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Reputation: Chapter 9

a/n: uhhh maybe get some tissues first 🤣

also sharing to you guys that Maniac by Conan Gray was a huge inspiration boost for this chapter

(EDIT: sorry I forgot again ugh)

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The next day, after that encounter I had with Poppy - me and Zoey were sitting at the picnic table and peacefully enjoying our lunch. 

My eyes darted again towards Poppy and her clique. They were laughing, really just a normal sight on a weekday lunch break. Suddenly Poppy looked at my direction. I froze, not really sure what to do. She averted first, her smile dropping and was replaced by a frown. 

I sighed. Forget her Bea.

“Hey are you alright?” Zoey laid her hand on my arm, bringing me back to the present.

I smiled weakly, “Y-yeah.”

Before Zoey can even question me more, a static sound echoed. It caught all of the student’s attention. A hush fell as a group of students stood at the middle. They were carrying a portable speaker and mic. A girl walked in front from the group. Expect almost all of the students in Belvoire to dress up like they were about to catwalk on a stage. She was wearing a black designer dress which hugged her figure perfectly and compliments her pale skin tone.  She had a jet black hair tied up into a ponytail. A confident smile was on her lips.

“Listen up Belvoire!” She started to speak on the mic, “It’s Persephone Dalton here,” She paused her eyes darting on my direction smirking, “We’ve all been having fun through the past few weeks courtesy of our clown Newbie here,” She gestured at my direction, “Let me just say, that hog calling video was sensational.” Her smile turned into a Cheshire cat. “So me and my friends decided why not turn up the fun?”

My eyes grew wide, “What the f–” I stopped myself from fully cursing. I looked frantically at Zoey, “Who the hell is she?” I asked in panic and annoyance. I can definitely feel the bad news this girl brought oozing out of her.

“She’s one of the elites. She’s in the top 15 Bea.”

I groaned.

“Now to share to you guys the debut of another one of my remixes,” Persephone spoke again, “Here’s my latest dub step remix.” She grinned at my directions, “Thanks a lot, Bea Hughes.” She tapped something on her phone. A heavy beat music mixed with a familiar squeals played through the Bluetooth speaker they brought along.

I gaped at this Persephone. I can feel my cheeks blazed with embarrassment and anger. Laughter and murmurs surrounded me. I wanted to go to her and stop her. I wanted to fight her. I wanted to be mad - scratch that I was mad, but all I can think about was how the ground beneath me looked more interesting than people. How it would feel if this ground would do me a favour and swallowed me up. My legs felt numb. My eyes stung as I fought back the tears threatening to spill. I won’t cry. I won’t cry. I chanted as my mind swarmed with thoughts. I don’t want to be me anymore, please. 

I weakly looked up to give a glare at Persephone. In a blur I saw someone in pink marched towards Persephone and grabbed her phone. The music paused.

My eyes grew wide as I realized who walked towards Persephone. Poppy…?

“What the fuck are you doing?” Poppy’s voice was dangerously low. Her voice can be heard through the mic Persephone was still holding.

Persephone smiled, “Oh my god! Poppy Min-Sinclair. It’s a great honour to talk to you. Did you like what I did? I was hoping you’ll notice me after I do that.” Her smile never faltered. Her eyes were gleaming as she waited for Poppy’s response.

I can see how Poppy was clenching her jaw, “First, are you done yapping now?

Persephone gaped at Poppy, her smile dropping.

When she didn’t get an answer Poppy continued, "And second, did I ask you to that?”

“N-No?” Persephone stuttered, while Poppy glared at her. “Then it means,” Poppy gestured on the phone and the speaker, “I don’t need this.” Poppy grabbed the mic, “Heck, I can’t believe you all.” She turned and faced the students, “Are you really this stupid and cheap to find this hog calling video funny at all?”

I dumbly stared at Poppy my mind blanked. What is she doing?

She glared at the crowd around us, “Who even leaked the video?” She exclaimed as if she was on the verge of losing her patience. “I dare you to come to me. I might have a little present for you,” She smirked.

"Besides,” She whipped her head and looked at me, “I am the only one who is allowed to humiliate Farmsville here.” She gave back the mic to Persephone after and not failing to glare at her.

She looked at me once again. My heart was on my throat as our eyes locked. There were a million of emotions flashing on those brown eyes. She cut our eye contact first before I can even decipher any of those emotions.

“What was that?” Zoey exclaimed after a few seconds of dead silence.

“I don’t know… I don’t know Zo.”

Later that day, Zoey and I were lounging at our dorm - well I was lounging and Zoey was pacing back and forth while she continuously ranted, “What was that all about? I believe I wasn’t the only one who thought she defended you!” She looked at me, “I am more worried now Bea. Is she trying to keep you close now? This is some sick mind games of hers.”

“Zoey…” I sighed, “Will you sit first, please?” I massaged my temples.

Zoey sat in front of me in our small dinner table. She sighed, “Sorry Bea. I am just really baffled and I kept on thinking what her plan is this time.”

I chuckled dryly, “To be honest Zo, after that hog calling video I am just so tired of anything that is related to her. I don’t even want to get close to her or be with her in a same room.”

“Oh then I guess I shouldn’t remind you to stay away from her?” She cheekily smiled.

I laughed, “Please I am tired of her.”

“It’s just that I never saw Poppy doing something like this to her enemies before, and that was what freaks me out,” Zoey told me.

“I am confused too that it is starting to give me headaches.”

Zoey reached out and held my hand, “I hate that it comes to this now.”

“Maybe I can still talk to her, get an idea what is her plan.” I stood up.

“Wait what?” Zoey exclaimed, “Didn’t we just agreed to stay away from her?”

I sighed, “I need to talk to her, Zo.”

“Then I am coming with you,” She stood up too.

“Please Zo, I need to confront her, alone.” I looked at Zoey in the eyes silently pleading.

Zoey sighed, “Fine.” She grumbled, “But please be careful.”

“I will Zo.” I smiled and hugged her tightly - seeking for a small comfort as I ready myself to confront Poppy.

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I walked up to Zeta House. I realized I don’t have a solid plan on how I can sneak up on her room. As if the Heaven’s heard me Taylor walked out from the Zeta House. 

“Thank God!” I exclaimed as I walked towards Taylor, “Hey is Poppy in her room?” I asked once I was in front of her.

“Oh, hi Bea! Yeah she is. I actually have some errands to run for her.” She said smiling at me.

“Oh great! And don’t tell anyone you saw me today,” I winked at her as I confidently walked towards the main door of the Zeta House.

“Whatever you have in mind Bea, I wish you luck." 

I looked over my shoulder at Taylor smiling, "Thanks!”

I heaved a sigh of relief as I successfully sneaked inside. I walked stealthy towards Poppy’s room. Once I was standing in front of Poppy’s room. Thoughts swarmed my mind questioning my bravery. Am I ready to face her? What if this only hurts me more? My heart was buzzing on my ears - longing to see her. I took a deep breath trusting my worries would fade away as I breathe out. I was about to knock, but my fist halted midway. I clenched my fist, my thoughts screaming on my face. I can do this - came a single whisper.

With one last ounce of bravery, I knocked twice.

“Come in,” I heard her muffled voice from the other side. My heart drummed on my chest - whether it was because I heard her voice or the nervousness creeping on me, I tried not to think of it.

I reached out for the door knob, everything felt like it was moving in slow motion. I felt every emotion and heard every sound. I hold my breath as I twisted the door knob.

I pushed open the door. My eyes tried to find her first in her huge room. She was lying on her bed reading some magazine. Her gazed shoot up. I gulped thickly as our eyes met. 

Her eyebrow raise, “What are you doing here?” Her voice sounded higher than usual.

“I…” I cleared my throat, “We need to talk.”

Poppy chuckled dryly, “Now you wanted to talk.”

I clenched my jaw, “Look I don’t want to talk to you that bad either.”

Poppy huffed out a laugh that sounded bitter on my ears, “Alright then why the hell are you here? I didn’t ask for a talk, but you said we need to talk. You are confusing Bea.”

“I am confusing?” I frowned. As I walked towards her I continued, “Excuse me. From the start I had been clear with my intentions to you.”

She looked at me in the eyes, the magazine she was reading a while ago forgotten beside her, “Yeah you were clear from the start, but how about your actions these past few days?”

“What do you mean? Can’t you see that was the result of what you did!” I yelled. “You fucking hooked up with me and then what? You backstabbed me after?” I laughed dryly. My eyes were stinging again. I clenched my jaw, “And then you suddenly act like you care and defend me a while ago. Look who is confusing.”

She glared at me pointedly. If only looks could kill. “Stop putting the blame on me.” She said through gritted teeth.

“Then stop acting like a jerk!” I yelled.

“You are the jerk!” She yelled back.

I gasped, “How am I the jerk here?”

“Just shut up Bea!" 

"Wha–" 

All of a sudden she pulled me by my hand. The next thing I knew her lips were on mine. My lips tingled and a blazed as she bruised me with her kiss. It was demanding sucking out the air out of me. Her hands cupped my face, thumb caressing my face as she deepened the kiss. My thoughts were hazy while my heart combusted. 

Poppy.

Her scent was intoxicating. Her lips were soft and firm like the feelings she were igniting in me. 

Poppy.

Her name was a prayer, and a scream into the fogginess of my thoughts. She consumed me. She took away another piece of me as she carved her name into another part of my heart.

Poppy.

She was now standing too. Her arms wrapped around my waist pulling me close to her. Her warmth filled me up. I thread my fingers on her hair, caressing as I kissed her with the same intensity.

Poppy.

She betrayed me…

The spell was broken, as the reality pierced through me. I stopped kissing her and pushed her back.

We were both panting for air. She opened her eyes and looked at me with intensity I never seen before. 

"Why did you kiss me?” I asked while I used the back of my hand to wipe away the feelings she imprinted on my lips.

She scoffed, “You are an idiot.”

“Poppy I am tired of you.”

She laughed dryly, “I guess it didn’t occur to you that I can be tired too. One moment you made me feel like you like me and then the next you’re acting cold.”

“Do I need to spell it out to you Poppy? You back stabbed me when you released that hog calling video. And you think I can still trust you after?”

She laughed bitterly, “Bea stop being blind! I wasn’t the one who released it!” She yelled in exasperation.

I clenched my jaw and looked at her in the eyes, “Why should I believe you?”

That left her speechless. I narrowed my eyes at her. I stepped closer and jabbed a finger on her chest, “I had always tried to see you more than your mean words or your mean attitude towards others. I tried so hard to see the real you. I thought I finally manage to.” I paused as I wiped away the tears that were streaming down on my face, “But what happened? You only used my vulnerability and attacked me Poppy. Maybe… maybe that was the real you all along I just fooled myself that there was more to it.”

I let my tears fell as I stare at her. She was not showing any emotion. Even her eyes were cold. She was only proving me that I was right.

“Now answer me, why should I believe you?” I asked again. A single whisper beneath my chest was hoping she would prove me wrong.

She remained silent as she stared at me.

I sighed and took a step back. I laughed dryly, “I thought so too. Your silence just proved so many things. Goodbye Poppy.”

I turned around quickly, not wanting to let her see how broken I was. I run out of her room. My tears were uncontrollable by now. It was like my heart was being split into two. My chest was aching as I run towards my dorm.

