How on earth was Jaron supposed to answer the questions Lena was throwing at him? What were those for? What was going on? Why wouldn’t he tell her? How on earth was he going to explain this to his best friend? I mean, there was no denying it, she’d picked up his medications! “They’re antiretrovirals…” Jaron explained, though that probably didn’t mean anything to her. “I don’t have cancer..” He confirmed, and wanted Lena to know of that. “I have..” Jaron paused, and shook his head. Telling his friends was always going to be difficult. What if they judged him? Was she question Ami? Would she question him and the safety of him being with Ami? There was so many doubts and questions going through his brain right now. He wiped a tear, or two, as his eyes started to fill, and looked down towards his feet for a second. He just needed to breath and compose himself. “You have no idea how hard this has been..” Jaron’s voice cracked, before he swallowed. “It’s been a week and I still can’t accept it. I’am trying to, walk around and be my usual self but, this is so difficult for me. I don’t want pity or.. anything like that. Lena..” He breathed, and finally met with her gaze again. “I.. You know me and Ami went to get tested, right? It was his idea and.. I.. I tested positive for.. for HIV.”