I’m so fucking scared but I hope this can be a safe space since I enjoy so many others fanfics
My husband dropped the divorce bomb and says it’s basically not because he doesn’t love me but he the love turned into more of protector I guess you could say I’m absolutely heartbroken there is more to this but I’m keeping it brief for my sake but I’m just afraid I didn’t have the best upbringing with my father being mentally and verbally abusive and so that makes it hard for me to form relationships with men but my husband understood that and he’s more in touch with his feminine side but soft gamer protector and I’m so scared that when this ends I’m going to be alone and not be able to let another man or woman in my life I’m afraid I’m 29 years old and I’m moving back into my parents house in my childhood bedroom.. with the one person who caused me trauma because I have no where else to go because I need my dog and I don’t make enough money to go anywhere else and I’m doing this so im doing this with the love and support of my mother and so she doesn’t have to suffer alone
Any advice would be helpful. Any loving and caring words are appreciated , and new friends are needed especially someone who has a similar story
I can get more info this if I get a good response and help but I don’t want to open myself up to more hurt
Love Jess
