Grey Areas Pt 2
genre. smut, fluff, angst, romance, non-idol!au, twin!taehyung, BIL!taehyung, widowedmother!reader
Your husband is dead, now you're trying to avoid the man that looks exactly like him. The only problem with that is trauma bonds people, sometimes in more ways than oneΒ
warnings: death of a spouse, sleeping with your brother-in-law, grief, unprotected sex (Be safe and be smart; please use condoms), mentions of part infidelity, smoking, light drinking, taehyung is definitely in love with his sister-in-law aka reader, you're a mama (lots of drama), yall be fuckin', anal(?), Taehyung likes fat asses.
A/n: First and foremost, thank you, @hbkdrecs, for testing/proofreading! I don't know if I'll make this a series or just leave it a mini. Anyway, thank you, everyone,for all the support! Please support your local fic writer by liking and reblogging! Y'all are the best!
βYou know you fucked up, right?β Jimin asks. Taehyung had spent the two weeks with you as he told you he would. Every night was spent in each other's arms, him in between your thighs or you on your knees. You couldnβt understand what it was about Taehyung, but you couldnβt keep your hands off him. Part of you thought it was because he looked like his brother, but the other part thought he was nothing like Sujin. Taehyung was the complete opposite of him, making you want him even more.Β
βJimin, you told me you wouldnβt judge me.β you rub the bridge of your nose. Jimin, your best friend since birth, was known to be a judgy bitch, but right now, you need less judgment and more advice.
βListen, Iβm never one to judge, but bitch.. Heβs your dead husband's IDENTICAL twin brotherβ¦ Right now is the best time to judge. Hell, this is like the plot of an awful lifetime movie. Except Taehyung didnβt trick you into thinking he was Sujin.β he takes a sip of his tea, smiling.
βIβm going to hell, arenβt I?β you gnaw on your thumb. Youβre too far gone with Taehyung to go back now. You think you may even love him. He makes you feel safe. He'd choose you if he had to choose between you or his family. It was a naive way to think, but you didnβt care. Why should you? Sujin cheated on you for the majority of your pregnancy, and though youβre not one for revenge, it sure tastes good cold.
βOh baby, straight to hell, but that's okay. You can explain to Sujin when you see him there.β he chuckles, scooting a mug over to you.
βJimin. That's not funny. I was with Su for most of my life, and we were married. Itβs too early to joke about it! Youβre literally being the worst best friend ever.β You groan, and you wish he would be serious. βThis is like life or death, serious.β
βMy love, youβve crossed a line from which you can no longer return. There is no advice I could possibly give you that would make you feel better.Β You're smitten. I knew you were when you called and told me you had to tell me something.βΒ
You sign because, though youβll never tell him, heβs right. You crossed a line, but you never said you wanted to return. You were fine with knowing you fucked your dead husbandβs brother. You could live with it because Sujin would never find out. The only problem was that you didnβt know if you could stop.
βBro.. that's fucked.β Jungkook looks horrified.
βListen, Iβve been in love with her since I was 10. I know itβs wrong, but she means everything to me. I just want to take care of her.β Taehyung shrugs Jungkook off. He feels remorse about it, but he wonβt lose sleep over it.Β
βBut thatβs your brother's wife. Morally, itβs wrong. Jungkook is justifiably horrified.β Namjoon chimes,Β
βNamjoon, you slept with Jungkookβs sister. I donβt wanna hear SHIT from you.β heβs starting to regret telling his friends about his indiscretion. Jungkook looks bewildered by the revelation, but everyone decides itβs best not to open that particular can of worms.
βI support you.β Yoongi walks into the garage. βNamjoon sent me a voice note of the details. I donβt think what you did was wrong. From what you told us about her before, you called dibs, and Su disregarded bro code. Fuckβem.β
βHey, thatβs still my brother. Chill.β he mean mugs Yoongi.
βMan, weβre a little past the respect thing for Su. Iβll always have love for him, but if we're being honest, he was a shitty guy. Lest we forget the 2016 incident? Heβs been doing this shit to that girl for years, we all knew, and we said nothing. Weβre all just as bad as him. Namjoon, you witnessed the 2016 incident. Jungkook, you knew it was gonna happen, and Tae Su told you everything. So letβs not all act like weβre all holier than thou.β Yoongi lights a cigarette and takes a long drag.