My mind was in a mess and I didn’t care around my surroundings until I bumped into someone. 

“Oh sorry,” I murmured ready to leave, but the person I bumped to held my arm. 

I stopped and quickly wiped the tears on my face before I looked at the person.

“Oh Benji,” I spoke, “Sorry I wasn’t looking where I was going.”

“Hey, Bea are you alright?” He asked worriedly.

“Yeah,” I plastered the fakest smile I can master. 

He was standing a little too close for my comfort. That was when I get a whiff of his perfume. Why does he smell like my perfume. A realization hit me. This morning I can’t find my perfume - my heart dropped at my stomach at the possibility.

“Are you sure?” He asked bringing me back to the present.

I slowly pulled my arm from his hold. “Yeah,” I nodded. 

“You know if you need anyone to talk to, I can listen.” He smiled at me.

I contemplated. Maybe this is my chance to find out if my gut feel is right. I stifled a sigh as I spoke, “Alright Benji. Why don’t we hang out in your room?”

We arrived at his room which was a little smaller than my dorm. 

“Oh…” I uttered as my eyes scanned his room which was simpler than my dorm.

“I am here on a full scholarship, and this is the room they gave me,” He told me.

“Wow that is actually harsh.”

He smiled at me, “I know you can see my struggles. Ever since you stood up towards Poppy I knew you would make a difference here at Belvoire. I’ve been following everything that’s been happening between you and Poppy on the The T.”

“Have you now?” I replied nonchalantly as I tried to find my perfume bottle, but Benji stepped in front of me.

“Totally! You’re the best thing that happened in this school.” He exclaimed.

“You think?”

“There’s no question about it. Poppy is probably jealous because you’re much prettier and smarter than her.”

I smiled at him, “Benji you know I’m just an average person right?”

“See you’re also humble! Something Poppy lacks. You also stood up to her and Chloe since day one. You even humiliated her on Kick Off Day. And you’re nice to her assistant.”

I smiled, “I did all of that huh?”

“The school is catching up and they can finally see what I see. The future is you Bea.” He grinned.

Okay… That irked me.

“Actually I’ve been thinking of ways we can outshine Poppy and her goons,” He continued.

Hold up. We? I raised an eyebrow as he continued telling me about his plan.

"Benji,” I tried to cut him off, but he only continued.

Benji,” I tried again, but it was as if he hadn’t heard me.

“Benji!” I said a little louder this time which finally caught his attention.

He jumped on his spot. He’s totally giving me weird uncomfortable vibes.

I plastered a smile as I speak, “Benji, would you be a doll and run to the dining commons to get me something special. I’ve been dying to try out their new iced cranberry oolong.”

“But–"He was about to counter, but I cut him off.

"Benji. I’m parched.” I coughed. 

Panic was written all over his face as he scrambled out of his room murmuring, “Coming right up.”

I swept my gaze around his room. I still failed on finding my perfume bottle when my eyes landed on his computer desktop. Wouldn’t be bad sneaking through it, I guess.

As I browsed through the folders I landed on a folder named ‘Poppy’s Pathetic truth’. I clicked on it and found evidence after evidence of Poppy and Bradley’s dating were fake. 

I released a breath I didn’t know I was holding. Somehow my chest felt lighter as the truth sunk into me. They aren’t really dating.

Still a little daze I tried to look more into Bemji’s files and found files and folders about me. That was when I spotted something on the corner of the bedside table. My perfume! I walked towards his bed.

“Is this really mine?” I uttered. The strong smell of my perfume just got stronger. I took his pillow and tried to take a sniff. The strong smell of my perfume wafted in me.

“No.” I uttered in shock.  My heart dropped in my stomach. I flung his pillow across the room knocking his closet door slightly ajar. A chill run my spine when I spot a very familiar red lace from inside.

“Oh hells! It better be not what I think it is,” I mumbled as I took shaking steps towards his closet.

My hands were shaking as I opened his closet. 

A disturbing smell and image welcomed me. The smell of rotten food wafted my senses. Benji had a shrine for me, made out of rotten food and my stolen belongings like my comb and red lacy bra. 

“Hello Bea. I see you found my adoration station,” Suddenly Benji’s voice rang behind me.

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Oh my god if you’re going to judge someone’s cosplay you better learn your fucking shit because this is Duela Dent you goddamn assholes.

AHAHAHA

Perpetually laughing over the fact that “real gamer/comic book nerd” males keep insulting women for cosplaying things they’ve never even heard of 

who’s the “fake geek” now, fuckers? 

Make it viral

Haha. This kills me.

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Reputation: Chapter 8

a/n: prepare some tissues and hold your heart this was a rollercoaster of emotions!

Warning: Cursing/Profanities

(edit, sorry forgot to tag)

a short playlist: (kept on playing this while writing this chap)

  • This Love - Taylor Swift
  • Heather - Conan Gray
  • Falling - Harry Styles
  • Lose - NIKI

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I woke up feeling like something was stuck on my chest making me numb inside. A huge cloud hang above me and my body refused to move out of the bed. My tears had dried off, while the pain was already engraved in my bones. Zoey barged in my room. I had no energy to master even a smile, I just waved at her. Her eyes were sad. I refused to look at it. Sadness only reminded me of the reality, and reality was I got too close to her despite Zoey’s warnings.  I felt my bed dipped as Zoey lay beside me. Her soft eyes drifted on my face. I didn’t spoke nor did she. I found calmness in this silence. 

 I felt Zoey moving an arm and wrapped on my waist, “I’m here for you, Bea.” She whispered softly, breath tickling on my shoulder.

 I felt my eyes sting, like a dam broke, tears started to linger in my eyes.

 I crinkled my nose and clenched my jaws. I refused to cry. I refuse to embrace the pain I stupidly received for trusting her.

 Bea. Bea.

 I heard her voice in my head. I can still feel her touch. Just one damn night, yet she managed to carved hers into me.

 "Just let it out B,“ Zoey murmured.

 I seek for warmth. I seek for something - anything to fill the hole she dug in my chest. Zoey offered a shelter in her arms as the rain came pouring. My hand crumpled Zoey’s shirt as I let these tears out once again. Maybe letting it out would finally ease the pain. Soothing hands rubbed my back, as the storm continued.

 As I calmed down, I withdrew from Zoey and looked into her eyes. She had a soft smile. It was somehow contagious making me smile even a little.

 "Thanks,” I murmured.

 "Anytime,“ She patted my tear stained cheeks, "Wanna go out today?

 Desperate for distractions, I nodded.

 Later on, we were enjoying some ice cream for desserts in some ice cream parlor we stumbled in the mall. I left my phone at home, so I won’t be tempted to look at the comments and to check if she– never mind that useless thought.

 Zoey was a good help for distraction. Even though I still wasn’t sure if my soul was still intact in me. Zoey made me feel good about myself today. Why can’t I just have a crush on some normal people instead of–

 "I had to ask Bea,” Zoey interrupted my thoughts, a small smile on her lips, “How was last night?”

 I was in the middle of having another scoop of ice cream. Her question made me stop mid air. I put down my spoon stifling a sigh. I wasn’t ready for this question.

 "Oh, you know,“ I shrugged my shoulders, "I helped out humiliating Chloe by feeding Bradley some sugary words. We partied a bit after then I get home.”

 Zoey looked at me carefully, “Nothing more happened?”

 I gave her a small smile. It seemed like it was the only smile I can do today. “Nothing,” I paused scooping another ice cream, letting the sweetness of it mix with the bitterness of my next words, “I should have look for more dirt about her.” My eyes drifted ahead of me, mind starting to get lost with a hundred of thoughts.

 I felt Zoey’s warm hand on my arm. I looked at her, just as her eyes softened, “It’s alright. We’ll look for another way, but for now let’s focus on our date.”

 I smiled, “That’s better.”

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 Weekend came and the need to go to classes came too. I tried to act like everything was normal, but it wasn’t. The laughter and stares I got wherever I go was like a dagger making my wounds bleed again. I had felt embarrassed before, but being humiliated almost wherever I go? It made me wish I wasn’t Bea Hughes. And any site of a blonde hair made me fled immediately. I wasn’t ready to see her anytime soon. I don’t think I can handle it.

 I was walking towards my dorm room. I just finished my classes. I slowed down with my pace when I spot something in front of the door of my dorm room. 

 Is that a plant? My interest was piqued immediately. A smile immediately tugged on my lips. With all of the things I had been going through this past few days, I can almost feel some of the weight in my chest lifted up. Growing up in a farm, it was like love at first sight when I started helping my father in the farm. I felt a lot more at peace and myself whenever I was surrounded by plants.

 I power walked towards it, still wearing a smile. As I stood in front of it, I realized it was an Apple tree planted on a pot. A white card caught my attention too. It was tied on one of the stem. I plucked out the card and read the short note written.

  Didn’t see you around campus today. Bummer. This little gift is for you, Bea. -P

  I scoffed, while my smile faded. How dare she give me gifts after what she did to me? I realized, of course she would do something like this. She would rub it on my face and grin at me, finding joy in knowing I perfectly fell on her trap.

 I crouched as I carry the potted plant inside; despite how I don’t want to be reminded of her. A plant was still something close to my heart, so I would take care of this. Besides, this would definitely die if I gave it back to her.

 A week passed. My mind had been filled with self-loathing these past few days. My ‘what ifs’ were also piling up. If I hadn’t trusted her… you see another what if. That’s why I decided to go for a walk in a nearby park with Beppy - hoping it would lessen the burden I had been carrying.

 I sat on the grass, my back leaning on the tree behind me. It was a calm afternoon. The distant noises coming from the few people on the park were the only noises I can hear.

 I unleashed Beppy letting her run around me for a while. I sighed letting the fresh air fill me up. I held out the squeaky ball toy in front of Beppy. His tail started wagging.

 I giggled, “You want this?”

 His tail wagged furiously mouth ajar. I chuckled, “Fetch Beppy.”

 I played with Beppy for a while. I let myself get lost with the bubble of happiness Beppy and I made. His gleaming eyes whenever he gave back the squeaky ball toy lifted a piece of burden from me.

 Moments later after I threw again the ball while Beppy was running back towards me he stopped somewhere not far from me. The ball in his mouth fell as he walked towards the tree or rather to someone. I raised my eyebrow. Who was that?

 "Wha–“ Clueless I called for his attention, "Beppy!”

 Instead of looking at me he sat in front of the stranger - which I can’t clearly see since the tree was hiding them from my view. I stood up and dusted my sweatpants. I strolled towards them.

 As I was nearing their place I heard a familiar voice, “Beppy where’s your mom?”

 I halted in my step with my breath hitching. That voice. My eyes grew wide. I clenched my jaw as I feel my heart dropping to my stomach. Good Lord I am not ready for this. 

 My thoughts swarmed me. My limbs lost its strength to take the next step towards them. Like a joke - a really bad joke, Beppy spotted me and barked as if calling for me.

 I exhaled loudly, with my legs shaking I took my next step towards them.

 As I round the tree I finally spotted her. She was caressing Beppy’s head affectionately, a soft smile on her lips. I felt my shoulder and jaw tensed as she looked up and met my eyes.

