So it’s been awhile (I have been out of several meds, incl. my brain meds for months lolsob), BUT! I will be streaming I will be screening Repo! The Genetic Opera & Reefer Madness: The Musical! via Kast (the new rabb.it) at 7pm CT & everyone’s invited!

Here’s the link: https://s.kast.live/g/d5ihvmtnnrp

AH YES VEXED IS THE BEST! He’s such an artist. 

I lurve you & miss you babe! I started working on your reply. *mwah*

hey cuties !! ♡ i haven’t seen a lot of representation for dyslexic muns around here. it seems like people rarely understand or discuss the issues and struggles we face. so i thought, instead of being a frustrated little bean, i would make a small post about some things to bring awareness and maybe even encourage others to accommodate those with dyslexia and eyesight issues. now i’m as much trash for aesthetics as the next pal, but there are some common trends in the rpc that are hard on those with varying visual disabilities.

• small sup text: it’s extremely difficult to read and can actually hurt the eyes of those with varying visual impairments and disabilities. of course, i’m not demanding people never use this. but maybe check in with partners? i gave up on trying to ask people to refrain from using it because everyone always forgot after one reply. it was really discouraging and a little hurtful. so please, please do what you can to remember the needs of your disabled partners. 
• fancy theme backgrounds: everyone loves a beautiful theme! but please keep in mind for some people, busy graphics are difficult to look at and overwhelming. i still have so much trouble finding menus on really crowded themes. again, i would never tell people they need to change their aesthetic drastically. but perhaps, if it’s possible, find a way to make your menu options a little bigger or give them more obvious spacing in the graphic of where the menu toggles are located.
• over formatting: super small text, paired with extra spacing and bolded and/or colored words. it is cute !!  but for some people it’s too much. all these things blended together at once is like a recipe from hell for some with visual disabilities. it puts a lot of strain on us when we’re trying to read replies, it makes comprehension difficult because we’re working so hard just to simply look at the text, our brains can’t even process what we’re reading. again, not saying you should stop using this. but some willingness to compromise for threads with specific partners would be wonderful. 
• dark/busy/small graphics: this is just something i would like to explain. i once saw a post where people were reblogging a comment making fun of someone who was complaining about how small icons were getting. it kind of shocked me because no one took a moment to consider maybe this person wasn’t hating on anyone, but they generally were having trouble with how tiny everything in rpc is getting. please, please when you see complaints about things consider that it might come from a place of disability. the tiny icons are kind of hard to deal with for some. super intricate graphics can be difficult to look at. extremely dark images aren’t very easy on the eyes either. 

please keep in mind there are people with genuine struggles, not everyone is trying to shame you for your aesthetic tastes. sometimes people are just frustrated because rpc isn’t really very friendly towards the disabled. a lot of us have to work a little harder to be able to write. of course, i know no one is trying to be inconsiderate. i understand most people don’t even know the difficulties dyslexics and the visually impaired face in the rpc. so that’s why i decide to make this post! i’m not trying to police anyone or create guilt.  i simply want to spread some awareness towards visual disabilities! please be considerate towards your disabled partners. ♡ it would be so lovely if you could take a moment to reblog this to help increase awareness and discussion. and if anyone else has some rpc disability struggles feel free to add to this post! 

[step 1] open your mouth as wide as possible. make sure to stick out your tongue as far as you can, too, since kisses are like, 90% that thing

[step 2] find someone to kiss. you will know they want to kiss because their tongue will also be extended at full length