Everyone is quiet, reflecting on how theyβve all wronged you. Taehyung felt the worst about it all because he knew Sujin had cheated before, but you guys were kids when it happened, and he didnβt think Su would do it again. Taehyung made Sujin swear he wouldnβt, or heβd tell you everything.
βYoongiβs rightβ¦β Jungkook and Namjoon say in unison.
βI know... I know.β He sighs, βWhat should I do? All I want to do is be with her.β
βSo do it. At this point, Tae, you have nothing to lose. If your family disagrees, fuck them. Youβve secretly loved the girl for years. Iβm sure Sujin would forgive you. Hell, you forgave him. Now is the time to act.β Taehyung nods, βOne more thing... Are you ever gonna tell her it was you?β
Taehyung calls you while youβre returning from picking up groceries. He tells you he wants to talk, and youβre happy because you also want to talk. You miss him, as crazy as it sounds. You want nothing more than to be in his presence.
When you pull up, heβs outside again waiting for you. When he sees you, he immediately goes to help you with Azra. Giving you a quick peck before he rounds the car to you. βHi, princess.βΒ He gets him out of the car and grabs his diaper bag. Your heart melts seeing him and Azra together, and you feel so fucking guilty. Jimin's words are starting to affect you more than you thought they would.
βDADDY!β Azra screams when he sees Taehyung, squishing Taehyungβs cheeks together. Naturally, you go to correct him, but Taehyung is visibly uncomfortable with it and quickly corrects him.
βNo baby, Iβm Uncle Taetae. Daddyβ¦ Daddy is with Grandpa in the sky.β He points to the sky, and Azra looks up and repeats the word sky. Taehyung pecks his head and walks into the house with you.
He sets Azra in his play place when he gets in and helps you with whatever you are carrying. βGo rest, Iβll grab the rest.β but you pull him back to you.
βWait. I missed you. Cβmere,β You pull him into a kiss. Itβs soft and sweet. He smiles into the kiss. He finds it strange how natural everything feels, and he finds it even stranger that he doesnβt feel guilty about what you two are doing.Β
He gently pulls you away, βMy love, Iβll be right back. Iβm just gonna go get the groceries. Iβm not going anywhere.β He pecks you once more before heading out the door.
You sit with Azra and play with him while Taehyung brings in all the groceries, and you wish Sujin was like this. Sujin helped but never made it a point to do it all himself. The more you compare the two, the more resentful you grow of Su. You want to hate yourself for it desperately, but you canβt.Β
Taehyung calls out to you from the kitchen, βBabe, did you mean to buy baby food?β you can hear him rummaging through the cabinets and putting stuff away.
βYeah, I thought we were out. Why?β you say as Azra tries to climb in your lap.
βBecause you bought more baby food and have a whole bunch.β You plop him on top of you. He begins playing with your fingers lazily while watching Baby Shark.
βOh, well, now I wonβt have to go get more in two weeks.β everything feels so domestic. It scares you a bit. βHey, you said you wanted to talk. What about?β You stand up with Azra and walk towards the kitchen.
βAboutβ¦ us.β He stops what heβs doing and looks over at you. He gives you a look that worries you just a bit. Sujin would look at you like that right before starting an argument.
βWhat about us?β You ask as Azra reaches out for Taehyung, and Taehyung happily takes him.
βAzzy, no fingers in your mouth.β You move to take his thumb out of his mouth, and Azra buries his head into Taeβs chest.
βDaddy..β he pouts into him, and at this point, Taehyung is too tired to keep correcting Azra.Β
βThatβs not Daddy, Azra.β you try to take him back from Tae, but he starts to cry and cling to him.
βDaddy! Az say no!β Azra cries out.
