Mind blank | p.p. (+18)
It was practically an unforeseeable event for you, an uncontrolled action that was impossible for you to remedy due to your inability to control yourself at that moment, but none of that mattered to you, on the contrary, you wanted to know what was going through his mind.
After wandering for hours through the streets of Queens under the light of a waning moon, Peter's room welcomed the two of you. Textbooks scattered on the shelves, trophies from the robotics club, various second-hand gadgets and technology salvaged from dumpsters, Star Wars posters... items that put him to shame as you stared at them, you felt it.
"Wow, how did you get this stuff?" you asked approaching an old first generation Apple monitor.
"I just..." he put his hand to the back of his neck somewhat embarrassed. "I found it in the dumpster in the corner, I guess someone wouldn't have any use for it."
"That's great," you shifted your gaze to his and smiled, just before wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing his lips again.
Peter's kisses were like a gentle caress, tender, wet and slow, as if he was afraid you would break in his arms, so he used to hold you around the waist hoping you wouldn't pull away from him, yet you knew there was nothing to make you leave. The intimacy you found in that small room in a fifteen-storey New York building was comforting. A small lamp perched on the bedside table offered a warm light, making the room a more romantic scene, while the small window let in artificial light from the street lamps through the curtains.
Your bodies reached his small bed, the mattress seemed to fit your silhouettes perfectly. You had kept your abilities under control all that night, no more discovering his feelings, emotions or thoughts through your telekinesis, everything you wanted to know about Peter you waited for him to tell you. You had invaded too much privacy when you met him at that airport in Germany, so that was all over now, or at least that was your intention.
Your faces were facing each other, both of you could feel your breath hitching in anticipation of what was going to happen next. Peter brought his arm up, his fingertips caressing your bare arms that were exposed in that black strapless dress. Your skin prickled under the touch, a completely different touch to the one you'd had with him. Your eyes closed as his fingers reached your face, brushing across your cheek and tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. It was impossible to stop your lips from parting, hoping to meet his. And they did. A kiss, with a greater intensity than the one you had received before, from the sweet touch of his lips to the touch of his tongue clinging to yours, intensifying the sensation you felt through every part of your body.
As if completely losing all track of your senses you plunged into an uncontrollable state of mind, causing your ability over your body to lag behind.
Don't screw up
Peter's thoughts began to speak inside your mind, causing you to open your eyes wide and cut the kiss short, causing Peter to look at you with a frightened look on his face, thinking he had really fucked up.
Shit, is he listening to me?
"Are you okay?" he asks haltingly, hoping not to get a negative response from you.
"I'm great," you murmured with a sweet smile before closing your distance again.
Nothing could be heard but the sound of traffic through the open crack of the window meeting your gasps as your kisses broke apart. Peter's palm rested on your back, drawing you closer and closer to him, causing your bodies to become one. His lips met the skin of your neck, uncovering every nook and cranny, making your skin bristle with his touch. It was then when your body was nestled against his, when Peter positioned himself over you, when you felt every part of his body against yours. Unable to suppress the desire you felt you placed your hands on the back of his neck preventing him from pulling away from you. Your body was slowly melting as his lips moved down the neckline of your dress, your veins burned and again you lost the power over you.
Her body... Breathe. Mind blank.
Unable to suppress your desire, with your eyes closed you found the start of her sweatshirt emphasizing the need you felt for that article of clothing to disappear and leave her torso naked before you. When it fell to the floor of the room, you quickly placed your cool fingertips on his skin, causing a soft moan from inside Peter to fall against your lips. His reaction was immediate, clumsily his fingers began to unbutton the top buttons of your dress, as the kiss deepened, sloppy tongues and urges beginning to grow.
I need you, I need to see you. Slowly, slowly.
His every thought echoed inside your mind. Peter broke the kiss, you opened your eyes to find his face, lips swollen, reddened, drawing in his breath as it crashed against you. His eyes held your pupils dilated as they begged your permission to continue. As soon as you flashed a subtle smile his mouth traced a path to your chest, completely uncovered from the thin fabric of the dress Peter had taken care of unbuttoning. The moment he slid his tongue over your left breast a knot of fire emerged in the pit of your stomach, causing indecipherable words to spill from your lips.
