I have 100 followers!!1!

I stalked all of your blogs. But it was for good reason. You have no I idea how mad I am. I tried so hard to write you all personal messages about your blog and I was about 40 away and then everything was deleted. Now the only thing there is, is this crap video I made. I’m so sorry. Seriously it was gonna be so cool. I started working on it Friday night, but of course god hates me so he decides I’m not worthy to make something good. It’s because I’m pansexual isn’t it god? Pfff I’m- it’s okay. You’ll just never know how cool it was going to be :( anyway thanks for following me. You have no Idea how much you people mean to me.

Also, sorry if you’re not in the video as you followed me after Friday, but enjoy the music anyway :)

@theshottoremember @hangry2200 @dramacrisp @nathanisokay @spooky-howell96 @typicalsharpie @malihawajahat @hermionejohannalightwood @xphangirlobsessedx @commonphan @phanhub @joshentanga @philip-daniel @destielshipper321 @gaydnp @daniellikesllamas @random-internet-hobo @mariishere @craycraybroz @kindrawoodspell @bandphantrassh @ironduke37 @takenbypie @literallylester321 @phanisabitgay @dissapointmenttoall @angel-bean-d-slice @brallon-electric @perfectphan @dannybot @woah-nderland @limitedtrash @isaksmolbean @killjoycrybaby @temporary-chatterbox @thebaronhotschaftvonhugenstein @daneilhowell @danstitballs @kiwi-strawberry-caprisun @pb-xox @blurrygrump @donut371 @fallenkilljoy907 @emotionaltamale @greyskiesandcats @dontucker @oceanhowell @sinemtaylorswift @crazy-band-obsessed @miaui-yv @emogay-trash @onlineabyss @emilyknowseverything @reni28 @docjess @sarcasticsatanwithanxiety @shanistrash0 @whocaresifyourealoser @nonerdoverhere @hannahbethbanana @glitterrhowell @notmywarlock @officiallymaevis @tha-shit-queen @mister–misty–eye @thenanora @ca1tl1n1254 @dreamydjh @rexysworld @cathekk456 @japhandreaming @echothelion @bat-whiskers @dannisnotonfiree @phangirlalltheway @asher-trans-trash @pichkari @softhowelll @coloredhowell @reemxcool @gotflamingmilk @thatfangirlwithoutalife @cutesthowellester @brendons-chemical-forehead @godimsocrazybaby @booksteaandsocialmedia @hermit-with-friendz @flowershopphil @alphalester @levirson @memory–ghost @rainbow-ponny @little-vanilla-eevee @luleraina @chloehrv @savannajaide05 @aestheticphan69 @pinof9 @halloweenbakings @trash4bechloe @hickeydan @phan-of-kick-the-stickz @dilddycandoit @numberonetrashcan @starlightlesster @citrouillephan @why-am-i-even–alive @danssttripedshirt @comphanion @global-gay @the-phil-lester-defense-squad @starboy-howell @kearajewelzzz @squiggy7 @marriedpan @psychodemon111 @calliecatt100 @gliterydan @emmy-28 @scarecrow1701 @satansneedyass @planter-lester @ufosjghting @hopephilly @sleepingdarling @panic-at-the-chemical-phandom24 @iwhatsupwiththecatwhiskersb @queen-of-lizards @smolboy-phan @spiderwebphil @glittery-disco-boyes @freckldboyes @nonaestheticphan @alex-is-gold @yay-phan @crispyninjadonut @aphandonment @thunder-banshee @luminositylester @thefriendlyghost31 @spooky-scary-skeledan @phanic-at-the-malfoys @sunshiney-lester @it-is-i-cloacina @latenightdork @iloviesdogies @xxx-j-a-d-e-xxx @neonthefangirl @hetalia-amor @mathyitsmyname @that1chicuhate

Congratulations!!! You putting so much effort into thanking your followers is very inspiring haha! :)

Master Post of Calming Things

Things to make you feel better:

Make it feel like you are outside also turn on your volume

Talk you threw a stressful time

Automatic flatter 

Quick Distractions:

Draw Silk

Music Squares

jigsaw puzzles 

Sudoku

cookie clicker

Immediate Crisis Help

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Befrienders - Find crisis hotline information for the country you live in

Suicide Hotlines - A list of crisis hotlines by country

International Rape Crisis Hotlines - A list of international crisis hotline directories

Lifeline Crisis Chat - Online chat help for people in a crisis

IMAlive - online crisis chat

Self Help

MoodGym 

Self Harm Alternatives

Self-help Anxiety Management App

Get Help

Find Therapist

Find a Psychiatrist

How To Help Others

Depression

Anxiety 

Eating Disorder   

Cutting

Suicidal

Panic attacks

Gifs:

watch the ball

breath in and out with the box

((Reblogging here because some people in the community are having issues with anxiety or relapse. Take care everybody <3))

In association with the music boxes, may I add Madeon’s Adventure Machine. You don’t have to be a fan to have some fun with this thing.

