okay I’m heading to bed but I’ve got all the starters I owe drafted and all of my drafts as well which since now that my inbox is empty I will hopefully get to tomorrow.
That being said I usually am not super active on weekends because I work (all sorts of wonky hours because reTAIL) but I will try to be. and if I’m not here I’ll be on my Simon Lewis blog.
' how do you feel about saeran (wrap) ? ' B)
“I think he’s a very sad person,” the words are soft as he thinks about it. he should FEAR the one who’s done such damage to him, knows he should turn and run at the thought of being in the same room as him...yet he doesn’t. there is fear that moves like electricity over his nerves, keeps him alerted to everything that is going on around him...but he forgives Saeran. “I’m sure you think I should hate him, right?” he wouldn’t BLAME Zen for thinking such a thing, and he appreciates any concern from any of the members of RFA, but...he’s an adult.
besides, if Seven believes in him - there must be a reason.
there’s movement to fix his glasses, still adjusting to them slowly but surely. taking a deep breath he thinks about Saeran once more, feeling his face heat up, a blush creeping over his face. “I don’t hate him.” he can’t bring it in him to hate someone who is so broken, thinking about the nights that he’s spent with the other coming over to his apartment, how haunted he looks. the nightmares he’s soothed, the clinging. the comments about how it’s nice he’s wanted, about how it hurts him when Yoosung walks away for any reason.
he’s fragile. he NEEDS help.
“I...he’s very important to me,” the smile creeps over his face as he thinks about it. “I’ve never felt this way about someone, if I’m being honest. but I really truly care about him. yes, I know...I know what he’s done to me, but he’s changed. he hurts because of it, he regrets doing it, and I forgive him. I want to be a better person because of him, I want to support him. Be by his side always...I don’t know how to word it, but that’s how I feel about Saeran.”
@zenderela & @maleyedstatus: accepting
im so carefree but in like a depressing way
WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE YOURSELF? ‘ not with their blood on my hands. ‘// written by zam
they aren’t perfect (they’ll be updated and tweaked after I finish deep story mode) but
VERSES ARE UP!
☺ Online Profile top five sites, example tweet, what would their tumblr be like?
O M G (this is so 4th wall yo)
WELL does the RFA app count? no? shit.
SITE #1: LOLOL.
He’s got an addiction to it, it’s his favorite game. Like, wow. He says he only plays three hours but we all know that’s fake af. But on the other hand, like, listen this is where all of his friends (that aren’t in the RFA) are, and we all spend a lot of time doing similar things via tumblr. So it’s really not fair to be like “HE’S ADDICTED AND WASTING LIFE” when he’s being social.
SITE #2: RFA App
i’M GOING TO USE IT I DON’T CARE IF IT’S CHEATING. But he’s always getting into the chat room and looking for people, he’s always there to talk to someone. And the reasoning for this is the fact that the RFA is what’s left of Rika, it’s his family (outside of his parents) it’s honestly the best way for him to remain with contact with those he loves dearest.
SITE #3: LOLOL Forums
It’s a different website from the actual game, and it’s where he finds a lot of information - or, well, his friends do. This is where he gets most of his knowledge of the game and connects and talks with friends.
SITE #4: Netflix
He loves his background noise - unfortunately he’s recently stopped getting on netflix recently because SOMEONE thought it’d be funny to hack in and make everything horror.
I know I didn’t list 5, or an example tweet, but...
1) he doesn’t GO to five websites2) he doesn’t have a twitter
His tumblr, if he had one, would probably be a LOLOL cesspit.
✈ Travel good driver? how do they get to work? been abroad?
yoosung cannot drive. From what I’m finding in much of my research (and please remember I’m not Korean, I’m simply looking up and finding what I can on the topic. Please feel free to politely correct me if you know differently!) it doesn’t seem that it’s necessary to drive in places such as Seoul. If anything Yoosung MIGHT have a bicycle, but for the most part he likely just walks to the train if not just walks to campus and walks back.
They don’t go to work because lol he doesn’t have a job.