"Don't stop," you managed to articulate, tangling your fingers in Peter's hair.
Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop. I'm never going to stop.
You had never been so anxious before, this was something completely new to you, but you were reassured that it was new to Peter too. Flooded in a sea of desire, letting your body be at his complete disposal, you felt his fingers undoing every single button of her dress, making the fabric fall down your sides, leaving me practically naked before him.
Oh my God! Mind blank, mind blank...
Your gazes made a small connection, Peter was on his knees on the bed, staring at every part of your body, while you were lying there being the target of all his gazes.
Stop staring at her, stop. Her breasts...
The shadows created by the dim light of the night lamp played in your favour, leaving your bodies between light and darkness. As you saw him there, his torso plump before you, as if he were a carefully carved marble sculpture, you could not restrain yourself from dropping to your knees, facing each other, and catching his lips again, soothing your need. You slid your hands down his body, capturing every crevice until the edge of his jeans stopped you. You looked up at him, begging his permission, just as he had done, it was his lips that gave it to you, as they crashed against yours again.
Calm down. Breathe.
Your fingers curled around his belt, around his button and finally around his zip. When you got rid of it all Peter stepped away from you, standing up and letting the denim slide down his legs, all without taking his eyes off you for a second. Your eyes ventured down his body, which was only covered by a pair of black briefs. It was then that the nervousness found itself not only addressing Peter, but you as well. Again Peter resumed his position in front of you, wrapping his hands around your hips as your naked torsos bumped against each other. The kisses muffled the moans inside you. With the utmost precision Peter laid your body back down on the mattress on top of you, being his domain, settling himself between your thighs, making you feel his hardness between your legs. A deafening moan escaped his lips, causing your back to arch and your fingers to dig into his back.
Get a hold of yourself!
Your hearts were pounding, your gazes were intense, and you were only eager to get rid of the few undergarments that prevented you from connecting. His hands slid caressingly along the curves of your body until they reached the hem of your panties.
"Do it," you ordered without a second thought between moans.
Do it, do it...
With an almost painful subtlety Peter moved away from your face to kiss your belly and undo the only garment you had on your body. Your brain was in a complete fog at that moment, just like his, you could feel it, all his disjointed words coming to you. You were frightened, but his fear softened yours.
I need... I...
"Take off yours," you commanded again with a darkness and depth in your voice. You needed to find yourself on the same level, you needed to have him for yourself as you were for him.
Don't think, don't think, don't think.
He didn't hesitate, as you watched the scene you felt an unprecedented warmth begin to grow between your thighs. Your spine sent little shivers down your mind hoping, or rather, wishing to glimpse his naked body in its entirety. And you did. Your lips parted and your eyes lit up with the pleasure of being able to behold Peter all to yourself, once again on his knees before you. Having wasted a minute exploring your bodies, you sat up and wrapped your arms around his body and pulled him to you, causing you both to fall against the mattress. For the first time you felt him, between your thighs, his warmth against yours, moistening you.
I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you....
"I need you too," you murmured almost unconsciously, giving him to understand that you felt him in every way, both physically and mentally.
But to your surprise, you were both so lost in the sensation of pleasure, that he hardly showed any incentive of importance to that fact; on the contrary, he slid his fingertips down your body, across your breasts, your stomach and your thighs, until he reached your clitoris with certainty.
Slowly. Does she like it?
"Go on Peter," you indicated biting your lower lip at the question his mind was asking.
Freely his middle finger made small circles around your core, causing your thighs to tremble with each rub. The intensity of the situation had subsided, Peter lay beside you on the bed keeping calm, concentrating on his movements, while you licked his lips awkwardly as you squeezed his shoulders tightly trying to keep yourself in this world. You lost track of time as well as space, especially when you felt him insert a pair of fingers inside you, while his thumb continued the rotations.
"Faster," you professed almost breathlessly inside, digging your nails into his upper back.
Faster, faster, faster.
"Don't stop," you reaffirmed again finding an intensity never before encountered.
I'm not going to stop...
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