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baby brother apologist

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#cried a lot writing this chapter. and what about it.#very grief heavy. lots of difficult emotions#and dialogue. eughk.#I tried my best w it tho I hope I captured the way everybody speaks well or at the very least not distractingly poorly 😭#uhm it's very yunmeng bros focused also! honestly mostly unintentionally but you all know how I am 😔#its not just abt them tho theres lots of other stuff and also still wangxian even tho lwj isn't there for most of it#also it's very very long god bless#okay go read it now and shower me w your praise#ghost posts#text#wwx#yunmeng bros#wangxian#fic rec#hehe
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rewatching bad buddy (<- saw that poll w pa and missed it) and pat being like no of course I'm only interested in women me following pran around like a sad puppy and flirting w him constantly is unrelated. man fighting demons and the whole time the demons are bisexuality or whatever

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he's like let's act out being a couple. for business purposes of course

#I think part of the enjoyment and humor of it is that I don't think it comes from a place of internalized homophobia#he's just kind of a fool (affectionate)#ghost posts#text
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rewatching bad buddy (<- saw that poll w pa and missed it) and pat being like no of course I'm only interested in women me following pran around like a sad puppy and flirting w him constantly is unrelated. man fighting demons and the whole time the demons are bisexuality or whatever

#someone help this man!!!!#usually I am not a fan of the 'man doesn't realize he likes men until he falls for one' trope because I think its often mishandled#but w him it's so funny he's just So obvious. pull yourself together man#ghost posts#text
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usually when a ship I don't like isn't actually like morally wrong just annoying I can be a recreational hater but ultimately ignore it but shipping jiang cheng and lan wangji is the line. blockable offense. killable offense if we're being honest

#like jc and lxc or jgy and nmj or jc and wq are all varying levels of bad#and I won't follow you if you ship them because I think it sucks#but I Have broke previously beloved mewtchuals over jc and lwj before. absolutely deranged behavior#stellar example of your ability to miss the point. I'm putting you in the saw trap.#its so bad that I can't even explain the depths of my hate for it. it makes me that angry.#first of all does wangxian mean Nothing to you#second of all die#ghost posts#text#jc#lwj
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uuuuuugh0-0

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tgirlwithreverb

Finally, the Kinsey scale for homophobic dads

#like an 8 or a 9? he's called Me out on things before. and I'm the gay one#I don't think I've ever heard him say smth homophobic or transphobic. exceedingly supportive of my middle school identity crisis#insanely he is less homophobic than my mother#who I have actual pictures of at pride in the 80s/90s and who went clubbing w drag queens and lost a lost of friends to aids#wild#tho I think my mothers homophobia came from a place of refusing to believe she could ever be wrong abt something rather than genuine hatred#and was perhaps just more stubborn about being corrected by her child than legitimately hateful. wild.#I'd still give her like a 7 tho#I know this poll isn't abt her but I just think its wild that my cishet white father who grew up very privileged#is less homophobic than my mom who took me to my first pride and was a fag hag in the 90s 😭#she probably definitely did more active good for gay rights than my father tho. oh the intricacies of the hunan experience#poll
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radicalgraff

"May thy riot gear chip and shatter"

Seen inside the occupied Portland State University library, where student protesters are preparing for a police raid

#image
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crazy that one of the symptoms of withdrawal from my medication can apparently be Seizures and no one thought hey maybe we should bump this pa to top priority until I started calling them about it every single day

#so angry that my script didn't go through a Month ago and nobody told me#so I didn't think I needed to call until I was already out#because I thought they'd come on time#because why wouldn't they!!!#genuinely so angry actually#and apparently the withdrawal will last longer since I've been on it so long#essentially I will keep feeling like this until I get my meds back#I'm hoping for monday#because today they said they finally did the pa and marked it as urgent#but that means I have three more days of dizziness tremors nausea sleep deprivation migranes and not being able to regulate my own body temp#not to mention the crushing anxiety#lovely.#ghost posts#text
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apparently someone drove a car through a crowd of student protesters at psu and then maced a bunch of people...

#I haven't seen a lot of coverage of the situation at psu rn so I'm trying to male posts abt it since I'm local and am getting news on insta#I know theres been more serious situations at other universities but portland police are Notoriously violent and corrupt#all cops are but you know what I mean#they were escorting protesters in full riot gear the other day and shooting w rubber bullets#someome did set like 15 cop cars on fire here lmao#ghost posts#text#free palestine

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