Taehyung sighs, βHas he napped today?βΒ
You shake your head no, βJust leave him. Heβs cranky because someone needs a nap. Azzy want to take a nap withβ¦ papa?β Azra nods his head, and they leave to go to the bedroom so Taehyung can put him down for a nap. Fifteen minutes later, Taehyung emerges from the bedroom and joins you on the couch.Β
βIβve never seen him so cranky.β he tried to pull you closer to him, but he could tell you were upset. βWhatβs wrong?β
βDonβt ever do that again.β you push away from him. βYouβre not his dad, donβt do that. I donβt like that.β
He pulls you into his lap, βListen, I know Iβm not his dad. But he was cranky, and I was just trying to remedy the situation. Iβm sorry, baby.β you pout at him, and he kisses it away. Youβre both silent for a while, watching the TV.
βDo you think weβre bad people?β you question out of nowhere, turning to face him.
βWhat do you mean?β heβs still looking at the TV but rubbing your knee lazily.
βTae, look at me.β he looks towards you, so you question again, βDo you think weβre bad people?β
βI mean, kinda. We are bad people because of our previous relationship, but at the same time, I don't think we're bad people for finding solace in each other. Iβve loved you for a very long time, Y/N. Iβm not faulting myself for finally expressing that; I donβt care if my family is upset about it. Weβre happy. Shouldnβt that mean the most?β his eyes feel like they're burrowing into your soul.Β
βWhat do you mean youβve loved me for a very long time?β The revelation takes you aback, but heβs silent. His cheeks are flushed, and he canβt believe he just told on himself.
βIβIβm. Uhh..β he doesnβt know what to say. Heβs scared of your thoughts when he tells you the truth. But he takes a deep breath and lets it go. βYou remember when we were all kids? Do you remember when Sujin confessed to you? Wellβ¦ that wasnβt Suβ¦ It was me. And even though you were with Sujin, I never got over youβ¦ Thatβs why I stopped coming around as much when you and Su got married, even less when you got pregnant, and all together when Azra was born. Because I didnβt want to accept that you chose Su, I couldnβt take the fact that my brother knew how I felt about you and still decided to be with you. Sujin wasnβt as amazing a person as everyone thought. He was and still is an asshole. I know I should be upset that heβs dead, but I canβt be. My brother was a terrible person to me. Now Iβm just happy I finally get to be with the only woman Iβve ever loved.βΒ
Youβre shocked. It felt like a million volts to your system. You never thought in a million years that Taehyung was the boy who confessed to you. He was always so quiet and reserved. Even in middle school and high school, he was never into dating, but now it all makes sense. He never really dated because he wanted to be with you.
βWellβ¦ Well, what about Naomi? You two were together for five years. You canβt tell me you didnβt love her. You had to have if you were together so long.β You need him to tell you heβs lying. He has to be because it feels like Sujin used you to get under Taehyungβs skin right now.
βI mean sureβ¦ I thought I loved her and wished God that I could have given her what she wanted from me. But It wasnβt fair to keep stringing her along. If I could take it back and not hurt her the way I did, I would in a heartbeat. No one deserves that, and I hate that I did that to someone. To this day, I send her little things to apologize. All of them returned, but I feel a little better knowing Iβm trying to right my wrongs to her.β heβs looking at his hands, ashamed of his past actions.
βWhy didnβt you ever say anything?β you take his hands in yours, just a little sign to show him youβre not closing him out. He felt so much relief knowing you werenβt scared of his secret.
βWhat was I supposed to say, Y/N? βHey, Iβm actually the guy that confessed to you, and I think you should be with me and not the man you had a baby with?β You wouldβve looked at me like I had six heads, baby. I know you.β he sighs.
βI wouldnβt haveβ¦ Honestly, the more weβre together, the more I wonder what life would have been like if we had been together since childhood,β you say honestly, and you feel like a weight has lifted from you. Even though Sujinβs only been gone a month, youβre entirely ready to let him go. Youβre tired of keeping this relationship a secret and donβt care what others say about it. Sujin wasnβt a good husband to you, and you were tired of pretending he was.
Taehyung smiles at you, βHonestly, me too.β he kisses you softly.
βWhat are we going to tell Azra when he gets older?β This was your primary worry. You didnβt want your son to get bullied because kids are ruthless.
βDonβt beat me up when I say this, but maybe we should raise him as mine? I mean.. Genetically he is. I will have to get used to him calling me dad, but Iβm with it if you are?β
Taehyung sees your shift in mood, but he knows that you know heβs right. βIβll have to think about that, Taehyung... Youβre right, but Iβm still a little apprehensive about it.β youβre chewing on your thumb again, but Taehyung pulls it from your mouth to kiss you.
