@nestaarcheronweek | Day Two: Metamorphosis
“I feel nothing”, Nesta said silently. […]
“Is that not what you wanted? To feel nothing?”
“I thought that was what I wanted. […] But no longer. […] I want to feel everything. I want to embrace it with my Whole heart.”
“Even the things that hurt and hunt you?” Only curiosity laced the question.
Nesta allowed herself a breath to ponder it, stilling her mind once more. “We need those things in order to appreciate the good. Some days might be more difficult than others, but… I want to experience all of it, live through all of it. With them.”
That wise, soft voice whispered, “So live, Nesta Archeron.” – A Court of Silver Flames, Chapter 77
Although Nesta transforms in more than one way, her embracing life in its entirety, with its ups and downs, as opposed to not caring about her own death as long as she no longer felt anything, will always be my favorite transformation.
To represent this, I asked Pablo to illustrate Nesta in two moments: the trauma of being submerged in the cauldron manifesting itself during the bath and her swimming serenely. Pablo even suggested that we use John Everett Millais’ Ophelia as a reference, because of the colors, but the idea that Nesta, as opposed to Ophelia, ends up alive because she chose to live, warms my heart and I’m very happy to finally share this illustration.
Art by: Pablo Souza (pablochmn)
Commissioned by: @podemechamardek
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