 "Farmsville.“ She said nonchalantly, but her eyes mirrored a different story. It was soft - almost yearning? I clenched my jaw as we stared at each other for a while.

 "I was waiting when you will show up,” She spoke once again breaking the silence.

 "Are you finished catching up with Beppy? Can I take her now?“ I asked in a monotone voice.

 She scoffed, "After you avoided me for a whole week, you’re just gonna waltz out like that?”

 I crossed my arms protectively in front of me, “We have nothing to talk about. I don’t want to waste my time with you again.”

 "Oh so now I am a waste of your time? And did you just say again?!“ She exclaimed in a high pitched tone, a frown deeply etched on her face as her eyes narrowed at me.

 "Yes.” I spoke. My mask was completely intact not letting her saw any emotion on my face.

 "I don’t get you Bea.“ She sighed suddenly looking… tired? Or was it sadness?

 I scoffed, burying those thoughts, "You really had the nerve to act clueless right now?” I exclaimed exasperated, “Listen to me closely Poppy,” I gulped. Saying her name felt like I was burying the knife she planted in my chest deeper, “You won Poppy. You - fucking - won.” I said through gritted teeth. “Is this your way of mocking me? Then go on. Laugh at me. I fell in your fucking trap.” I hate how my eyes stings as I spitted out my words.

 "I cared for you. I believed in you. I fucking trusted you.“ I exclaimed quite loudly, a few passerby glancing at us. "And then what did you do?” My eyes started to blur with tears and I started to hate myself more at this moment. I hate looking weak in front of her. “You stabbed me in the back.” I inhaled deeply, “Zoey warned me from you, but what did I do? I ignored her. I should have listened instead.” Tears were slowly falling now. I wiped it harshly. She just blinked at me, mouth gaping.

 I laughed dryly, “Don’t worry Poppy. In the first place, I didn’t even want that stupid crown. Just stay away from me. I’ll be out of your way and your life.”

 I didn’t wait for any reply or reaction from her. I walked towards Beppy and scooped him up. His eyes looked sad. I smiled at him despite the few tears that were still falling.

 I kissed his head and murmured, “I’ll feel better soon Beppy, hopefully." 

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 It was a weekend. I just walked out from a clothing shop. After that encounter with her, I started to focus more on myself - just doing more of ‘me time’, and a continuous amount of mental and emotional self-check. I just rounded up a corner when I spotted Veronica. She was probably having another one of her live streams. Our eyes met. In an instant she frowned.

 I tried to ignore her. I continued walking not sparing her another glance. I was just tired of interacting to anyone that was related to her. 

 "Bea! Wait up!” Veronica suddenly called out.

 Sighing I halted with my steps. So much for avoiding any of them. I prepared my mind and emotions internally before I turned around and face Veronica.

 I plastered a smile as she walked up to me.

 "Can we talk?“ She said once she was in front of me.

 "We’re already talking aren’t we?” I bit my tongue. My retort at her had so much bite than I intended.

 She raised an eyebrow. The usual composed Veronica seemed different today, maybe a little pissed off. Probably with the way I talked back at her… oops.

 "It’s about Poppy.“ She said.

 I clenched my jaws, "Of course this is about her. Didn’t I tell her to stay away from me already?

 She raised an eyebrow at me, "Okay, clearly I don’t know about that specially with how close you both got–”

 I laughed dryly, cutting her off, “You mean her ploy that worked out cause now I’m Belvoir’s number 1 clown?”

 "Look I don’t know what’s Poppy’s plan or what’s going on with her head, but she seemed weird and different after you two partnered up with that project. At first it was only small and little details I noticed, but–“

 I cut her off again, "Hold on. You’re telling me you’re actually very observant? I mean no offense, but with the time you spent on your phone I’m surprised.”

 She laughed, “Poppy is still my friend, and I care for that bitch.”

 "Good for her. I’m already done being mushy with her, so whatever this is you’re trying to convince me with? I don’t want to hear it.“ 

 Veronica sighed like her patience was starting to wear thin, "Alright. Just answer this one question then I’ll leave you.”

 "Fine,“ I grumbled.

 "What changed Bea? You sound like you really hate her now.” Her eyes turned soft, all of a sudden. 

 It irked me. It was already one thing with Poppy backstabbing me and now this?! “Did Poppy send you to mock me on how stupid I was to actually trust her?” I glared at her my anger raging in me.

 She waved her hands frantically in front of her, “No,” She shook her head. A sad smile painted on her lips, "So I guess that was your answer huh.“

 I clenched my jaws. Stupid Bea. "Nothing changed. I’m just treating her the way I should have from the very start. That’s my real answer.”

 She was still smiling at me, “To be honest I don’t know why I wanted to talk to you about Poppy. Something was really off about her now-a-days, and I felt like you were the reason.”

 "Whether I am the reason or not, I don’t care. She should deal with it. She brought this upon herself.“ I said through gritted teeth.

 Veronica looked at me, her eyes sad. I hate it. These past few days, I hate seeing or being reminded of sadness cause deep down my heart was hurting and feeling sad for what she did. 

 "I better leave Bea. Thanks for the talk." 

 I just nodded. She patted my shoulders and smiled at me before turning around and leaving. I sighed. The relaxation I was aiming for this afternoon all gone in a blink of an eye. And now I was left with the bitter pill called reality, that I was having a hard time swallowing. I was still hurting, and the most painful part? I actually missed her. 

 Later that night, I was left alone in the dorm. Zoey had some things to do and would be home late; being cooped up in the dorm alone made me feel like I was drowning with thoughts about her. I felt overwhelmed, that’s why I decided to go out to and have dinner to this diner I found near the train station a few days ago. It made me felt nostalgic about my hometown - when everything was okay.

 I tend to miss so many things these past few days. It was like I’m continuously being pulled by my thoughts to different things or places, as well as people, like her. 

 I walked out from the diner. My hair and clothes probably smelled like greasy food for staying a bit too long inside, but my stomach felt full and my mood got better, after that encounter I had with Veronica this afternoon. Speaking of her, my thoughts wandered again towards Poppy. I had been having a hard time from even mentioning her name, for fuck’s sake.

 I don’t want to fret much about her anymore, but somehow and someway the way Veronica tried to talk to me about her- worry started to crept in me.

 Sometimes I felt like my encounter with her was a joke some mighty divine entity played on me. Just like now, as I was walking along the train station I spot a person sitting on one of the benches. Their beautiful, frilly pink dress would catch anyone’s attention, but what really caught my attention was who she was and that she was crying.

 Poppy…

 I stopped dead in my tracks. My heart was pounding in my rib cage, and like bees I hear my thoughts buzzing in my mind - loud and persuasive. As if all the battles in my mind ceased, and a certain answer finally marched in victory, I numbly took my first step towards her. 

 I stood just right in front of her. Her hands were covering her face while her quiet sobs and her shoulders trembling broke her pretence. She wasn’t alright and it broke my heart.

 "Poppy…?” I whispered her name. Cold wind breezed past us dishevelling her hair. I shiver at the coldness and so does she. Slowly she lifted her head. The little cracks in me broke more as I stare at her swollen red eyes. 

 A deep frown was etched on her face, “What?” Irritation and annoyance was evident on her voice.

 I gulped thickly, my mouth felt dried all of a sudden, “What are you doing here?” I spoke, my voice crisped - almost unrecognizable even for me.

 "None of your business Hughes,“ She gritted her teeth and stood up. Her eyes were the same level at me as she stared at me. Like a soft whisper through the quiet night, softness flashed in her eyes quickly. I almost wasn’t sure if it was for real, but the way my heart was pounding, shut down all the noises in my head.

 She averted her eyes and I realized she was about to leave. My chest ached once again. My hands reached for her even before I realized what I was doing, holding her wrist gently. "Don’t go,” I whispered. I noticed how her jaw and shoulders tensed.

 I felt the cracks in me; they were bruised and wounded, by this same person I was asking to stay. I was still hurting, but so does she. And Poppy… she almost never cries.

 Just one last time. One last time that I was going to care for her. One last time I would listen to my heart.

 She turned around and when I met her eyes - her brown teary eyes - my mind finally made up. I would be here for her, one last time.

 Like walls crumbling down, I watched as she crossed the distance between us and hugged me. Her perfume wafted my senses and her warmth filled up the cracks in me. I didn’t realize that there were tears streaming down on my face already. I missed her.

 I sniffed quietly. Sadly, I still need to be on my guard no matter how much I was yearning for this. 

 Heavy rain started to pour as she started to cry. Her sobbed were muffled by the rain. Yet I still heard her loud and clear. A sudden urge to shelter her from her own storm on her mind arose to me. I tightened my hug and caressed her head.

 The rain hadn’t stopped yet, but her tears started to calm down. She withdrew from me and wiped her tears. Before I can even think what I was doing I reached out and wiped her tears with the sleeves of my jacket.

 She suddenly grimaced, “Eww. Where have you been? Why does your jacket smells like that?”

 I rolled my eyes, “And yet you weren’t complaining moments ago. As if you forget you were hugging me a while ago.”

 I thought she would retort back just like always, but instead she just pouted. My heart pounded wildly at the cute gesture.

 I sighed trying to mask how she left me flustered. I sat on the bench and patted the space beside me, “Wanna talk about it?”

 She sighed and relented, sitting beside me, leaving minimal space between us. I gulped at her close proximity. A cold breeze past again, she shivered and started rubbing her arms. I took off my jacket and draped it on her.

 She halted and looked at me with wide eyes, before a soft smile painted her lips, “Thanks Bea.” She mumbled softly.

 I tried so hard not to get affected, by that simple gesture, but my heart was already melting. I cleared my throat, changing the topic, “So… what happened to you?”

 She avoided eye contact, “Today, my parents finally introduced me as the heiress of my father’s business.” She looked at up at the cloudy dark sky. The rain was relentless and so does the cold breeze passing by once in a while. 

 "That’s a good news right?“

 "It was,” I saw a faint smile from her before it dropped, “Until my father started to be his usual self.” She chuckled dryly. “I thought I can ignore his words just like I always do, but today was an important day for me. And I failed to impress him, again." 

 There was a pause I waited for her to continue. She inhaled deeply and sighed loudly, "You didn’t improve Poppy. You’re still a disappointment. That’s what he said to me.”

 When she looked at me again another batch of tears were streaming down her face. She had a broken smile, “That was bullshit. His business clients and partners were happy to meet me. I should have known he won’t be impressed no matter what I did.”

 I gulped thickly. I choked with my own emotions raging inside of me. I had never seen her, this broken.

 I smiled softly at her and lay my hand on hers, “I don’t believe a single word he said. You always do your best. He’s blind if he can’t see that.”

 "He probably is,“ She smiled softly albeit a little. "I should be really used by now with how he treats me, but I still get disappointed every damn time." 

 "You know what?” I squeezed her hand in mine, “Screw your dad! Let’s do something fun instead.” I grinned.

 She raised an eyebrow. An excited gleam in her eyes and a grin on her lips, “What’s on your mind?" 

 I looked around us. I think it was twelve midnight already or way passed that, and the rain was still pouring. The train station and its surroundings were pretty much deserted.

 I stood up pulling Poppy with me. I grinned, "Care to dance with me?”