I also have found great calming (oddly) from playing Sushi Cat and its sequels, available for free on Armor Games: http://armorgames.com/play/5379/sushi-cat

It’s free, very cute, has cute music and animations, and is oddly meditative.  Yes, I spent 3 hours on the bathroom floor playing it once during a very anxious family visit.

i think we all need this today

For later

Attitudes on tumblr that need to die in 2017:

- Telling people who make posts about how they’re trying to recover from their mental illness or giving other people advice on how to manage their mental illness “ we can’t all be neurotypical, karen.”

- Encouraging people to kill themselves over their opinions about cartoons.

- Assuming everyone with any non left-leaning opinions is a white cishet male.

- Assuming that everyone experiences their sexuality and romantic feelings in the exact same way.

- Acting like gender-conforming lgbt+ people and gender non-conforming cishet people don’t exist.

- Telling young girls that men are the enemy.

- Thinking that tearing down men will bring up women.

- Looking for excuses to call celebrities problematic and expecting celebrities to be perfect, flawless role models and social justice activists.

- Believing that the amount of oppression you experience determines how you’re allowed to treat people. 

THANK YOU

And don’t forget the mindset that if you fuck up one time, you’ll always been terrible no matter how much you regret it and try to change

THANK YOU FOR FUCKS SAKES

i love when ur writing an essay and u all of a sudden get a burst of inspiration or find the perfect source to back up ur point and it’s like the clouds have parted and everything’s clear and ur not gonna have to drop out

never mind everything sucks essay writing is horrible i have no clue what im doing im gonna drop out and become a street performer

NEVER MIND IM THE KING OF ACADEMIA IM GONNA GET 100% IM GONNA FINISH ON TIME AND HAVE A WELL STRUCTURED ARGUMENT AND IT’S GONNA BE AWESOME

never mind.

Coming into a fandom late

Coming into a fandom early and watching it become an angry clusterfuck

Being in a dormant fandom that suddenly comes alive again after a new book/movie

Don’t forget about those who come in the midst of a fandom war. 

Accuracy at its best

Being in a fandom and not even knowing there’s a war going on…

all of this shit…lol

When You’re Not In The Fandom But You’re Nosy AF

When you get into a fandom only to discover it’s dead

This gets better every time I see it. 

@fuboos-mess

Being in a dead fandom…

Or being in such a tiny fandom that it feels like youre the only one

The accuracy hurts.

Being in a fandom that had a shit ending.

When you’ve been fangirling long enough, you’ve experienced all of the above.

Being in a fandom meant for kids.

This just gets better..

@mi-kleos

When you realize that joining the fandom has ruined you

Fandom hell in general

dont u hate it when its nine in the afternoon but ur eyes are just normal sized

I’ve seen this post three times on my dash and i still cant fucking figure out what it means is it like some secret code. are 22,000+ of you in a secret society????? what the fuck is going on?????

some of my favorite tags:

some more gems:

this post just gets better and better

ALSO WHAT THE FUCK IS NINE IN THE AFTERNOON

keep reblogging 

@harrylikeslouisbutt @rydenlarrie

this is my life omg I laughed so hard

I need this post to go back to the streets where we began

this is my favourite omg

Nobody tell them.

This is the best thing I've seen.

hulllooooo!!!!! a friend of mine is working on a long-form article studying queer women and women-identifying folks who follow harry styles, and specifically studying his concerts as safe spaces for young queer women. she’s interested in interviewing fans of harry’s who fall into these demographics (and of course if you are closeted or otherwise need anonymity, she will be able to grant that!) if you’re interested in being interviewed for this article, please send me a private message and i can connect you with her. and if you know of anyone who might be interested, feel free to share/reblog this post!! thank youuu <3