[step 3] move in for the kill

• ❝ Didn’t I say the world was cruel? ❞
• ❝ Let your life be a dream. ❞
• ❝ You can never trust a monster. ❞
• ❝ Blood is cheap. ❞
• ❝ In you is a world of promise. ❞
• ❝ I can’t feel nothing at all. ❞
• ❝ Tell me, why do you hide your pretty face? ❞ 
• ❝ All you have to do is pull the trigger. ❞
• ❝ Pray he never comes knocking at your door. ❞
• ❝ Why are my genetics such a bitch? ❞
• ❝ I’m the monster, I’m the villain. ❞
• ❝ It’s my job to steal and rob. ❞ ❝ Daddy’s girl’s a fucking monster! ❞
• ❝ You could have died! You… you scared me to death! ❞
• ❝ It’s a thankless job, but somebody’s got to do it. ❞
• ❝ You break my friggin’ heart. ❞
• ❝ I am not a murderer. ❞
• ❝ What is this? You disgust me. ❞
• ❝ I am only living out a lie! ❞
• ❝ “Accidents” don’t end in murder. ❞
• ❝ She needs a little help with the agony. ❞
• ❝ Would you change who you are, if you could? ❞
• ❝ Commence your groveling! ❞
• ❝ I thought I’d seen a ghost. ❞
• ❝ It’s too painful. ❞
• ❝ Sometimes I wonder why they need me at all. ❞
• ❝ Remember who you are. ❞
• ❝ How self-absorbed people can be! ❞
• ❝ No one is around who might rescue you. ❞
• ❝ You missed your medicine. ❞
• ❝ I’m the smartest and the toughest. ❞
• ❝ Sorry to be so theatrical. ❞
• ❝ I’m infected. ❞
• ❝ Sometimes I wonder why we all don’t move on! ❞
• ❝ You want the world for nothing. ❞
• ❝ No one wants a thankless job. ❞
• ❝ Someone’s gonna hang if i don’t get my coffee! ❞
• ❝ Your designer heart still beats with common blood. ❞
• ❝ I guess I’ll take it to my death! ❞
• ❝ Look what I’ve become. ❞
• ❝ What’s this? Rat piss? ❞
• ❝ All these years have come and gone. ❞
• ❝ You never were a man of many words. ❞
• ❝ Why relive that moment? ❞
• ❝ Oh, I have hated and loved you. ❞
• ❝ I’m afraid… I’m afraid it’s terminal. ❞
• ❝ You’re not men, you’re creatures. I’m embarrassed by you. ❞
• ❝ There are things in life that we do best to leave alone. ❞
• ❝ I’m sweeter than sixteen! ❞
• ❝ We have both been kept in bondage. ❞
• ❝ I’ve always longed for true affection, but you compared me to a corpse. ❞
• ❝ This is your fault! I asked you to help me. ❞
• ❝ It’s gonna be a bloodbath. ❞
• ❝ Didn’t you say you were infected? ❞
• ❝ I don’t think that I can be fixed. ❞
• ❝ You never should have left me. I would have given you the world. ❞
• ❝ It’s nice to see young talent blooming. ❞
• ❝ I will shoot you in the face! ❞
• ❝ A sheltered rose needs a little room to bloom. ❞
• ❝ Stay with the dead. I’m joining the living. ❞
• ❝ You’re gonna be alright now, that’s all that matters. ❞
• ❝ I can go out with a bang! ❞
• ❝ How much of it’s genetics? How much of it is fate? ❞
• ❝ These eyes can do more than see. ❞
• ❝ I will not be betrayed. ❞
• ❝ You gonna start applauding? ❞
• ❝ Happiness is not a warm scalpel. ❞
• ❝ Now I can drink whatever I want! ❞
• ❝ It’s all part of the show. ❞
• ❝ You’re no better than they are! ❞
• ❝ I’ve made my peace. ❞
• ❝ You could learn from all my failures. ❞
• ❝ I’d be lost if I were to lose you, I will stop at nothing to keep you safe. ❞
• ❝ Didn’t you say that you’d protect me? ❞
• ❝ I hate you. Go and die. ❞
• ❝ I look like a crime scene. ❞
• ❝ Thanks for the disease! ❞
• ❝ A tale befitting any opera. ❞
• ❝ Nothing ever lasts in this world. ❞
• ❝ You’ve got to fight through it. ❞
• ❝ I will find a hole and fuck it! ❞
• ❝ I’m not supposed to talk to strangers. ❞
• ❝ Gold, it makes the world go round. ❞
• ❝ Let the monster rise! ❞
• ❝ It’s too late for me. ❞
• ❝ I’m the cause of all your sickness. ❞
• ❝ I’m dying, you idiots. ❞
• ❝ Sometimes I wanted to cry when the people on TV were not quite the way we were. ❞
• ❝ I didn’t know i’d love you so much, but I do. ❞

i am a slow roleplayer. not only do i get distracted easily, i get overwhelmed easily. sometimes i can’t talk and do drafts at the same time so i am sorry if i ignore your message. i am deliberate and methodical with every word choice. i like to spend my time on my writing and getting to that emotional level within myself to evoke a proper response with each reply. i’m not good at whipping out thread after thread. i never have been. i’m sorry if that’s the way you roleplay and i don’t match up, but i like to think the quality of the writing makes up for my lack of speed. thank you so much!