βNo fingers in your mouth but mine,β he says as he moves to kiss your neck, and you push him away, giggling.Β
βEw, donβt ever say stuff like that to me. Weirdo.β You stand up from the couch, and he smacks your ass as you walk past him.Β
βWhere you going?β He asks as you disappear into the back of the house. You wanted to make sure Azra was asleep.
βI'm just checking on the baby.β You walk back into the living room, sitting in Taeβs lap.
βGod, my brother didnβt deserve you. Youβre such a great woman. I donβt care what anyone says.β You two are trying to make out, but something constantly interrupts you. This time, itβs your phone, and itβs your mother-in-law. She sounds pissed but keeps everything very short.
βYour mom is on her way here. She sounds mad. I think you should leave..β Youβre panicking. She alluded to knowing about you and Taehyung. βI think she knows.β
βSo what? You said you wanted to be with me. Why does it matter if she knows or not?β Youβre pacing the living room. How could she have found out? You didnβt tell anyone outside of Jimin. You didnβt go anywhere together. There's no way... βTaehyung, please. I donβt think this is going to end well for youβ¦ for us..β
βNo. Iβm not leaving. I love you, and I want to be with you. I donβt care what she thinks.β He stands firm on it, not even budging off the couch. You didnβt want to do this, especially in front of your son. But before you could even process it, there was a knock at your door.
βTaehyung, please! Hide or something. Azra,β youβre whisper yelling at this point, and the knock is getting louder. But she barges in like God was punishing you for being in love. You had forgotten you had given her a key when you and Su bought the house. She sees Taehyung sitting there and immediately starts with the bullshit you were trying to avoid.
βSo, itβs true?β she sneers, βMs. Killian called and told me you havenβt left since the funeral. She told me that she had seen you two kissing in the driveway. So is that what you do? Like a whore? Your husband, my son, dies, and you move on to his brother? And you flaunt it in public. You must be a whore. Is that baby even Sujinβs, or is it Taehyungβs or some other man's?β
You stand there quietly. Too terrified to speak, you thought you were ready for everyone to know about you and him, but fuck were you wrong. This is your worst nightmare. βSpeak, whore!β she screams at you.
βPlease..β you say meekly, βThe baby.β
βOh, so now you care about my grandson? You didnβt care when you were fucking his uncle. You didnβt care when you were flaunting it to the whole fucking neighborhood!β
You look at Taehyung, and he immediately steps in front of you, βDonβt talk to her like that. You know nothing but what you were told by some senile old lady that doesnβt ever know how to mind her own fucking business.β
She smacks him, scoffing, βDonβt you ever insult my intelligence, you little shit. You were always like this, so jealous of your brother. Always wanting what he had. You never amounted to half of what your brother was.β
βMy brother was a lying, cheating piece of trash. I spoke to Natalie. She told me you gave her Suβs number and encouraged her to contact him because his current girlfriend wasnβt as hard-working and was freeloading off your son. You were complicit in his cheating on his pregnant wife. Donβt act so fucking high and mighty, mother. Youβre the exact same as Su, and thatβs why my father left you.β
You stand there stunned. You donβt want to believe Taehyung, but what would he gain from lying about it? She says nothing and looks away from the both of you. That confirms all you need to know. She knew about it.
βI did nothing of the sort.β she scoffs again, βYouβre the one lying up in his house with his wife. You both are scum. My son deserved better than a whore for a wife and a worthless piece of trash like you for a brother.β
βOh please, you miserable insufferable cunt. You only cared about Su because he did whatever you told him to do. Youβre upset because you no longer have someone to control. It fucking kills you to see me happy. But you know what? I couldnβt give less of a fuck. I love her, and she loves me. Go fuck yourself.β
βI think you need to leave.β You hear Azra crying in the distance. βActually, get the fuck out of my house.β youβre seething. If you knew you wouldnβt go to jail for beating her ass, you do it in a heartbeat.