 She huffed out a laugh, “You’ve gone nuts!" 

 "Probably, but look around us. It’s raining and there’s no one else around. It’s the perfect opportunity to enjoy the rain Poppy!” I exclaimed as the warmth and happiness that I had been missing for the past week came crushing on my insides.

 She laughed - a genuine and soft one. “I am probably going nuts too.” She shook her head. Her eyes gleamed and a wide smile was on her lips, “Let’s dance Bea!”

 She pulled me out of the shelter of the waiting area of the train station. My jacket falling from her shoulders as we run on the middle of the deserted street. The rain was pouring and it felt cold on my skin, but with Poppy in front of me, laughing and smiling - guiding me into a music free dance, I feel warm.

 She gasped as the rain hit her skin, “It’s so cold!” She exclaimed, but the smile on her lips never faltered.

 She pulled me close wrapping her arms around my neck as our foreheads touched. I wrapped my arms around her waist as we swayed. I guess we didn’t need music at all when the rain felt like it was serenading us. 

 She giggled as our nose touched. Our wide grins turned into soft smiles. Her breath tickled my lips as she sighed.

 "Bea…“ She murmured. 

 It was like an enchantment, all I can hear was my heart screaming for her name. I closed the distance between us and kissed her. My breath hitched.  As if she was the oasis on my dessert. It gave me life. It filled up the cracks inside of me. Her lips moved - claiming me softly. Her hands caressed my nape raising goose bumps in their wake. 

 I gasped for air as I withdrew first, "Poppy…” I murmured.

 She pecked my lips, “Thank you Bea,” And smiled brightly as her eyes gleamed.

 I grinned, “Glad to see that smile returns.”

 "This was nice, but I think we both need to leave before we catch a cold.“ 

 We hailed a cab going back to Belvoire. My jacket was on Poppy’s lap. We threw secretive glances towards each other once in a while. The smile on my lips never faltered and a comfortable silence wrapped us along with the murmurs of the radio inside the cab. It felt normal and I felt happy once again.

 As we get out from the cab, the first thing I saw was the Zeta house and just like that reality crashed my bubble of happiness. The smile on my lips dropped. The weight on my chest intensified. As the cab leave, I turned to Poppy she was looking at me with a soft smile.

 I pressed my lips into a thin line. She noticed my expression and the smile on her face dropped, "Oh…” She sighed before laughing dryly, “Of course.” She bit her lip like she was stopping herself for spitting out more words. “I better go inside.” Her voice was nonchalant as if her mask was back again. 

 "Yeah,“ I said curtly.

 She clenched her jaw, "Fine.” She turned around abruptly and speed walk inside the Zeta House.

 Everything in me tensed - my hands, my jaws and my chest. I wanted to say more, but I bit my tongue. Tonight was the last time. I kept chanting those words on my mind as I watched her walking away from me.

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Reputation: Chapter 7

a/n: This took long because I had a writer’s block a few days ago, but my productive self push through it, plus I was really excited to write this chapter.

Rating: M (for smut)

It’s been a while since I had written a smut and I tried a different style for this smut. I’d appreciate your feedbacks!

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The morning after I received that text from Poppy I was sitting at the kitchen counter stool with Zoey cooking some pancakes. Getting Poppy’s text just made me more confused. I refused to think how it gave me a small hope. That maybe she would see me as someone more than her enemy.

“So how’s working with Poppy?” She asked as she casually flipped the pancakes in the pan.

“Oh,” I jerked to reality when Zoey’s voice interrupting my thoughts. She turned around and narrowed her eyes towards me - scrutinizing my reaction. I gulped and smiled awkwardly at her. 

“Bea, are you alright?” She asked.

I nodded, still smiling. 

She looked at me hard before smiling, “Okay. Now spill what happened yesterday.”

Zoey turned her back from me again focusing on the pancakes, I let the smile on my lips, “It was alright,” More than alright to be honest. I paused, “She was really different at the animal shelter. She was gentle, compassionate, sweet–” I chuckled as the images of yesterday flashed in my mind.

Zoey turned and looked at me her eyes narrowed once again, “Girl she was around dogs. Anyone would get soft and mushy in the face of puppy-dog eyes.”

I gulped. She turned around again to focus on the pancakes. I stifled a sigh, “I know that. I’m just saying that what if there is really something more about Poppy? Have you ever imagined if we’ll have her on our side and finally we can wave the white flag and rule the school as equals?”

Turning the stove off, she turned around. She sighed, “You’re so optimistic about this. I still am not convinced with all of this. I just want you to be careful,” Her bright smile turned softer, “Specially with how Poppy likes backstabbing people. I don’t want to see you get hurt just because you got too close with Poppy’s claws.”

“Aww Zo.” I cooed. My heart melted with the softness in her eyes. Guilt started to creep in me as I continue to stare at Zoey. 

She chuckled before her eyes flashed with certain seriousness, “I trust you Bea, but I’ve been here since the start of Poppy’s reigns. Trust me when I say never let your guard down when you’re with her.”

I gulped thickly the words she said hit me deeper than I thought. I plastered a smile to mask the nervousness creeping on me. Does Zoey know my growing attraction for Poppy? I stood up and walked towards her. I enveloped her with a hug, “Thank you for looking out for me Zo. You’re really the best.” I’m sorry I can’t tell you yet how I really feel about Poppy. I’m not even sure what I’m putting myself into.

She rubbed my back soothingly, “Of course Bea. You’re my best friend.”

I sighed as her hug brought comfort while my mind drowned in the sea of thoughts full of Poppy’s name.

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Later at lunch time, Poppy asked me to meet her at a high end restaurant where we’ll meet up with Chloe. I made sure to arrive at least a few minutes early. I had decided to talk to her. I don’t know how cooperative she will be, but at this point where I felt like I’m gonna lose my mind thinking what she really feels about me; I’d rather do something, anything with how messy my emotions had become. 

I arrived at the high end restaurant. A waitress guided me to a private room. As the door opened I saw Poppy already sitting in one of the four chairs in the huge table at the centre of the room. She looked up from her phone and as our eyes met a hundred of butterflies fluttered in my stomach as her brown eyes bore on me. I gulped thickly feeling the wind knocked out of me. I knew Poppy was beautiful. Heck, her beauty caught me the first time we met, but something in her felt different today. Was it the way her brown eyes widened a little when she saw me? Or was it how the corners of her lips tugged into a soft smile? Soft smile. My heart was threatening to explode in my chest.

“You’re early.” She spoke. When did her voice sound this gentle? With my heart pounding and mind raising a hundred questions per second I almost forgot to speak. 

I cleared my throat, “I was hoping I could talk to you before Chloe arrives.”

“Then take a sit first." 

I took a bee line towards the chair in front of her, but before I can even touch the chair she spoke again, "Sit here beside me Farmsville.”

I stuttered in shock, “I… Are you.. Wh–”

She rolled her eyes, “Just sit here, now.” Her was voice stern as she narrowed her eyes at me.

I gulped my words back to save me from more embarrassment. Once I sat beside her, I turned slightly towards her. 

“So?” She asked already waiting for me to speak.

I cleared my throat, “Honestly, Poppy I’m confused. What are you up to? Why did you invite me today? Why me? You could have just invited Veronica today,” Words continuously spilled out from me; half of my worries and fears masked in those words.

“Okay slow down Hughes.” She said calmly, “You have too many questions.”

“How can I not?” I tried not let my frustrations won over me. “Like this is weird and surprising and–”

I suddenly forgot how to speak when her hand gently lay on mine. The warmth of her hand grounding me back to the present. My eyes grew wide as I looked from her hand on mine to her face. 

She had a soft smile again, “I swear will you calm down Hughes? Breath."  I badly want to tell her, how am I supposed to calm down when her hand was on mine, but she paused and raised an eyebrow waiting for me to obey her and so I did.

"Good.” She spoke again. “You’re the one who told me before to stop over analysing things and just use my eyes.” She chuckled. 

My eyes grew wide again. It wasn’t a mocking or humorless laugh. She sounded really genuine and amused. “Who are you? What have you done to Poppy?” I pointed an accusing finger with my free hand.

She shook her head still smiling, “Please I’m too perfect to have a clone.”

“And sheeee’s back.” I giggled making her chuckle. 

“Like I said, I need someone to prevent me from killing Chloe right on the spot." 

I smirked at her, "As if you can do that.”

Rolling her eyes she continued, “Plus I’m completely still using the privileges of us still in truce.”

I raised my eyebrow at her, “What if I just want for us to have this truce permanently?”

Before she can even reply the door flew open. Chloe walked in and instantly raised an eyebrow at me, “What is she doing here?” There was sharpness in her voice.

Poppy slowly retracted her hand on mine which I wasn’t even aware that was still there. She cleared her throat and looked at Chloe passively, “I invited her, just in case I lose my patience and do something,” She paused smirking her voice turning husky, “really bad.”

I saw Chloe visibly gulped.

Poppy smiled coldly, “Go on take a sit.”

Later on, as the foods were served and the three of us started to eat quietly. The awkward silence made me lost my appetite in the middle of the meal. I sighed at last, my patience wearing thin. They haven’t even tried to speak since Chloe sat.

Putting my utensils down, I threw a look on both of them. I groaned, “Okay that’s it.” They both pause and looked at me. “You two talk.” I crossed my arms and gestured with my chin on them.

Poppy wiped her lips carefully with the table napkin before she spoke,“ You heard her Chlo.”

Chloe scoffed, “What? Is she my replacement?”

This time I scoffed, “Excuse me? No offense Pops and Chloe, but hell no I would be your replacement.”

Poppy coughed masking the laugh she almost released. When I met Poppy’s eyes I stifled the smile I almost showed. I turned again my attention towards Chloe, “Anyway, let’s focus on the important matter here. I believe you want to talk to Poppy?”

Chloe sighed, “Fine. I’ll let this one slide newbie.” She finally looked at Poppy. She gulped, “I know how much being on top means to you. I need you to believe I didn’t do anything. I’m also surprised to see the ranking system like that.”

Poppy’s eyebrow raised, “That’s it? And you expect me to believe you because you said so?”

Chloe bit her lips, “No matter how much I try to tell you my side that is the truth. I don’t know what happened.” Chloe’s eyes were glassy with unshed tears by now, “Poppy our friendship means so much to me. Do you really think I’ll just ruin it stupidly like that?”

I saw Poppy’s jaw clenched, “And what do you think I felt when I saw the ranking system?’

"I’m sorry that happened, but I swear I really didn’t know how it happened.” Chloe pleaded.

I dared to reach out and lay my hand on top of Poppy’s. Not daring to meet Poppy’s eyes and to see her reaction, I spoke to both of them, “You know what I believe you two?”

Both of them looked at me, “I believe no matter how much both of you can be mean and rude on the outside, I think both of you treasured your friendship.” I smiled at them, “Poppy can’t you give Chloe another chance?”

Poppy scowled at me, withdrawing her hand from mine she lightly slapped my hand, “I didn’t brought you here for this.”

I chuckled before smirking at Poppy, “I thought I was brought here so you can keep your anger to minimum?”

Poppy groaned, “How can I trust someone who betrayed me already?” She gestured on Chloe.

“Let her work for it?” I suggested randomly.

