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Born of the Void and Darkness

@thelivingforestserpent / thelivingforestserpent.tumblr.com

This Blog is intended for users that are 18+ and has extremely dark themes that include torture, death, body horror and otherwise gruesome subjects. Any NSFW Content will be kept off blog and to other areas where it is allowed. A strange creature that dwells within the depths of the North Shroud in what is called the Dead Forest. A voidsent that is not just despised by the people of Eorzea but by his own kind. A creature who walks this world in a body that he hates. He trusts no one, and despises almost everything... The tale of this voidsent is one of disturbing horrors that most dare not to think of. His current residence being a permanent Inn Room at the Quicksand in Ul'dah. Those who have seen him know of him for his alluring nature and his... business overall. His heart sealed off so that he only feels hatred and bitter coldness towards the world. There is no such thing as love... not to him... Private Roleplay Blog for Toshinaku Bajhiri/Sozoh'a Bajhiri. With mentions of Id'agni and Shodraxz Crystal Data Center | Mateus DISCLAIMER: THIS BLOG IS FOR PRIVATE ROLEPLAY AND IT IS WHERE I WILL BE HOSTING THE MAJORITY OF Toshi's BACKSTORY, STORIES AND OVERALL PLOTS FROM NOW ON. THE ASK BOX WILL BE CLOSED AND I WILL NOT BE TAKING ANY ROLEPLAY REQUESTS UNLESS FROM MUTUAL FRIENDS THAT I REGULARLY RP WITH.
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Amongst the Stars

Please note that a lot of this is ‘lore bending’ and in general my own idea and concept. If this is not to your taste that is fine, just know that Shodraxz is meant to be an eldritch being of sorts. Thank you for reading!

Overview

Looking up at the night sky fills Shodraxz with a sense of longing… and a sense of sadness. While the eldritch voidsent has not been known to truly express emotions, this night seems to have hit harder than others.

Characters

Shodraxz (Main), V’nahn (Supporting, @skyysinger​), Mystery Character (Supporting), Midnight (Mentioned, the child)

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skyysinger
They say that there is a part of the Black Shroud that is full of nothing but death. Barren logs, brittle grass, and not a single creature to be found. They also say that those who venture into the Dead Forest never return. It is like trespassing on a graveyard. The empty husk of the Forest hungers, and swallows trespassers up. Their spirits are rumored to be wandering the Forest for eternity, forever bound to their withered grave. If one sees someone wandering betwixt the trees, do not follow them. Though their faces might be recognizable, they are not the same as they were before, and they will lead others into the Forest’s gaping maw. Their blank white irises with crimson outlines are evidence of that, but once you get close enough to notice… It is already too late.

Day 7: Forest

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Oh Look, Another Ask Game!

I made a character ask game! Send me a number and a character to learn a little bit more about them! ^^

  1. Who do they look up to?
  2. Who do they look to for guidance?
  3. What would it take for them to betray the person they love?
  4. Who is someone they’ve hurt?
  5. What is a secret that they have?
  6. Would they trust anyone with their secret?
  7. Any family scandals? Does your character know about them?
  8. Is there anyone that they currently aren’t speaking to? Why?
  9. What is something that would break them emotionally?
  10. Sacrifice the one to save many, or save the one no matter the cost?
  11. Do they have any illnesses?
  12. What is the fastest way to upset them?
  13. What is something that makes them uncomfortable?
  14. What is something that never fails to make them excited?
  15. Have they ever had their hair washed by another person?
  16. What is the most romantic thing someone has done for them?
  17. Who is their favorite person(s) to spend time with?
  18. Neck kisses or shoulder kisses?
  19. How do they feel about public displays of affection?
  20. Would they be the one to propose, the one hoping for a proposal, or no interest in marriage/the equivalent thereof?
  21. Do they prefer giving or receiving gifts?
  22. How indecisive are they?
  23. What do they want most in life?
  24. What do they think they’re good at, but aren’t?
  25. What is something they think they’re bad at, but are actually pretty competent at?
  26. What is something they’re legitimately bad it?
  27. Do they have any cool scar stories?
  28. When left to their own devices, how would they spend a free day?
  29. What do they do to relax?
  30. What is their ideal sleeping situation?
  31. Do they have a comfort food?
  32. What is their favorite thing to drink?
  33. Do they have a signature accessory?
  34. How do they generally wear their hair?
  35. What color would they paint their nails?
  36. Are there any holidays or celebrations they dislike?
  37. Are there any holidays or celebrations that they go all in for?
  38. How would you describe their decorating sense?
  39. Would they rather have a picnic in the woods or a picnic on the beach?
  40. Blanket fort or tree house?
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Checking In

The silence told volumes. Sebha’to worried for him… he missed him dearly. Honestly, he wanted nothing more at that moment than to curl up with him and go back to sleep. The Forest’s emotions washed over him, and after a moment he shut his eyes, taking a deep breath through his nose. In an instant he could see the dark scales and serpentine form before him, followed by those glowing eyes over a dark, shimmering pool.

