This was one of the hardest chapters I’ve ever written because of a personal experience that still haunts me until today. It has conditioned my way of socialising and it has prevented me from doing many things, and it’s something I’ll carry for the rest of my life. Unfortunately this is way more common than we’d ever think, and sometimes it’s very obvious but it can also go unnoticed. It’s not my intention by any means to romanticise this kind of situations, as it’s a nightmare I wish no one had to live. Most of the times we don’t have someone to protect us like they do in this fic, it’s a shame but it’s also a reality and I think we as a society don’t do enough to stop these kind of situations from happening. We need to let the victims speak, empathise with them and punish the perpetrators. And learn that no means no, and that when there’s not a yes it’s also no, and when the other person tries to escape it’s also no, and that it’s also a no when they’re under the influence of alcohol, drugs or under compulsion. In one word: consent. 

This said, even if it’s just a very small part of what I have to say, I hope you like this chapter. Thank you so much for reading and for all of the nice comments♥️ You guys rock. 

Warnings: +18! this chapter contains a scene that includes sexual assault, alcohol consumption, drugging and non-consent, please do not read if this is a triggering subject for you, I tried to make it as short and undetailed as possible, but it’s still a very sensitive topic. As a victim of SA myself I completely understand if it’s too much. Please take care and be safe. In case you suffer an attack like this please  go to the hospital as soon as possible, I won’t tell you whether you should talk about it or not because that’s very personal and no one should tell you what to do when you’re a victim. You are not alone and it’s not your fault♥️ please be safe and take care of your loved ones🫶🏼

Words: 3639

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Pull the Trigger V (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hello! Once again I’m so sorry because I did leave this chapter scheduled and once again it wasn’t posted :( but it’s okay, I got it! This week and the next one I have exams so that’s why this has been so chaotic, I’m truly sorry, I should dedicate more time to this! I also just finished my treatment for the surgery and I’m waiting for the call from the hospital to start the preparations for it! so it’s a bit stressing and makes me nervous, but it’ll be fine♥️ thank you so much for reading and for sticking around, I really appreciate it🥰

Warnings: mentions of SA, sexism, dark themes, insults, Ivar gets angry :( also mentions of anxiety and depression.

Words: 3525

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Girl, I was checking your page all day for the new chapter hahahaha can't wait to read it

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aw sorryy😭 Tumblr really likes to bully me and even though I schedule the chapters every week it doesn't post them😭 so I have to do it again, sorry!

but I hope you liked it and I hope you like the next one 👀

me when I enter Tumblr and realise my scheduled draft was, once again, ignored.

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Pull the Trigger IV (Modern!Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Hello♥️ I’m so happy you guys are liking this, I swear! I know its very slow, but I’ll try to make it worth it! Thank you a thousand times for reading🫶🏼 This one is a bit shorter, but we’re slowly getting to the interesting part👀

Warnings: mentions of sex, another attempt of an argument, mentions of sexism.

Words: 2331

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