ONCE he becomes a vet, though, he may get a car and license but he doesn’t use it unless it’s an emergency. He keeps the same routine of walking/biking/train.
He also lacks the funds to go abroad so nope.
웃 Wardrobe what is their style label? 5 examples of their clothing.
The best way I can even begin to describe yoosung’s is…comfy? like it’s hoodies and jeans and t-shirts and jackets. it’s all around just comfortable clothing that MOST 20 year old college kids would wear. I don’t think he really has a “style label” other than that. I think one of the big things about his outfit is that he has three buttons on his one shirt, they kind of define his personality I feel. He does, of course, know how to dress up. It’s seen in flash back photos that he did, at one point, wear simple v-neck shirts of different colors. back when his life seemed to be together.
Examples: x x x x x
@chosemorestatus: selectively accepting
he’s a bright boy, with a good heart - a really great guy. his emotions are strong, they guide his actions, but he means well with his intentions. love him through these moments, love him when he’s bright, when he’s angry; give him time and he will love you with all that he is.
⇅ do they look up or down while thinking?
⇅ do they look up or down while thinking?
Down with his head tilted slightly to the right.
This allows his left ear to be turned upwards, so that he can hear anything coming from that side, but still allows him to see everything.
It also looks cute af and like a puppy. c:
@bitemcrksstatus: accepting
✭ what is one of their favorite items?
✭ what is one of their favorite items?
does his computer count? no? okay. Or his LOLOL account? also no? Cool.
I don’t have it pinpointed EXACTLY yet, but it’s something of Rika’s. Or something given to him by Rika, or a photo of them.
The reason why I don’t have it pinpointed is that I REALLY kind of want to headcanon it with a Rika roleplayer because that relationship is SO SO important to Yoosung as a character (like 95% of his arc revolves around it) .
But it’s something of her’s (a pin? maybe?), or something she gave him (they’re family, they probably had a family outing? so something from that), or a photo (there are plenty so I don’t feel like it was something like that).
⌆ a nervous tic or habit they do
MMMMm this one’s REALLY tricky considering all you see of Yoosung is in the chat room, and so during the game he really doesn’t have any. (aside from the usual like pen cap chewing when he’s anxious over something)
It’s post game that he develops a couple, actually, most revolving around the fact that he’s got a new handicap and considering what he went through while out with Seven.
Flinching - This he did a little before the accident, but now if anyone (literally ANYONE) so much as raises their voice to him he’s going to flinch back. Now, please note that Saeran never once lifted his voice at him, but it’s something that triggers fear in him. Over time this does get better with those he’s closest too, but ultimately it’ll never go away. Flinching also occurs when there’s any loud noises, especially on his LEFT side. admittedly he’ll flinch without any loud noises, either, just when (especially in the adjustment period, though I do headcanon that he does gain his depth perception back) he’s getting too close to something, at least in his mind - he’ll flinch away.
That’s probably the biggest tic (as nervous tics are and aren’t a thing, it’s vague) that he has post-injury. I’m working on figuring out what the other things are, and honestly I’ll probably turn this post into a larger meta at a later point! o u o
@solelionessstatus: accepting
Imagine your Smol and Tol otp where Tol is doing push-ups and Smol is lying under them so they are more motivated to stay up on their arms and keep going and sometimes when they push down they get a peck on the lips (and then Tol gets tired and collapses heavily on top of Smol, smushing them while they flail)
❝ Grief demands an answer, but sometimes there isn’t one. ❞
“there IS an answer though!” the words come out far more violent than he had intended. “I was the LAST...I...V is hiding something and I, no not just me, we ALL deserve answers.” the anger broils under him, fists clenching before suddenly they stop moving and he takes a deep breath. “I, you didn’t know Rika, but she was a magician. Suicide sounds like an offense to who she was as a person.”
‘ IT’S BECAUSE YOU CLING very t i g h t l y to me when you’re scared. it’s… NICE. to feel so needed. ‘
feeling the heat in his face he can’t help the blush, before reaching over and taking his face carefully. “I’d cling to you no matter what,” shifting closer he finds himself pressed in. “I need you for more than just horror movies, you know.”