Recently been listening to these

1.Has Nach Le (Udta Punjab)

2. Someone to you (Banners)

3.Killer Queen (Queen)

4. Run BTS (BTS)

5.Still with you (Jungkook)

So as a child I used to think I am just an introvert and that's why I don't like to talk to people.

In recent years there have been instances where I just couldn't talk when I needed to speak and it was like I had these panic attacks or anxiety attacks I am not even sure.

I always felt like, "I don't even want to talk to people" Which I still feel sometimes, but I enjoy talking to people and I want to do that, it's just my anxiety that stops me.

I think I ROMANTICIZED the idea of being an introvert in some way, when I was actually suffering from anxiety and I feel like many people go through this.

Like ik introverts can have anxiety as well, but some people just have anxiety and are not able to get out of that circle as they keep the facade of being an introvert. (Had talked to some ppl about the same)

Just some Monday thoughts.

Hey! So I read these astrology observations and I wonder how did these guys get so many people to show their birth charts, to make such precise accurate observations?? Since I got into astrology, I only can ask smn their zodiac lmao... But again I haven't been that into astrology, for too long, I can make a sun sign observation tho, cuz I have been asking people of their sun signs. Sounds kinda lame tbh, anyways! All you astrology observations writers astrologers are really cool💞

So the libra I was talking to is like.... The... Worst guy I ever talked to..... Bruh...

So he was always very nice to me, but boy did he enrage me sometimes.

Now I am not saying that libra's are like this.... But this one was. I just need to vent and this is DA PLATFORM.

So he tells me he broke up with his ex cuz she was depressed. Now I get it it's ok to not want to be in a draining relationship, but he would VENT about his poor mental health to me all the time and I was basically a therapist there. I didn't mind that but was I wrong to think that he is a hypocrite?

So he has some family issues he told me about, I didn't really tell him about my issues, but like I would basically just say "I am having some family issues"

This man would then go on telling me how fucked up his family is and how my problems are probably nothing compared to his, without knowing my problems. He would be little my issues like I have nothing to worry about in life.

He would get angry at his sister for throwing a fit because she is tired of their father. His sister is literally over worked and probably has so many issues and told me she should be like him and TOUGHEN UP while he did not even had a job was not searching for a job and didn't even attend his college properly cuz he is rich.

He wanted the same amount of priority from me as my best friends and my family, we weren't even dating he wanted to date, but it was not possible.... He got mad and petty cuz I wanted to give my time to my childhood friends and my parents and not him. Like? Who are you? Literally started talking to him a month ago by that time.

Then when I got mad he was like WHY YOU MAD?

I JUST NEEDED TO RANT CUZ THAT MAN... UGH HE REALLY MADE ME SO MAD AT HIM AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO GUYS, CUZ LIKE IDK....

Done venting thanks🥀🌺

Hey!

I have been feeling a lot of feelings recently... Not romantic, but like... Fear, anxiety and I don't feel comfortable talking about it to anyone. So I am just gonna put this out here, cuz it really helps me to get all that out, written and to people even though ik no body will be able to read it, it's reassuring to just.... Have it out. Things have been really stressing me out, like I have anxiety attacks quite often and I don't feel like talking about it to people. So a lot of shit has been going on, I have been overthinking a lot, although things seem great on surface level, but.. Well no. It's my new job and my social anxiety , college, my constant fear of becoming a failure even when my superiors are fairly happy with me. I have stressful dreams and I can barely enjoy myself, watch a show or smn or even read. Wow that was a lot lol. Got it out. Feels good.

Purr