Chloe suddenly interrupted, “Poppy.”

Poppy turned to her, eyes calculating, “What?”

“I know you. You probably have some plan to get back on me or to make me lose my reputation, so you can get back your crown.”

Poppy’s lips pressed into a thin line, “Indeed, I have a plan.”

“Then go on and do your plan, or if you want me to do anything to lose some of my reputation I’ll willingly do something just to give you back the number one spot.”

Poppy raised her eyebrow, “Why will you do that?”

Chloe sigh exasperated, eyes on the verged of tears, “Because in the first place I don’t want this spot specially if it meant I’m losing my best friend.”

I watched the quick flicker of softness in Poppy’s eyes. She looked at me like searching for something - maybe searching for an answer. I can see the conflict brewing in her mind. I smiled reassuringly at her.

Poppy sighed then looked at Chloe, “Fine.”

I feel how Chloe and I waited with bated breath for Poppy’s next words. Poppy continued, “So here’s my plan, Farmsville I need you in this too,”

“W-What?” I exclaimed surprised.

“Why do you need her for the plan?” Chloe asked in shock.

“Shut it you two. Let me explain the plan first.” It took another few minutes for Poppy to explain her plan. After that Chloe decided to leave first not before giving me one final curious look. Once we were alone, Poppy looked at me.

“Thanks for coming today,” Poppy smiled softly at me.

Her smile, the softness in her eyes and her words tugged on my heartstrings. I can’t help the grin the painted my lips, “Well I’m just glad that you considered talking to her and giving her a chance." 

Poppy shrugged her shoulders before she stood up, "She’s my best friend obviously.”

I kept my grin at her, which made her glare at me. I just chuckled at her.

“Stop smiling like that.” She said voice tight.

“What’s the problem with me smiling like this?” I smiled some more showing my lopsided grin.

She rolled her eyes, but I managed to notice the faint blush on her cheeks, “You’re teasing me aren’t you?”

“I’m still not used seeing this side of you, but I like it.” I winked at her.

Poppy groaned making me laugh. “Don’t get used to this Hughes,” She said when my laugh died down.

I just raised my eyebrow at her, “Sure Pops." Somehow I found her words hard to believe. 

Poppy shrugged, "At least I warned you. Anyway, leave after a few minutes I left. I don’t want people to have any idea of us having lunch together.”

“Alright.”

She already opened the door when she paused in her step and looked back at me. She smirked once our eyes met, “See you tonight Bea.”

Oh hells! She’ll be the death of me.

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I was waiting for Zoey in my room. I rummaged through my closet desperate to find something to wear for tonight. I tried not to let my nervousness win over me while chanting nothing is gonna happen later -  but no matter how I tried a huge part of me hoped to get more closer to Poppy tonight. That part, was blinded by the real Poppy that I saw for the past few days. If only there was a switch off button for feelings, but I don’t have and I’m drowning fast with the emotions Poppy kept on igniting in me.

“Hey Bea,” Zoey slipped into my room. “I got your text.” She wriggled her phone.

“Thank God you’re finally here. I need your help.” I exasperatedly groaned.

“What’s up?" 

"Well Poppy kinda extended our truce and she kind of need me tonight in a club?” I explained.

“Okay woah! What?” Shocked was written on her face.

“And Zo I don’t wanna be late and face her wrath. Can I explain more later? The summary is she need me for something she planned for Chloe.” I plead with my puppy-dog eyes.

Zoey sighed, “Fine. I need the whole dits later.” She walked towards my closet rummaging fast through my options, “So club huh? Think you can look for some of Poppy’s dirt while you can keep her close?”

“I’ll try.” I said half-heartedly, “I mean what can I find out in a club?”

She paused looking back at me, “You’ll never know B. You might be surprised by an opportunity handed in your face, so keep your eyes and ears open.”

I smiled teasingly, “Yes ma'am.”

Zoey chuckled. After a few more rummaging and her getting something in her room I’m finally adorned with a blue sexy dress.

“Wow.” Zoey exclaimed.

I can’t help the smirk painting on my lips as I can already imagined Poppy’s reaction.  

I can already feel a plan brewing on that pretty mind of yours.” Zoey stood behind me our eyes meeting from the mirror.

My smirked widened, “Poppy won’t know what hit her.”

Zoey chuckled, “I like a confident woman Bea.”

“Thank you for making me feel more confident Zo.” I smiled softly at her.

“You know I always got your back." 

I turned around to hug her, once we withdrew she looked at me straight in the eyes, "I already talked to you about being careful this morning, so I’ll make it short. Take care of yourself tonight. Call me if anything happens.”

“I will. Thanks Zo." 

Once I got to the club my eyes savored the view from outside. The way it made me felt like I’m walking down on Hollywood was amazing. Until someone interrupted me which was the bouncer Poppy sent to usher me inside to the VIP section to meet her. I immediately spot Poppy once I was inside. She waved me over.

"Glad to know you can follow directions Farmsville,” She said once I was in front of her.

“Nice to see you too Poppy.” I let my gaze wandered on her, letting her know how she piqued my interests, “You’re looking fine tonight.”

She scoffed, “Is that your attempt in flattery Farmsville?”

“I’d like to think I was just stating facts.”

Her perfect pout twisted into a haughty smile,“ I guess you’re more observant than I think.” Her eye raked through my body, scrutinizing every part of me she can see. I can feel the growing lump in my throat and the acceleration in my heartbeat as her eyes moved through the length of my body.

When her eyes met mine again, a smirk played on her lips, “I have to say I am shock. You dressed up pretty well tonight. You managed to prove me a little that you might not be a total lost cause.”

I huffed out a laugh, “I believe I just got an equivalent of compliment from Poppy Min-Sinclair.”

She stared at me dead in the eyes,“ Don’t get used to it Farmsville. My charity work has an expiration.”

I rolled my eyes. Does she need to remind me that my feelings can be one sided? “Whatever Pops.”

“Anyway, here’s your earpiece,” She handed it to me, “And here’s for Bradley.” Just like an obedient puppy Bradley came to us.

After Bradley got the earpiece he smiled at me, “You ready for this Bea?”

I almost forgot that he existed in this plan. I guess I was too caught up with my emotions. Whenever Poppy talked to me, she made me feel like we’re invisible to the world - like it was only the two of us existing and no one were around to judge or talk about us. 

I plastered a smile as I looked at him, ignoring the emotions brewing inside of me as reality slapped me that she was still Poppy’s boyfriend, “Yeah. Let’s do this.”

Poppy suddenly linked her arm with mine, dragging me towards the dance floor. She leaned closer and whispered in my ear, “If you’ll do good tonight. I might let you see another secret of mine.” She smirked at me when I looked at her eyes wide and interest piqued.

“Anyway, Chloe will be coming any minute. I’ll meet you later when the show is about to begin.” She held my gaze for a second. I can’t quite decipher the emotion that flashed in her eyes before she spoke again, “Don’t disappoint me Farmsville.” With that she left.

As Poppy and I separated ways, I struggled to cut through the sea of sweaty, overdressed rich kids. I halted in my steps when someone mentioned my name from behind, “I see you’re already here Bea.”

I turned around and came face to face with Chloe. Her face was stoic, an eyebrow raised as her eyes wandered on my dress, “At least you’ve definitely learn some wardrobe upgrade.”

“Oh good you’re finally here,” I sighed. “You ready for later?" 

"If you meant proving to Poppy my sincerity, then yes.”

“I’m sensing a but here.”

She sighed, “I guess I just… feel a little uncomfortable with the idea of being humiliated.”

I gave her a small smile, “Hey that’s completely normal,” Sighing I continued, “I just wished you don’t have to go through what will happen later.”

She looked me in the eyes, curiosity flashing bright, “I am still confused as hell why Poppy is starting to talk with you like a normal person.”

That made me laugh, “You see, I am confused as you are.”

“But I am sure you’re gaining something from this. I don’t think you’ll help her if you’re not getting something from this.” She stated accusingly.

“Are you being friends with her because you’re getting something from her?” I bit back with another question.

She scoffed then glared at me, “Excuse me. That’s offensive as hell.”

“I know you have a reason for accusing me, but believe me I felt offended with what you said too.”

Her eyebrow raised, “So you’re helping her?”

“Cause I want to. I don’t need anything from her in return. I just…” I sighed, fingers weaving through my hair. I looked at her dead in the eyes, “I just want to get to know her more Chloe.”

Chloe gasped, “Shit are you saying?” My words finally clicking in her mind.

I laughed dryly, “I do like her.”

Chloe gaped at me, like a fish out of the water her mouth kept opening and closing. If what we’re talking about wasn’t serious I’d probably be laughing, but my heart was about to burst out of my chest. Before our conversation can even continue the music stopped abruptly. There was a feedback in the front. I whipped my head and spot Bradley holding a mic and already standing on stage.

“Can I have everyone’s attention I have something important to say,” Bradley started.

I looked back at Chloe a small smile on my lips encouraging her, “It’s time Chloe.”

She exhaled loudly, “Right, I guess I’ll keep you on my watch list from now on. Let’s see how real you meant those words Farmsville.” After that she walked up on stage as Bradley asked her to come up.

I just smiled at Chloe. There was nothing to prove really. I was confident my actions were loud enough for them to see the truth.

Just then Poppy walked up to me, and faced me, “Let’s see what you’ve got Farmsville.”

As our eyes locked my turn to feed Bradley with words came. I was once again drowning in the depths of Poppy’s brown eyes. A million of emotions to discover from those eyes, but I got a feeling that she was expecting something from me at that moment. I gulped the growing lump in my throat. Trusting my heart with the words I was about to say - hoping it would reach her.

“She’s got an amazing way with words,” My hands acted like they had a mind of their own, searching for Poppy’s and intertwining our hands once I found them. The softness and warmth of her hands left a fluttering of feeling in every fiber of my body. “I can’t help not to look forward every time we get to talk to each other. Her words, her voice it’s like a drug that I’m starting to get addicted to.”

Her brown eyes bore deep in mine searching, “She’s also compassionate. She has this glow that shines whenever she goes, "I squeezed her hands gently before whispering making sure it was only her who would hear me, "And I think I’m attracted to that like a moth towards a flame.” Her eyes widened for a second before I continued more loudly this time for Bradley to hear, “The people in her life got to be so lucky. Imagine having her support and her presence in my life.” I sighed, eyes boring deep into hers.

Bradley continued until the big reveal which Chloe will tell she knew Bradley was only talking about Poppy. Everything started buzzing around us as the chaotic and messy scene unfolded. People eating up what was happening on stage. While all of their eyes were on Bradley and Chloe, I felt how Poppy and I got lost in this moment. My heart was still buzzing with the words I poured out. Did my heart reach hers? Her brown eyes gleamed more softly now. I felt her squeezing my hands and a soft smile on her lips. Here she goes again, making me feel like we’re invisible and the world didn’t mattered at the moment.

The buzzing of our phones interrupted us and bringing us back to reality. She withdrew her hands on mine to check on her phone. She was back on the number one spot while I ranked up to number nine.

She looked up at me from her phone a grin spreading on her lips, “You did great Farmsville,” She paused and I wait with bated breath as she continued, “Maybe even I felt the words you said.”