“Well, you call him ‘your’ Zoh’a all the time…” He couldn’t help but chuckle, softly. The answer Shodraxz gave him was not what he wanted to hear, but… nothing could really be done at the moment except for waiting. “… I’m glad you’re here. Though I doubt you would have allowed me to continue alone… Your presence helps ease my mind.” Another deep breath. He was calm, and technically, ‘communing’… just not with the Elementals, this time.

He decided he wanted a distraction, however brief it would be. “… Does this mean that I am yours, too?”

There was further silence as the thing listened to Sebha’to… but as soon as those words left the Keepers mouth a low chuckle came. Causing the pool to vibrate quite a bit as those eyes all seemed to form into just a singular pair… no doubt Sebha’to knew just what this was… it was Shodraxz’s truest for forms and one that only could really be seen by those it trusted the most or who were deeply connected to it <”That I do little one… but that is more because I am quite possessive of him.”>

“You’re much nicer than I expected you to be…” He didn’t talk to Shodraxz much, but it seemed that when he did the voidsent was gentle with him. He knew that Shodraxz could hear his thoughts and see through his eyes whenever he wanted, perhaps he knew that Sebha’to was… delicate. In a way. Either that, or… being bonded to him meant that he would be treated far more kindly than most.

The truth was likely never to be known, or at the very least not known for quite some time as the forest itself was quite content to simply remain in the background to watch and observe rather than actually get involved. The main reason for its involvement this time was the simple fact that Sozoh’a, or rather, Toshinaku couldn’t be there for the Keeper. At the mention of it being much nicer than Sebha’to expected there was just the smallest, faintest chuckle to come out of it <”If you call it niceness then I suppose it works. I simply watch and observe, trying to remain neutral as best I can. If that comes across as ‘nice’ to you then... well again, it works.>

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draumers

a softer world sentence starters.

  • ❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜ 
  • ❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜
  • ❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜
  • ❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜
  • ❛ if you love something let it go. ❜
  • ❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜
  • ❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜
  • ❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜
  • ❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜
  • ❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜
  • ❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜
  • ❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜
  • ❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜
  • ❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜
  • ❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜
  • ❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜
  • ❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜
  • ❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜
  • ❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜
  • ❛ we’re too far from help. ❜
  • ❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜
  • ❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜ 
  • ❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜
  • ❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜
  • ❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜
  • ❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜
  • ❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜
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Jumbo Ask Game

Relationships

💖 Has your OC ever been in love, be it romantic or platonic or otherwise? Who with and did they ever express their feelings or keep it private? How long did these feelings persist / do they still feel this way?

❌ What kind of things would end any relationship for them? Is there a history behind why these things bother them? Could they ever take someone back despite this? If so or if not, why?

💋 How affectionate are they with their friends? Their family? Their romantic partner(s) (if they have any)? Are they more physical or emotional when it comes to displaying their affection? Why?

🌹 How easy is it for them to connect with others and make friends? On the flip side how easy is it for them to make an enemy of someone? Are they the kind of person who hangs around the food table at a party and never talks to anyone or are they the type who can talk to anyone?

🍒 What kind of things do they expect from their relationships? Does this differ between platonic relationships and romantic ones? Is your OC “demanding” or a door mat? What kinds of things do people expect from them in a relationship?

Preferences

🔥 Give us a list of general likes and dislikes, such as colours, textures, music, weather and other stuff!

🍊 What is your OC’s favourite meal? Snack? Dessert? Drink? Any reasons behind this besides liking how it tastes?

What is your OC’s most hated food? Stuff they can’t stand to eat or drink?

🍑 Where is your OC’s favourite place to relax or calm down? Recount a story of their time spent in this place! What makes it so special to them?

Is there anywhere your OC hates to go to? Anywhere that stresses them out or have negative memories of?

🧡 Who is your OC’s favourite person? Why is this person the top of their list and have they actually met them (an idol or rolemodel or celeb can be someone’s favourite after all!).

Who does your OC absolutely hate, the one person who they’d sell to Satan for one corn chip? Why do they loathe this person so?

