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@ fic readers who write play by play comments that highlight your favorite passages and why you like them, please know you are the best humans to exist and please don’t stop what you’re doing

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Shared this page with my best friend recently. Really made me want to write Billy drabbles and one shots again.

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When Stranger Things S3 came out, I was so excited. Couldn't wait for the Billy inspiration to come over me. Then what happened happened and I was like "Well, that was fun while it lasted..."

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Ten Feet Over Pt 1

Word Count: 3.8 k Disclaimer: I don’t own Stranger Things or the GIF used. Warnings: Violence, language, lite smut. 

This is a dark story. Please be warned. If dark angst isn’t your bag, don’t read it. Take care of your hearts and heads. Oh yeah and a Toni Braxton inspired this story. Go figure. I am very scared to post this. Please be kind.

Fifteen months. 

You two had just crossed the one year mark, celebrating by driving to Indianapolis for the Rush concert and having sex in every corner of your Motel 13 room. It had been one of Billy’s favorite weekends since moving to Hawkins and you couldn’t hear The Body Electric without grinning to yourself and feeling tumultuously horny.  In your living room, you thought back to that weekend while fiddling with the yellow gold leaf pendant hanging from the thin necklace chain over your clavicle. It had been a birthday gift from Billy, a week late since he had been grounded on your actual birthday and couldn’t make it out to the bonfire party your best friend threw. Night Court played on the television, but it could have been static. You weren’t paying attention at all, just dragging the pendant from cheek to cheek and going over better memories in your mind. Every now and then, your thoughts would be interrupted with the same question, “Does he care?“ 

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“how much is a lot?” will miller drabble

Drabble based off a prompt from a list below. I apologize for the lack of ‘keep reading’ link. It wasn’t working out. 

He hated when you walked away, but you weren’t sure you would stay  composed if you stood in front of him anywhere with your eyes wide and mouth open in evident surprise. Wasn’t he just saying a couple weeks ago that he was finally feeling settled? You left Will silent in the kitchen, right hand thrusted out of frustration into the pocket of his jeans while you pretended to try and collect yourself in the bedroom. 

You weren’t actually  making an effort to be composed though. Instead, you were mumbling small groans of confusion on your side of the bed while taking out your earrings. They were small gold studs, the first gift Will ever gave you. Almost 4 years ago, silently leaving the box on the bathroom sink of the apartment you’d been renting on your own at the time. He was so nonchalant about it that you didn’t notice the little black box by your toothpaste all day until he had to prompt you to go look. You wore them almost every day, but you needed something to do or else your hands would be left right now to furiously remove the pillows from the bed and toss them across the room.

Will sighed as he settled his side against the door frame. He had given you a minute to yourself, but it had felt like eons as he paced through the kitchen and pantomimed cleaning the counter. He wrinkled his brows together as he saw you taking out your earrings. What did that mean? 

“It could lead to a lot of money, babe.” Slow and confident, as if he was wrapping up one of his professional speeches, he told you. 

While you weren’t looking over at him yet, he had your attention. 

“How much is a lot?” Money was a pink elephant in the room. You two rarely outright spoke about it, but the stress of combined bills at the end of every month was silently felt between you both.

“It would cover your student loans.” Will checked the space between his socked feet and then back to you. He hoped that nugget would bring your eyes to him again. “And then some”

It took you long to pipe up and you felt that, but the idea of never feeling the hot force of student loans pushing into your shoulders every month was momentarily enticing. He knew that. A man of few words, Will Miller wouldn’t have brought it up otherwise.

“If the choice is between having huge debt for years or you going off and potentially  being shot at again? I am always going to choose debt. Always.” Conviction cracking your voice, you finally looked at him in disbelief that you would have to say that. The obvious sadness pouring through you coaxed him over the threshold and into the room with you. “I just thought that was finally behind us.” He had a new routine now. He was on a sleep medication that worked. He wasn’t feeling isolated in a crowd anymore. The idea of him going back, even for one last job, felt like pissing all over that progress. You didn’t doubt that you two could do it again, but the idea didn’t set off fireworks.  Hands between your knees, you sighed as he cautiously sat by you on the bed’s edge.

“It’s for Pope. It’s an easy job.” He said as if either fact was reassuring. His right hand came to the back of your head, fondly strumming through locks of hair. “I don’t want to go with my girl pissed at me.” Will admitted what you already knew, his thumb moving hair away to graze over the empty spot on your ear where the gold stud had been. 

Part of you wanted to tell him again not to go, just as you had when you were both still in the kitchen, but you felt his eyes on your profile, fingers soft in your hair and on your skin, and you inhaled to reset - finally feeling closer to composed. 

“I’m not pissed.” Your shoulder met his chest as you leaned in with trust, deflating against him. He wasn’t asking for your permission nor did he require it. It was your support that Will wanted as per usual. “I’m always going to worry about you, but I’m also always going to be in your corner.” It was a promise, one that you both were always reminding the other of. Will bowed his head over yours, breathing in the soft scent of sea salt shampoo before protectively closing his hand over the side of your face that wasn’t up to his chest. Finally, he could breathe a sigh of relief. The last thing he wanted was for you to go to sleep angry at him.

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Anonymous asked:

always so weird to hear someone got married and had a kid— feels like just yesterday i was reading up all those billy fanfics... time passed by too quick!! anyways, congratulations, glad to see you back :)

any thoughts on billy’s ending in season three?

They ended him and it ended me and I am still recovering

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Okay, while I do want to write new stuff for new things. There’s a part of me that will always want to write Billy stuff. Just gotta come up with some little ideas to drabble around.

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Benny Miller with number 66 - You aren’t my girl. I’m looking for some angst with a happy ending please and thanks.

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Go easy on me. I haven’t written anything at all in so long, but also this is my first time writing Benny Miller anything ever. It felt good to write again, but also, this might be garbage. 

There had been pros to Benny being away all the time. It made moving on easier when you weren't constantly running into him in drugstores and parking lots or able to send one another 'I miss you' text messages at random times. There wasn't much point wasting time on your days off wondering if you two could have made things work because he was somewhere thousands of miles away, unreachable, and always potentially dead. It should have taken in ages to accept that the two of you would be filed under 'a great almost relationship' in your memory, but instead you had been able to let go easily. He needed someone who was comfortable with distance and going long periods of time without their partner present. It was what came with his job. While you had wanted to be that person, the uncertainty and loneliness had been too much to combat. 

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Anonymous asked:

I used to read your writing ALL the time (since you were writing for 5SOS like maybe 6 years ago), I was even on here reading some Billy stuff a few months ago. Imagine my surprise to not only find out that you're back BUT TO FIND OUT FROM THE BENNY MILLER TAG. I can't wait to to read your new writing!

This makes me really happy. I really want to write for him. Just trying to get back into writing in general. Your girl is rusty. 

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Eager to write again. Just not sure about what. 

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Anonymous asked:

There is not enough Benny Miller content in the world. Please post your prompt list. 🙏🏼

Put it on my random writing blog, verylastdodobird.

I agree. We need more Benny Miller content

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I haven't done any writing ages. Got married, had a baby, fell off the face of the Earth. This blog used to be essentially Billy Hargrove fics and head canons and maybe I'll get back to that, but I have been pretty interested in writing Triple Frontier stuff lately. If that's something people would be into, I will throw up an old prompt list and see what is requested? Sound good?

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Anonymous asked:

your dress is so fucking pretty and that view is to die for. ANYWAY mazel tov on the wedding

thank you

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