I smirked at her playfully, happiness surging to my heart. It reached her. “What do you have in mind?”

“First, dance with me?” I gulped noticing the flirty tone in her voice and the way her smirk played on her lips.

She didn’t even wait for my response before grabbing my hand and leading me to the dance floor. She wrapped her arms around my neck beaming. I smirked as I encircled my arms around her waist. We moved to the beat. This close her warmth consumed me, and her perfume intoxicated my senses. She leaned closer, whispering her breath tickling closely on my jaw, “Don’t repeat this to anyone Farmsville, but… I needed you tonight." 

When she leaned back I smirked at her, "Sounds to me like you want me too. Be honest. Was this whole plan an elaborate ruse to get me on the dance floor?”

Poppy spin around and pressed against me, grinding her hips slowly and laughing. My mouth dried at her sudden movement. I felt my hands trembling as I lay it on her hips. 

She whispered throatily, “Maybe I just wanted to see you dressed like that tonight Bea.”

I gulped the lump in my throat as I whispered back, my breath tickling her ear, “You could’ve just told me from the start Poppy.”

Poppy shivered. She turned around to face me again a smirked ghosting on her lips and a blush creeping on her cheeks, “What do you say we get out of here and turn up the fun somewhere else? I’m in the mood for some girls’ night out.”

I tried to keep my cool as I barely let out my words due to my excitement, “Poppy let’s get out of here.”

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We arrived at her huge and luxurious bedroom in no time. I sat in her bed as she got some things from her bathroom. My leg started to jiggle restlessly. I think it was only starting to sunk into me that I was in Poppy’s room. I tried to calm my beating heart. Thankfully she walked out of the bathroom, carrying face masks, serums, and other beauty products.

“So what’s our agenda for spa night? We can’t possibly do all of that.” I asked eyeing the beauty products.

“Of course not. I just got a shipment of beauty products from my cousin in Korea, and I’m dying to try them.” She smiled before straddling me. My eyes grew wide as saucers, and my heart about to burst out from my chest. I can feel my blood rushing to my face, probably making me look like red as tomato.

Poppy had the audacity to smirk, as if she knew what she was doing to my mind and body. 

“Sit still while I wiped your make up off,” Poppy run a cool, fresh-smelling makeup wipe over my face, surprisingly gentle. It started to calm my nerves too.

Sighing I teased, “You might make a good aesthetician.” I giggled.

“Oh shut up,” but there was still a smile on her face. “I’m starting with a hyaluronic acid serum. Let me know if it burns.”

Completely forgetting why I was giggling in the first place I panic that whatever she was about to put in my face might burn, “W-wait–”

She ignored my protest and dabbed a little dollop of cold goo on my cheeks. I wince closing my eyes tight, but nothing happened. 

I sighed in relief after, “Oh. This actually feels good. A little cold maybe, but kinda… soothing.”

“Then it’s a keeper. It should help with those dark circles under your eyes, you’re welcome. Honestly, I’ve been looking for someone to test these products for a week now, but I haven’t found someone suitable.”

“Sounds like you need real friends.” I said looking up and meeting her eyes.

“Don’t get sentimental with me now Farmsville. I have a ton of followers and that’s the closest to friends I have in my books.”

“Didn’t you hear what I said? Real friends, not just some acquaintances nor followers.”

“Are you going to deep talk to me again just like that time in the pool?” She asked probably pertaining when I persuaded her about talking to Chloe.

I huffed out a laugh, “Maybe. I, for one thinks that Chloe and Veronica are one of your realest friends though. Am I right or am I right?”

Poppy rolled her eyes, “What are you trying to get from me here?”

“Relationships always works when both parties makes an effort. I’m just making sure you’re not taking things for granted Poppy.” I paused checking her reaction. She only raised an eyebrow waiting for me to continue, “Look I’ll be honest. I wasn’t a fan of humiliating Chloe a while ago even though she agreed to it. Have you ever tried to asked if she was one hundred percent comfortable with your plan?”

To my surprise she didn’t talk back instead she answered me softly, “No…”

“Why don’t you try to communicate with them more Pops? I am sure they are also a keeper.” I smiled softly at her.

Poppy sighed, “I hate how you can see through me sometimes.” Our beauty product testing was forgotten, as she shifted on my lap looking like a lost puppy as she locked gazed with me.

I chuckled with my heart drumming so wild in my rib cage. I reached out tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, “What’s on your mind?”

“You,” She answered immediately catching me off guard and knocking out the wind out of me.

“W-what?” I stuttered.

She gulped, “I’m just… not used to this Bea.”

I raised my eyebrow just waiting for her to continue.

“Since I was a kid I was so used to be Poppy Min-Sinclair. Name it whether it was with my friends, teachers, followers specially with my parents there was no room for only Poppy, so when you told me at that Alpha’s party that you’ll be friends with me, with just me being myself, being Poppy I–” She paused eyes boring deeper through mine. I saw it and my heart felt it. Her mask cracking piece by piece as I sat here stunned in silence as she let me see the real her. 

From that moment I let my heart spoke more - cupping her face, I smiled at her softly, “And I still stand by that.”

“How can you even just want me without… without my stupid surname that defined my whole life?”

My heart was screaming so loud for her name. My heart ached with her as I dove deep in the see of her brown eyes, “Poppy I care for you,” I caressed her cheeks, “And you don’t know how much I cherish you. Your bravery to tell me this,” I closed the distance between us nuzzling my nose on her cheeks, “Your genuine honesty right now. What more can I ask for? That is enough for me.” I withdrew and look her dead in the eyes, “God, do you know how breath taking you are? I just need you to be you because that alone makes me feel like I’m the luckiest person right now.”

“Bea…” She bit her lips.

“Yeah?” I whispered softly.

“Can I kiss you?" 

Poppy always tend to do whatever she wanted. I was so used of her just doing anything she pleased, not minding if she might hurt people or make them uncomfortable - but as she asked for my permission and was actually waiting for my response I felt my heart melt into a puddle.

"Poppy…” I whispered her name, my heart was on my throat and the butterflies in my tummy went wild as I leaned forward. She met me half way. The softness and warmth of her lips engulfed me. Her lips moved. As she opened her mouth I felt her tongue teasing my bottom lip. I welcomed hers, letting her explore mine. Her arms encircled around my shoulders pulling me closer. I sighed on her lips feeling her body so close to mine. Her scent, her taste and her warmth all of it sending my heart into an overdrive. I pulled back first, as my lungs screamed for air. Her eyes fluttered open, brown gentle eyes bore into mine. 

Her hands cupped my face, caressing my cheeks. Her eyes wandered on my face like engraving it into her memory, like seeing me - really seeing me for the first time, “You’re gorgeous Bea.” She whispered hoarsely.

I pulled her closer by her waist, “And you’re not so bad yourself.” She smirked at me when her eyes met mine.

I caressed her waist as I meet her lips once again. Our kissed became more passionate as each seconds passed. She ignited a fire in me. I groaned when she peppered kisses on my neck towards my ear, “Bea…” She moaned, and like a switch something turned in me.

“Poppy you’re killing me,” I groaned.

She chuckled breathlessly on my ear. When she pulled back her brown eyes darkened, “Bea I need you.”

My breath hitched, “Are you sure?”

Her eyes softened, a warm smile painted on her lips, “Yes, but only if you want me too.”

“God, of course. I want you Poppy.” I growled my last sentence. 

I can feel her nails grazing my nape, “Bea, please…” She started grinding her hips on mine. Our lips met again. I felt her hunger as her lips left me bruised.

She teasingly bit my lower lip before letting my lips go, “Take me out of these clothes.” She whimpered, breath tickling my lips. I obeyed immediately easing her out off her clothes. 

I gaped at her my eyes raking over her, “Damn… you’re stunning.”

She stood up smirking at me before her eyes landed over me, “As much as I love seeing you in that,” She held my hand pulling me up, “I need you to take that off.”

I smirked, “Bossing me around even in bed huh?” I lifted my dress out of my body.

She grinned at me as she stepped closer. Her hand plucked playfully on my body chain, “I can’t believe you’re hiding this body.”

I chuckled, “We have all night Poppy.” I whispered on her lips.

“Where do you want me Bea?” She looked up.

I wrapped my arms around her waist, “Let me kiss you first.” I murmured before capturing her lips. I let her enjoy my kisses before I teasingly pulled away. She huffed and pouted. I chuckled, eyes gleaming as I pushed her on the bed. I crawled on top of her. She encircled her arms around my shoulder pulling me closer as our lips met again. 

I felt Poppy’s hands everywhere on my body - caressing, grazing and squeezing every part of me she can reach. Her warmth was a constant reminder that this was real and her scent intoxicating my mind made me feel like it was just a fever dream, all at the same time. I trusted my body to move above her as I aligned our bodies. She gasped when my lower region touched hers.

“Bea…” She breathlessly whispered eyes dilated.

I peppered kisses on her leg that was lying on my shoulder. Her breath quickened. I felt her hand again. Searching and crawling from my stomach to my chest to my face - caressing and kneading. 

Our bodies danced in sync to our own music in this bed. She met my every moved which made me groan, “Poppy…" 

Our eyes locked - the intensity sending me waves of euphoria. Her breath hitched again, mouth open wide. Her voice lost into the waves of emotions I carved into her body.

"Bea. Bea. BEA.” She chanted my name like a prayer as her body reached her peak.

I groaned as I feel her coming and sending me to my own peak. I bit her shoulders to muffle my scream. She groaned, yet I felt her fingers weaving through my brunette hair as I rode my orgasm.

I slumped on top of her, my face nuzzling on her neck. She continued to caress my back soothingly as we both regained our breaths.

After I while I heard her hoarse voice, “You were amazing Bea.”

My chuckle came out muffled on her shoulder, “Another compliment from Poppy Min-Sinclair?”

I can hear the smile in her voice when she said, “No, just a compliment from me, Poppy.”

I smiled planting a kiss on her neck, “Well I like both as long as it’s from you.”

I felt her arms wrapped around me hugging me. Silence engulfed us again. I sighed as I withdrew from the hug.

“As much as I love staying here I think it’s time for me to go home. It’s getting late.”

She watched me as I stood up and get dressed. I was fixing my hair in front of her vanity mirror when she walked behind me, wearing a robe already and hugged me from behind. She nuzzled her face on my back. After I was finished making sure I don’t look as messy as I was a few minutes ago I turned around to face Poppy.

She had a soft smile on her lips. Tip-toeing she leaned up and I met her half way into a kiss.

“Good Night Poppy.” I whispered on her lips as I pulled back.

“Good Night to you too,” She paused smirking, “Bea.”

When I got home to my dorm, the lights were already out. Zoey was probably asleep already. It felt like I was riding on a cloud nine as I walked home tonight. Going to that club tonight I was trying not to expect too much, so going home knowing Poppy trusted me enough tonight. My heart felt so full, my soul soaring and my mind filled with thoughts of Poppy’s kisses and… screams. I felt a smirk ghosting on my lips as I let myself reminisce what unfolded tonight.

As I got into my room I received a notification from the The T. My heart dropped to my stomach as I watched a hog calling video of mine back when I was in my parent’s farm. The color on my face drained. I felt like my soul left my body and my strength gone in just a blink of an eye. I weakly sat on the foot of my bed, tears were already threatening to spill as I read the comments under the post. 

