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behold.

@favour-andgrace / favour-andgrace.tumblr.com

31//she/her//Anglican//cat mum//high school English teacher//Bunurong country, Australia
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also it feels like my body is suddenly falling apart & it sucksss

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today I went to the ✨lady doctor✨ because my ✨lady parts✨ have started giving me trouble & now I've got to have a laproscopy "to rule out endometriosis"??? and because I only have medicare & not private health insurance, the procedure is going to cost me nearly $3000???

also:

1) I've literally never had surgery or been under general anaesthetic or anything like that in my life. I'm so scared I'm going to be one of those people who wakes up mid-surgery, paralysed, but able to feel every bit of pain throughout the procedure. that's exactly the kind of thing that would happen to me.

2) what if they do find endo? or PCOS? or cancer? or something else that will make me infertile and/or kill me??

v scared & would appreciate prayers if you do that

x

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also I'm not entirely sure how this happened but I've started going to bed earlier & becoming a morning person on my days off?? who am I

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also I need to warn you that now it's footy season, I will be obnoxiously posting about my beloved magpies for the next 6 months

so like

soz

but not really

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  • went to church - a new one close to home that I've gone to a few times - and not only was it a beautiful service, but I also finally got connected with this group for people in their 30s who don't have kids & still want to be social
  • my food bill for the week came to like $60 when normally it's over $100
  • tried out a new recipe for dinner & it's turned out well
  • the pies are 38 points ahead of the hawks at half time

today's a good day!!

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currently at the vicarage & have been feeling dizzy & off balance all day. I was just about falling over at church this morning & my mum insisted on booking me a doctor's appointment to find out what's going on - and it turns out I have vertigo somehow?? she also insisted that I get a medical certificate so that I could take tomorrow off work - because I can barely even walk in a straight line right now, and standing for any length of time seems to make the dizziness worse - and then even paid for the meds that the doctor prescribed.

so now I feel like such a needy lil sook but I actually cannot function right now; I've pretty much spent the entire afternoon lying on the couch, with my cat, watching youtube, because I'm physically incapable of doing anything else.

(and I've looked over my lesson plans for tomorrow & they should hopefully work without me!!)

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nothing like post-work drinks at the pub where we sit around & talk shit on a friday afternoon!!

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