She doesnβt budge, and she is stubborn, just like Su. βI SAID GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HOUSE, YOU EVIL BITCH!βΒ
βWhen I tell the family, you will have nothing. You will be alone, just like you always were.β Taehyung just shakes his head in disdain, βJust you wait, and as for you, you little slut. If I ever see your face again, Iβll slap that fucking look off of it.β
βI dare you to. Now get out.β You say, pushing her out the door and rushing to Azra.
βSh, sh, sh, itβs okay. Mommaβs here, my sweet boy. No more tears.β
You're rocking Azra when Taehyung joins you in the room. βIβm sorry, this was never my intention.β He takes Azra from you and sits you in the rocking chair.
βJust sit here and calm down. Iβll get him to stop crying.β He says, walking out of the room and into the kitchen.
When he leaves, you burst into tears; a million thoughts run through your head. What are your parents going to say? What if she tells Azraβs daycare? What will they do? What about Azra and his relationship with them? You knew it was life-ruining and thought you were ready to face it, but you werenβt. Youβre scared, and you feel alone in the feeling.
Taehyung joins you with a sleeping Azra back in the room. He sets him gently in the crib and kneels in front of you. βHey, hey. No more tears, remember? Everything is going to be okay. I will make sure of that. Please donβt cry, sweetheart.β he takes your hands, kissing them softly.
You want to be mad, you want to keep crying, but he just had this effect on you. He made you feel so safe, so secure. You knew he would shield you from the fallout because thatβs just what Taehyung does. Heβs a nurturer, and you loved that dearly about him.
βI need to tell you one more thingβ¦β he says before telling you about the 2016 incident. He told you about all the girls Sujin cheated on you with before he asked you to marry him. He told you that Sujin said it was to get it out of his system before he was chained down forever. He told you that he kept it from you to protect you and that he shouldβve told you when it happened to save you from all the pain youβre going through. He apologized for hurting you and swore never to keep a secret from you again.
βI need you to trust me. I love you more than Iβve ever loved anything in my life. I swear on my life, you mean everything to me, and Iβll never lie to you again, " he says before kissing you passionately. βI love you, Y/N. Please believe me.β
βI never said I didnβt, Dummy. I just wish you wouldβve told me before I married that prick.β You say, wiping your nose on your sweater and laughing. He laughs softly with you. βHowβd you get him to sleep so quickly?β
βOh, I told him that if he went back to bed, Iβd buy him ice cream after his nap. And I swear he was out like a light. It was pretty weird.β he chuckles.
You cup Taehyungβs cheek, rubbing it softly, βI wish it were you.β you peck him.
βHey, better late than never at all, am I right?β he gets big-headed, so you push him down, but he pulls you with him. He is kissing you again, this time a little rougher than before.
βNot here. Letβs go to the room.β you stand up, extending your hand to him. βCome cuddle with me.β
He gets up, pulling you close to whisper in your ear, βOh baby girl, we're gonna do more than cuddle. Iβm gonna fuck the shit out of you.β Your cheeks are bright red when he pulls you away.
βDonβt say stuff like that.β you shy away from him, but that only eggs him on more.
βDonβt get all coy on me now. You like it when I talk to you like that.β He picks you up and walks you to your bedroom. He tosses you on the bed.Β
βYouβre all I need, all I want.β He climbs on top of you, pushing your sweater up splaying his hand across your tummy. βI mean fucking look at youβ¦ Youβre literally my own personal wet dream.β
He takes his bottom lip between his teeth while he works on getting your jeans off. Youβre squirming at his touch. You were never like this with Sujin, but he never cared to take his time with you. He would never even eat you out. The first time you ever got head, it was from Taehyung. And it was the best thing you ever experienced. He told you he loved eating pussy, and said it made him feel like a man to make his woman feel good before him.
βOff with these, I wanna taste you. You looked so sexy putting my mom in her place.β He kisses his way down your tummy and you instinctively try to close your legs. Always so shy to him seeing you so on display.Β
βTaehyung..β you keen when he plants a light kiss on the space above your clit, he loved toying with you. He liked seeing you so needy for him. βNo games.. Eat it.β
He pops his head up to look at you, βSomeone is eager, but I think..β he spits directly on your clit and you swear itβs the hottest thing youβve ever seen, making you clench around nothing.