It was mentioned in the post that it was sent by an anonymous, but my mind rushed into a one single name - Poppy? Like a glass - my trust and my heart came crushing from the cloud nine as I felt the weight of my conclusion. 

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a/n: this was somehow long whew. I just kept on writing haha Please enjoy today’s update!

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I was in my mass communication class - a class I had together with Poppy. I kept on re-reading the text Poppy sent me this morning.

 Enemy

Don’t think you’re off the hook. I’ll still ruin you.

 I don’t know if I want to laugh or get annoyed. I glanced towards Poppy. Amusingly she was focused on Professor Roberta.

“Bea!” I jerked when my name was mentioned. I looked at Professor Roberta. “Hello? I assume you heard the details of the assignment.”

I plastered a smile, “Of course Professor.”

She frowned before going back to the lecture. Yikes. I try not to let my mind wander again after that. Unfortunately my mind started to wander off. How did she even find my number? I hate how butterflies fluttered in my stomach because of that thought.

“Earth to Bea!" 

Ah Crap. I looked around and realized my classmates were starting to stand up and arrange themselves. 

I looked at Professor Roberta, "Oh. I’m sorry.”

“Find you community service project partner please."  She said.

I gathered my things and walked up on the aisle, gazing around the room. It seemed like everyone had a partner, except for that certain blonde who had been messing in my mind since morning. Our eyes met, and Poppy frowned at me. I stifled a laugh.

"Perfect.” I mumbled to myself. I smirked as I stride towards her seat. As I sat beside her she didn’t look at me and kept using her phone.

“Fancy meeting you again, enemy.

Poppy looked up glaring at me. I smiled sweetly at her, “Sooo… we need to plan out this project.”

She groaned, “This is seriously criminal. The last thing I need right now is you tanking my GPA.”

I gasped, “Hey I’m offended.” my hand clutched my chest, “I’m an excellent student Poppy. As excellent as my personality to be exact,” I smirked.

“Seriously Hughes?”

I stifled my laugh, but nonetheless a chuckle escape my lips. She glared at me, “God I can’t risk people thinking I’m being chummy with you.”

I smiled warmly at her, “Okay got it, less teasing slash flirting and more planning for the project.”

I bit my lips trying hard to suppress my laugh at her comical reaction. 

“I… I told you, your mind games won’t work on me.” She stuttered, eyes avoiding mine and a blush creeping on her cheeks. 

“Sure Pops.” I smiled cheekily.

She groaned, “Shut up.”

So I did, eyes glued at her -just appreciating her beauty this close. I noticed how the blush in her cheeks deepened as time passed. She started to get fidgety. 

Tucking her hair behind her ear she started to speak, “I’ve already figured out what we’ll do. We’re doing an animal shelter commercial for our project.”

“A commercial? Is that even–”

“It will be good for the shelter. Commercials are the definition of mass communication. Besides I can talk to daddy to lend us some crew and equipment.”

Resting my elbow on the table with my face on my palm, I smiled at her softly, “I knew you were brilliant before, but nothing beats seeing you in action.”

She crinkled her nose, “Why are you much more annoying today Farmsville?”

I chuckled, “You secretly like this.”

“Oh my God!” She exclaimed startling me. She stared at her phone open-mouthed. Her grip on it tightened.

“Hey are you o–”

“I have to go. We can talk about this later. I’ll text you.” She snatched her belongings, shoving it on her quilted leather tote and made a beeline for the door.

“Bye…. I guess?”

On her way out, Poppy walked passed Zoey, making sure to bump her on the  shoulder. Zoey rolled her eyes, then grinned when she spot me.

“Zoey Wade! I can’t believe it! I was hoping to see you around campus, and here you are practically fallen into my lap.” Professor Roberta suddenly spoke, a grin painting her lips.

“Oh…? I was just here to grab Bea for lunch.”

The conversation flowed. Surprisingly it looked like Professor Roberta had a soft spot for Zoey which led for us to invite her during lunch. I almost want to hug Zoey inviting Professor Roberta meant I might also make a new and good impression towards her. 

***

Later that afternoon Poppy had sent me a direction where we’re supposed to meet. It led me to the middle of a forest somewhere still inside of the campus. 

“Oh God. She won’t kill me… won’t she?” I can’t help not to overthink as I continued to follow the direction. I push through a few more and once I push past the tress and into the clearing a clubhouse stood. 

Once I slipped inside I spot Luis who welcomed me, “Yoooo Farmsville! Glad you can finally join us.”

My eyes scanned my surrounding - a stunning indoor pool built in the center caught my attention. “I wouldn’t even know about this place if Poppy hadn’t invited me for this project we’re currently partners with. What is this place anyway?”

Michael answered me, “This was built by the Alphas and the Zetas. A place we can study, hang out, party and hook up. Only a few people knows this place–”

“People I only invited are welcome here.” Poppy suddenly popped out of nowhere and interrupted Michael. She held my gaze then smirked, “This is my new boyfriend by the way. Isn’t he gorgeous? Bea meet my new boyfriend–”

“Bradley Denbrough? From the show Young Wulfe? My sister have a poster of you hanging around her room.” I stared at him in shock, but an unusual feeling surfaced in my chest as I looked at him and Poppy. 

“Nice to meet you.” He smiled at me.

Like something sunk at the pit of my stomach I watched as Poppy boasted about him. “Yes, Bradley’s TV Heartthrob days are almost over. He’s currently working on a film. Don’t you, honey?”

I swear I felt the corner of my lips twitched as I tried to keep myself smiling as I listened to them. “Yes. I’m actually really stoked to prove myself as a serious act–”

Before Bradley can even finish, Poppy interrupted him, a frown already on her face, “Hold on. What is she doing here?”

I turned and spot Chloe at the front door that seemed to be frozen on the spot when Poppy glared at her.

“Oh, boys! If you would please?” Poppy spoke.

Two of the Alpha boys walked on the front door blocking Chloe’s path.

Chloe frowned, “Hey! You just can’t– I have the right to be here!” Chloe exclaimed in frustration.

Chloe tried to walk passed the two boys, but after some tries she failed. She huffed in frustration, “Fine I’ll leave. I just want to talk to you Poppy." 

Poppy scoffed, "There is nothing to talk about." 

I saw the sad look in Chloe’s eyes before she turned her back and leave.

I looked at Poppy. Our eyes met and she raised an eyebrow. I began to talk, "What was that Poppy? I thought you two are supposed to be best friends?”

“Surprisingly you’re behind the news huh. Walk with me?” She said those in a neutral voice and face expression, but I saw her lips twitched a little - a sign of  a smile she was holding back.

She shooed the boys away as we walk slowly around the perimeter of the pool our shoulders almost touching. The only sound was her heels clicking. 

After a few a seconds she finally spoke, “Have you checked the student ranking today?”

Puzzled, I took out my phone to look for it. A gasp escaped my lips, “Oh my God! Chloe is…”

“Don’t say it.” She said curtly. She slipped off her heels and sat at the edge of the pool. I sat beside her.

“I don’t know what she did or who she slept with, but this won’t last long. It was utter betrayal. That girl is dead to me.” A frown was etched to her face, eyes looking at a distant.

I pouted looking at her, “Have you tried to talk to her?”

She turned at me so fast, her glare like daggers that shoot at me, “There is nothing to talk about with her.”

“Poppy,” I said her name softly.

Her gaze never left mine, “What?" 

"Is Chloe your best friend?" 

She clenched her jaws and started to avoid my eyes, trying to focus her gaze in front of her. I heard her sigh, "It doesn’t matter now. She betrayed me.”

“I’ll assume that was a yes then." 

She looked at me then glared, "You’re being annoying again.”

I chuckled, “Then try answering my question for real." 

"Fine.” She said curtly. A moment passed by of silence. I let her. My eyes started to drift with the remaining distance between us. A few inches apart, and her hand - one move from mine and I can hold her hand. I felt the urged to hold her hand. How would it feel to hold her hand? I gulped hard, burying the hundreds of emotions that surged on my chest. 

 “Indeed she is."  She finally spoke. I looked up watching her side profile once again. I started to wonder - how many people had the chance to be this close to her? How many of them even appreciated how beautiful she was. Suddenly with all my thoughts swarming in my mind I wasn’t fast enough to look away when she looked at me catching me off guard. A million of emotions flashed in her eyes as she locked gaze with mine. I noticed the smile blooming on her lips.

"Were you checking me out?” There was an undeniable amusement in her voice.

Ignoring the warmth creeping on my cheeks, I grinned at her, “Can’t help not to get caught with that beauty of yours.”

She huffed before chuckling. She really laugh…? Like a real genuine laugh? I felt a million butterflies fluttered in my stomach. It sounded soft almost angelic in my ears. 

She shook her head as her laugh died down, but the smile in her lips never faltered. “We’re definitely getting out of topic Hughes.”

I looked at her eyes hoping I can convey the genuine care blooming in my chest right now, “Will you consider talking to Chloe?”

She sighed softly, “Why do you keep on insisting that? In fact I already have a plan to wreck her reputation. And I’m about to offer you a truce for the mean time you know.”

“Do you want to know what I think of you Poppy?” I suddenly asked her.

“Okay that was completely out of nowhere, but alright. Tell me.” She said her eyes on mine.

“I think you’re someone who is more than who meets the eye." 

"That… is something new.” She paused digesting the words I said, “Never heard of anyone telling me that.” Her soft smile after she spoke tugged at my heartstrings.

I sighed, propping my hands behind me and looking up at the ceiling, “I can’t believe you’re offering me a truce. I don’t even treat you like an enemy.”

“Whatever. At least I am informing you." 

I shook my head laughing, "I’m still hoping you’ll talk to Chloe instead of doing something rush and wreck her reputation." 

She glared at me, "Are you like a follower of her or something? Why do you kept on insisting I talk to her?”

“Because Poppy I am only looking out for you. I think deep inside you were hurt by what happened. I also think Chloe treats you as her best friend, so before you regret anything try to talk to her first.”

Poppy groaned, “Why am I even talking to you.” With that Poppy finally stood up and slipped her heels back. “Let’s just meet this Saturday for the commercial. Noon time, in front of Animal Rescue on East 45th?”

I grumbled, “Fine.”

She smirked, “Bye Hughes.” She turned her back and started to sashay her way out. She was probably aware how my eyes were glued at her retrieving figure with the way she was swaying her hips. I internally groaned. What a tease.

***

It was Saturday noon finally. I walked inside the Animal rescue shelter and cooed once in a while as my eyes darted from fur animal to another. One particular Puppy caught my eye making me cooed, “Oh my god. Look at this cutie.”

My loud musings were interrupted when I heard Poppy’s voice. “…nice to see many additions. I guess that means a lot of these little guys are being adopted?”

The shelter stuff guy answered her, “Yes Ms. Min-Sinclair. We have a ten percent higher adoption rate since last year.”

Poppy laughed. That laugh I heard from her a few days ago. My heart lurched at the softness of it. I rounded a corner and saw her talking with a shelter employee. She was carrying a bichon frise puppy in her arms and stroking its stomach softly.

