Why am I so much more creative at night? It is truly a curse bc I don’t want to have to work AT NIGHT 🧍🏽‍♀️

This is what people hear when I try to explain what I do for work lol

banger

I know this is very shallow and short sighted but I sort of resent my antidepressants for making me put on so much weight

Lost 4kg

More 6kg to go (but I don’t have the motivation)

Using ChatGPT to keep my emotions in check lol

Trying to find rescue in the wrong people

I feel tired and anxious and sad - just want space and silence for a while