βI think-fuck- I think, Iβll play with it a little.β he pushes his fingers to your clit, before rubbing his spit around. βI mean, listening to how you sound. One could cum from the sound alone, if I do say so myself. Itβs so fucking lewd.β
You moan something that sounds like his name softly, βIβm gonna make you cum just off my fingers before I eat it. I wanna play with your pussy, princess. You like that? Tell me you like it, pleaseβ¦ fuck.β he pushes two fingers into you.
βLove it...β you buck your hips into his hand, grabbing his wrist so you could fuck yourself on his finger. Taehyung is just staring at you in awe, I mean sure heβs fingered you before but heβs never seen you like this. βLove it when you play with my pussy, daddy..β
βFuuuckβ¦β he canβt believe his eyes, his dream girl getting herself off on his fingers. This is everything he hoped for and more. βYouβre so fucking nasty.β
βOnly for you, wanna be yours. Tell me Iβm yours, please babyβ¦please, spit on it againβ you beg. And he happily obliges you, he wants nothing more than to get you off quickly so he can go to town on you.
He can feel you starting to squeeze his fingers so he moves his fingers quickly, curling them to rub your G-spot. βYouβre mine, my good girl. Fuck, look at you cumming all over my fingers. So fucking hot.β
You come undone beneath him, moaning the most sinful music to his ears, βIβll eat you out tomorrow.β he pulls you down to the edge of the bed, flipping you on your stomach, and ridding himself of his clothes.Β
βI love pretty things,β he smacks your ass hard, causing you to yelp, before getting you into position. He rubs his tip into your wetness before tapping his dick against your clit.
βLemme put it in your butt.β he prods your hole and you look back at him like heβs crazy. βTaehyung donβt even play with me like that. Thatβs something that needs preparation.β
He chuckles, βIβm kidding-fuckβ he pushes into you,β fuck.. Iβm kidding.β
Your head drops into the bed, eyes rolling to the back of your head. Taehyung was big, like you knew lanky men were usually big, but fuck that stretch made you see stars every time.
βBig..β is all you could get out before he starts thrusting into you. He smacks your ass again.
βBut you can take it all, can't you.β you nod biting your lip. You feel like youβre on ecstasy every time you two have sex, he hits all the right spots. βYeah I know you can because youβre my good little cockslut.β he smacks again before gripping your cheeks fucking you back into him.
βAll this ass, and you expect me to not want to fuck it? Youβre crazy, princess. Your pussy is literally like heroine, Iβm fucking hooked.β he thrusts harder into you.
βYeah! Just like that, fuck me Taehyungβ¦ Please fuck me!β you're a mess at this point, heβs completely ruined you.
And just like you asked, he gave you exactly what you were asking for, fucking into you like he was gonna die if he didnβt make you cum again. He enjoyed knowing he made you feel so good, he thrived on it. βGonna cumβ¦β
βIn me.. C-cum in me.β you stutter out, βoh fuck. Oh fuck!β
You cum around him, squeezing him like a vice grip, and he follows suit. You can feel him filling you up, it almost makes you cum again. You loved the warmth of it, but you loved him fucking it out of you even more. Reveled in the feeling of it running down your pussy and thighs.Β
When he was done, he collapsed next to you on the bed. Trying but failing to catch his breath. βCan we do it like that again later? That was sexy.β you hum in compliance, the feeling of sleep creeping its way through your veins. And like the gentleman he is, he gets up to get something to clean you up with.Β
He returns with a cloth, the coolness stinging your heated skin, but heβs gentle when he reaches your vulva, making sure not to rub your clit too hard but just enough to rid you of the cum that is now starting to dry. βSorry, Iβm trying to be gentle.β he squeaks out.
βI love you,β you say sleepily as he gets you into some pajama shorts. βSo much.βΒ
βI love you too, baby girl.β he kisses your temple before leaving for the bathroom. Before you fall asleep, you hear the shower run. You smile in contentment. You could get used to having Taehyung around. You know now for sure that you wonβt mind all the stares and gossip as long as he's by your side. You could make it through the day knowing you get to come home to a man who really loved you. So what? You found genuine happiness in your husband's brother; stranger things have happened. This was your grey area. This was the way life was meant to be, how it was supposed to be. Youβre ready to move on as long as itβs with him.Β
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