📙 What kind of subjects (of conversation, of discussion, in school or whatever) does your OC find interesting or engaging or that they can talk for hours about? What kind of stuff do they just find fun?

What things bore your OC to tears and they couldn’t care less about? Why?

Emotions

😊 What can make your OC smile even when they’re feeling down? What cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your OC genrally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? What about your OC makes others happy?

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why?

🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?

📀 How easy is it to shock your OC? To confuse them? To lie to them, to manipulate them? How are they with feelings of trust? Can your OC be trusted?

💛 In general, how in control of their emotions is your OC? Do they have a good hold on them or do their emotions control them, not the other way around? What do you think is the reason behind this and is your OC ever concerned about their lack of or good control?

Mental Health

🌳 Compare your OC to themself from 10 years ago. How has their mental state changed since then, how have they aged and grown up? Would they say they’re in a better place than they were back then or do they need help? What advice would they give their younger self? What advice would their younger self give to them now?

🍏 Does your OC have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? In what ways does your OC react to being triggered?

🥝 What does a bad mental health day look like for your OC? Walk us through it with them. What kind of things can help them out of this slump and what kinds of things comfort them when they start to feel like this?

🍐 What is your OC’s mentality? Are they overall positive? Negative? A bit of both? Describe their thought patterns and reasoning behind their choice making!

💚 Talk about some of the traumatic events in your OC’s life. These events can be ones that have happened to them or a loved one. These events can be minor or major.

History

💧 What is the earliest memory your OC can recall? Do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? Do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes?

🌠 Who was your OC’s first friend? Do they remember them or are they still friends now? Talk about some of the people your OC has lost contact with over the years. Do they have any regrets about losing these people and would they revist them if they could?

💙 What did your OC want to be when they grew up and why? Did they have any lifelong dreams or ambitions they never got to work on or are they currently working to achieve this dream? Has their life taken a very unexpected turn and put all these plans on hold for a while or have they given up on any dreams?

🌀 Where is your OC from? Where were they born? Do they still live there, if not why did they move? If they still live in the area how has it changed since their childhood? How many places has your OC lived in and where has been their favourite?

💤 What was your OC like as a baby, a child and as a teen? (if your OC is a teen or a child, what will they be like as an adult?). How have they changed since then? What lessons have they learned and what things about their youth do they miss the most? Do they have any general regrets?

This or That

🍇 Day or Night? Sun or Rain? Summer or Winter?

🛍️ Function or Aesthetic? Skirts or Pants? Heels or Flats?

🔮 Star gazing or cloud watching? Hand-holding or snuggles? Early mornings or late nights?

💜 Music or Silence? Swords or Spells? Cities or Nature?

🍆 Tea or Coffee or Hot Chocolate? Sweet or Spicy? Fruits or Vegetables?

Features

🌸 What does your OC’s voice sound like? Their laugh? Are they good at singing? Do they have an accent?

🎀 Do they wear a specific accessory with a special meaning behind it? What is their usual fashion sense like? What do they wear when they want to be comfortable and what do they wear when they’re going to a fancy party? Or do they just not care?

💗 What would your OC say is their best feature? Why? What do their friends / family / lover(s) / people they know think is their best feature and why?

🌺 Does your OC have any tattoos or other body art? Does their body art have any specific meaning behind it? Do they have any scars? How did they get those scars? Any birthmarks?

🌷 In what ways would your OC alter their body if they could? How would they do it using mundane means (hair dye, surgery, make-up?). What is their ideal look for themself?

If you happen to send one of these in provide the full question if possible thank you <3

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☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme

Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. … No, really. I don’t. D:
1: What does their bedroom look like?
2: Do they have any daily rituals?
3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
6: Eating habits and sample daily menu?
7: Favorite way to waste time? Feelings surrounding wasting time?
8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
9: Makeup?
10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
11: Intellectual pursuits?
12: Favorite book genre?
13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?
16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?
17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
18: Favorite beverage?
19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them
21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?
22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
23: How organized are they? How does this organization or disorganization manifest in their everyday life?
24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?
25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t work out?
27: What is their biggest regret?
28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?
29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (e.g. The house is on fire! What do they do?)
30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (e.g. close family member suddenly dies)
31: Most prized possession?
32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?
33: Concept of home and family?
34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
36: What makes them feel guilty?
37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?
39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?
40: How misanthropic are they?
41: Hobbies?
42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?
43: Religion?
44: Superstitions or views on the occult?
45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
47: How do they express love?
48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?
49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?
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