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psychowriter

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My life isn't just mere normal words, it's morethan that, it's a novel, that I secretly hid it in one of the empty dusty shelves.
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iwontwrite
After 18 years of building walls, it’s so hard to let your guard down. It’s like…you have to force yourself to believe the world isn’t out to get you while resisting the urge to keep looking over your shoulder with every step.

m.t.//excerpt from a book i won’t write (via iwontwrite)

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latenightskates

do you ever like a song so much that just listening to it doesn’t feel like enough?? like you feel like you actually want to inhale it?? idk is this weird i don’t really know how else to describe it

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used

It’s 1 in the morning

He sent me a message

Questions were created

Feelings have been shattered

I feel hurt

I felt pain in my heart

Like those words stabbed me

It’s not what you think

It’s not I HATE YOU

Or not even We’re over

Because we’re not a couple

He’s still courting me or what so ever

He used me to get away from his friends

Like used me

Like I feel anger

I feel betrayed

I feel like I’m just a toy for him

He asked me a favor

If I can send him a message saying,

Come here at my house already

Like that, in order for his friends to let him go home

They believed him and so he went home

Then I was like okay fine yun lang naman

And he sent a message saying he’ll post a picture or a post or something

Saying he’s a fuckboy that he really went here

In order for his friends to truly believe him

WTF

WTF

WTF

But he said that he’s not really a fuckboy

AND GUESS WHAT I DIDN’T REPLY

I WAS FUCKING HURT!

Like I asked myself,

AM I JUST A FUCKING TOY FOR HIM?

Like maybe I was just a bet

Maybe if I’ll let him in

And get my V

Then he’ll win or what ever

Like those fucking cliché stories

THE SAD PART IS

I was starting to fall for him

Like I believed all the words he said

Like I dunno

I don’t want to judge

But damn

WRONG MOVE FOR HIM

WRONG

SUPER WRONG

He created a wall

And now

I don’t know if I’ll give him a chance

Or maybe I’ll stop this right now already

URGGGG

#used fuckboy move
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writingboutyou
It didn’t end like it was supposed to. When I told you I was leaving you didn’t ask me to stay. You didn’t run up to me and beg for my forgiveness. You didn’t care. I told you I was leaving, you let me. Why’d you let me?

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
The things that I can’t say are the things I want to scream the most. The things that I can’t do are the things I want to do the most. The people I can’t love are the people I fall for the most.

v.m (the things I can’t)

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writingboutyou
I wish I could light you up, like you light your cigarettes. I wish I could fill you up, like the smoke in your lungs. I wish you were addicted to me, instead of the nicotine.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
I hate you. I hate that you have a hold over me. I hate that you can call me anytime and I’ll come running back. I hate that you make me vulnerable. I hate that you’ve seen every part of me. I hate that I love you.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
Your eyes don’t light up like they used to. Your smile never reaches your eyes like it used to. But you still answer me the same way you always do, “I’m okay.”

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
It’s funny how you are high and I am sober, but we see the world all the same. Maybe that’s because I don’t need anything to get me fucked up. Because I already am.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
You may love her, but she can never be me. She will never love you like I can. She will never ignite a fire in you the way my words do. She will never take your breath away when she sings your favorite songs and she will never give everything up for you. She isn’t me.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
I know I don’t need him, but I really want him. And wanting him feels like he’s the air that fills my lungs and I can’t breathe. Wanting him feels like chasing something that’s always a little bit ahead of me. Wanting him feels like I’m not complete and he’s the only one that can ever be the other piece. And maybe I’m suffocating, maybe I’m running for eternity, and maybe I’m not complete. But I don’t need him.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
I’m horrible at acting like I don’t care about someone. Because when I care about someone like I care about you, it takes over my mind and my heart and there’s nothing I can do to stop the mess of emotions that flows out of me.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
Remember when I used to tug on your hair when we kissed. Remember when I’d call you until you’d pick up no matter how many times it took. Remember when I’d stay with you when it was far to late to stay. Remember when I would walk in the rain just to see you. Remember when I would let you fall asleep on my lap when I wasn’t tired. Remember when I invested all my time in energy into you when you were investing it into someone else.

for when she breaks your heart; v.m (via writingboutyou)

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writingboutyou
I’m insecure. I’ll always want you to remind me that I’m beautiful and that I matter. I’ll always want you to hold me and touch me, or else I’ll feel like maybe you’re mad at me or you’ve finally seen all my flaws and decided that I’m not what you want anymore. I will try and give you everything, but my body will be the hardest. I need you to understand. I need you to understand that the years of photoshopped magazine covers and standards didn’t surpass me and I need you to understand I need you to love me enough for the both of us. Cause I’ve never loved myself, and I don’t know when I’ll be able to.

v.m (via writingboutyou)

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