“What say you, Captain Swann, King of the Brethren Court?”

all this talk about goncharov but i dont see anybody posting the soundtrack??? like how are you gonna talk about this movie without the music

this post is dedicated to my mutuals who are still my mutuals despite the horrors

it is truly astounding how unembarrassed people are to have less basic curiosity about the world than a rural peasant from the 1400s

someone figured out how to eat tapioca and you won't boil an egg

I don't like the phrase 'learned helplessness' bc I think 90% of what we use it for right now isn't learned helplessness at all, it's learned refusal. Nobody actually thinks they are too stupid and incompetent to try boiling an egg or to click on the second page of google results, they just can't be fucking bothered and have learned all kinds of cargo cult structural inequality talking points to justify it.

Ohhh schools don't teach critical thinking any more ohhh my parents never taught me how to boil water ohhhhhh not everyone is privileged enough to have the time and energy to read two whole wikipedia articles I have no choice but to go through life with the accumulated knowledge of a dead beetle.

Even Cyno couldn’t escape the roommate spats

fic commissions back open!

hey hey~! it’s aya aka redluxite aka wordstruck on ao3. i’ve almost cleared my ongoing commissions list, so i’m reopening commissions again to help save up and let me move out ^__^ (more details re: my situation here)

if you like my fics, i’m open to writing a lot of things — just check my commissions page for more details.

i’m capping the max word count for each individual commission at 5000 words for the time being, and voltron commissions will depend on the prompt. please make sure to read the content constraints! slots will depend on the word counts of each commission.

please reblog to help reach more people!

i’m more reachable on twitter (@/redluxite) or on discord as alyeskas#1412. shoot me a DM and we’ll talk things out!

thank you!!

booping this back up ^__^

CLOSED!

thank you to everyone who sent in requests ^__^ i have ko-fi quickfics open in the interim in case anyone still wants to request a fic @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates. please read the guidelines posted before sending a prompt!!

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)