“I’m happy to hear that, Julian. Hopefully this commercial we’ll be doing will get some good press for you, and we’ll get that rate up to 20 percent rate this year?” Poppy said smiling. Julian spotted me over Poppy’s shoulder before he can reply. That caught her attention. She turned around. She frowned once she spotted me.

She marched towards me, frown still on her face. Once she was in front of me she spoke, “You’re late." 

"Sorry about that.” A soft smile tugged on my lips, “But that scene… I knew there was something about you than what meets the eye, but witnessing that soft side of yours.” I grinned. “Didn’t know you can be more beautiful.”

I saw a blush crept on her cheeks as she stuttered next, “F-First, who doesn’t like puppies?” She glared at me, but her eyes failed to hide the depth and softness in her right now. “And second, don’t you dare mention this to anyone.” She started walking towards the kennels. I tried matching her pace, but her stride was crazy long despite her height.

“One thing I’m curios though. You sound close with the employees here.” I spoke while we walked.

“If you must know my parents bought me this animal shelter when I was eight.”

I gaped at her, “What?”

She looked at me nonchalantly and raising her eyebrow, “I wanted a puppy, but my parents didn’t want pets in the house, so decided to buy me this shelter instead. I guess they thought it was better to have many than one pet alone.” She paused her eyes traveling towards the fur animals on our right, “Guess they didn’t realize that the purpose of this shelter meant these animals won’t stay here forever.” A faint sadness flickered on those brown eyes. It was a cracked on her mask, a glimpse of who really was Poppy. My heart ached with her. I itched to shelter her in my embrace for a second before she spoke again willing me back to reality.

“But whatever.” She shrugged her shoulders. When she looked back at me her mask was there once again. Like an avalanche I felt my emotions crashing in my chest. My memories and emotions colliding, and fighting their way through me. I giggled a funny realization dawning on me. 

“What are you laughing at?” She glared at me. 

“I forgot sometimes that you’re still a human.” I smiled softly.

“So?” She crossed her arms in front of her.

“I want to tell you something Poppy.” I exhaled my nerves were starting to act up. 

The giggles and the pitter-patter echoed as two kids rounded up where we are. We both got distracted specially Poppy, our past conversation hanged in the air and forgotten. If I thought I was up for more surprises, well I wasn’t prepared for this one. Poppy’s eyes soften as one of the boys directly bumped into her legs.

“Oof.” The little boy tumbled on the floor, butt first.

Poppy reached down and help the boy stood up. Her voice was gentle as she spoke,“ Are you alright?” A gentle smile painted in her lips.

The little boy nodded, “Sorry.”

Poppy smiled, “It’s alright. Be careful next time alright?" 

The little boy nodded a sheepish smile on his lips. His playmate which I realized was his twin brother walked towards us. 

"I’m sorry my brother can be real clumsy sometimes.” He giggled as he wrapped his arm around his brother’s shoulders.

“Are you guys here to adopt one of these fur animals?” Poppy crouched as she looked at them both. I felt like my heart was about to melt as the scene unfold in front of me.

The one who bumped into Poppy nodded enthusiastically, “Yes! Our parents are just talking in their with that guy.”

“I’m sure your new pet is already happy to have a new home with you both” Poppy continued to talk with them the softness in her eyes never faltered.

Their mother called out to them cutting the conversation between the three.

“Mason! Mickey!”

“Coming mom!” They both answered and run towards their mother. However, they halted and turned around smiling at Poppy.

“Bye!" 

"Bye pretty lady.” They giggled before running towards their mother again.

I chuckled, “I don’t know what or who was more adorable those kids or you?”

She looked at me. I’m almost surprised to see amusement dancing in her brown eyes, “I shall let those kids win then.”

I gasped, “Who are you and what have you done to Poppy?”

She laughed. I swear I am still not used to hearing her laugh. “Maybe this is one of my secret Hughes.” She winked, “You just got lucky to find it today.” She turned around and was about to walk away, but I held her wrist stopping her.

“I-” I still haven’t forgotten what I was about to tell her before the boys interrupted us.

She raised an eyebrow, “Spit it out Hughes.”

I let myself get lost on her brown eyes. My heart started drumming wildly in my chest. Warmth creeping fast on my cheeks as I tried to to voice out the words my heart was screaming,“I guess I just want you to know that I care for you." 

Her breath hitched, "Bea…" 

She finally said my name. She said it so softly. I wasn’t prepared for it - the buzzing of my heart almost deafening me. My limbs were starting to turn into jelly. She was close enough to intoxicate my senses with her perfume. The urge to get a lot much closer to her surged my body. 

I was still lost in her brown eyes, her perfume and the warmth of her in my grasp when someone called her, "Ms. Min-Sinclair?”

It was Julian, if I remember correctly. Gently I let her wrist go. She looked at me for one final second before averting her eyes from mine and looked at Julian, “Yes.”

“Are you guys ready? The crew and producer are waiting for you both.” He smiled.

I stifled a sigh. Guess commercial first then feelings later? 

During the commercial shoot I wasn’t even surprise that Poppy only gave me a one sentence line - to say that line was something not pleasant at all. The shoot continued. I tried to not get distracted and think about it too much. I observed her. Despite that little moment we had earlier, Poppy remained professional and very her during the shoot. Once the commercial shoot was finished I scooped Beppy - the dog I decided to adopt on the spot while we were filming.

Poppy walked towards me, “So you decided to call him Beppy?”

I smiled mischievously, “Yeah something to commemorate this day too.”

“Huh?” She said clueless. “Does his name meant something?”

I smirked, “I’ll keep it simple. It’s a result of our combined names.” I laughed when she gaped at me.

“You’re kidding right?”

“I guess you can also treat Beppy as yours you know, so even if you can’t visit the shelter you’ll have Beppy in Belvoire.” I shrugged my shoulders.

“Oh my God. I think you’ve just gone crazy or something." 

I rolled my eyes, "Over dramatic are we?”

“I am not. This is just shocking.” She stared at me wide eyed.

“Like what I said earlier inside, I still stand by it. This is partly my way of showing you that those words are sincere.” I smiled gently.

She smiled too, mischief flashed in her eyes, “Hmm. Fine. I guess I’ll just focus on the fact that I’ll get to bond with Beppy again.”

“And me!” I grinned enthusiastically.

“Hush Hughes. Not your lucky day… yet,” She smirked at me. “See you around at school Bea. Come on Champ.” She turned and walked away with Champ following her.

I stood there in awe, in shock, in stunned silence feeling my heart beating so loud and my mind attacked by whirlwind of thoughts with Poppy’s name on it.

***

Later that night I was helping Professor Kingsley grading papers - well I was definitely staring on this paper and not grading it because my mind was somewhere else. 

“Bea focus! We need three more classes to grade.” She suddenly spoke waking me up from spacing out.

“Yes professor.” I said as I willed myself to start again on grading these papers.

A few minutes past, but eventually my mind slowly got lost again. I knew there was something more about Poppy and what I witness today just… proved that. I felt the flutter of my heart as my mind wandered on the memories of Poppy’s laugh and smile.

“Okay we’re definitely not achieving anything productive right now.” She slipped off her eyeglasses and folded her hands on the table as she looked across at me, “Tell me what’s bothering you.”

I sighed as I put down the papers on the table, “I’m sorry if I can’t focus Ina, but are you really sure you want to know?”

She chuckled as she leaned back in her chair, “I know I’m your professor, but that doesn’t mean I can’t also be your friend.”

I frowned as I try to put into words all that was messing my mind, “Have you ever met someone where they were labelled as a bad person by people, but you tried to give them a benefit of the doubt? Then that benefit of the doubt you gave just pay through cause you had glimpses of the good side of this person?”

“Hmm…” Ina tapped her fingers on the table as she think through my words. She crossed the room and opened a globe compartment which revealed a miniature bar. 

I laughed in amusement, “Really? Drinking on a school night?”

Ina grinned, “Don’t act innocent you probably partied hard a night before your exam.”

I guffawed, “Guilty as charged Professor.”

She smirked handling me a shot glass, “Besides the situation seems to call for it.”

I groaned,“ I couldn’t agree more.” I gulped down the alcohol in one shot.

She leaned at her table and faced me, “It seems like there is more to the story that you’re not sharing Bea.”

I sighed heavily, “This bad person… I kinda had a crush on them since the start. My friend warned me about that person, to the point I promised my friend that I’ll avoid catching feeling for this person.” I chuckled dryly, “But well shit happened and now I think I’m really starting to like this person.”

“Why not just tell your friend the truth?”

“I am not sure how my friend will react. And I’m starting to feel torn if I should try to erase these feelings or go for it." 

"In the first place why would you try to move on if you haven’t even tried to make a move on this person? I thought you see something good in them? Heck, Bea you saw this person’s bad side and you still gave them a benefit of the doubt. So why will you let go now?”

I bit my lips. Something about moving on and forgetting about my feelings for Poppy made my heart ache, “Because maybe I’m scared that this can be one sided.”

Ina sighed, “Look, I know in the end it will still be your decision, but if your friend is really a true friend then they’ll eventually understand and accept the fact that you’re having feelings for this person. And for that crush of yours, if you want to live a life having unanswered what ifs then fine let them go.”

I groaned, “I don’t know if you’re helping me or only messing with my mind more.”

Ina shook her head, “Bea you’re being stubborn. That’s what’s happening. Now if you want to call it a night and go home it’s alright.”

I sighed, “I’ll stay and help you Ina. I need a distraction, plus I know you really need a helping hand right now.”

Ina smiled, “Thanks even though you’re still stubborn.”

“Hey!” I exclaimed making her laugh.

***

It was almost 2 am. I was still working on my Anthropology essay. My mind too energized to think of other thoughts like Poppy. Okay, nope. We’re not thinking about her right now. Just then Beppy was being his usual self and bit my slippers.

“Grrr,” Beppy growled as he wriggled my slipper in his mouth.

“Beppy, that’s not a toy." 

He put my slipper down and looked at me with those innocent and soft eyes. 

I sighed and cooed, "How can I remain mad at you huh? Come here little rascal.”

He walked towards me and lay down as I scratch his belly. Not even a minute had passed when my phone lit up with a new notification.

“Poppy texting me?” The rapid beating of my heart wasn’t helping at all. “What does your other mom wants?” I gasped and lightly slapped my lips, “Ugh! Beppy why did I named you that again? This is torture.”

Beppy just looked at me with his gentle eyes which brought me comfort for some reason.

I looked at my phone to read her text.

Enemy

Hey. You still awake? What do you say? Would you like to go with me when I talk to Chloe? 

You know I need someone to stop me from attacking that girl on the spot.

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Reputation (short story)

A Poppy x MC (Bea) Fan Fiction

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Romance

Description: Thoughts floated relentlessly, until a thought of you found me. Poppy Min-Sinclair. Oh hells. All I want this morning was to make my days here fun. What have I gotten myself to?

Foreword: My own take towards Poppy Min-Sinclair’s character. Come and indulge in my journey as I explore writing Poppy’s character. The plot is inspired with Queen B, but in this short story, I will challenge myself to let Poppy’s character grow into something we wished had/can/will happen.

This is a short story that will contain a few chapters.

For any TW or M rating, it’ll be announced for every chapter if there will be one.

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