Hi fairies! <3
This is a bit of a difficult post to make, but I’ve thought about it a lot and I’ve come to my a decision (:
Entering this community has saved me and given me purpose in a part of my life that was very difficult: I was at uni, in a full blown student crysis, isolated from the world because of covid and other difficulties, feeling worthless and lost. Sharing my passion for The Sims 3 on my instagram account made me happy, gave me a new hobby to cultivate everyday and an excuse to grow into my creative side and feel good at something; that has evolved in what has been less than a year and escalated in a beautiful way, as I’ve already told you several times.
However, the idea of making this a sort of “work” or source of income in the future making me able to do it full time as exciting and amazing as it would be is not impossible but still very difficult to make a reality, at least for me, and in the last month I had started feeling lost in life again.
Unexpectedly, I had a very good occasion and found a job in a field I really love and I see a future for myself into. I wanted to continue cultivating this at least as a hobby, but as 2 weeks have passed and I am outside of my home from 8 am to 10 pm 6 days out of 7, I’ve started realizing that it would only bring a lot of stress upon myself, at least for now, and after a lot of years of struggle I just want to be happy and make things easy for myself just once.
It pains my heart to leave, because I really love interacting with you and creating custom content, learning new things everyday, but sadly I can’t afford to and I entered this world old enough to have to make decisions like this, so here we are :/
So I guess I’m announcing un undefined hiatus, one I won’t be coming back from in 1/2 months. I want to say that it won’t be forever, but life is pretty complicated so I don’t want to promise anything.
I’ll stop billing on Patreon from today (obvy) and all my socials will become inactive.
Thank you for everything a thousand times and it’s been beautiful making this brief journey with you <3