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((independent, multishipping Hawkeye-RP/post Endgame / canon divergent / mun and muse are 21+)) please read rules and pm me before interacting Tracking: prplhawk ... header by @mr-tony-stark
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prplhawk

Mun and muse are both 21+

NSFW stuff like torture, smut, self harm, drugs etc. will happen and be post!

I do try to tag everything #nsfw but sometimes I just forget it or my phone fucks up. SORRY

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hellbade : senua’s sacrifice   sentence starters  change tenses/pronouns as needed !!  some lines have been edited for clarity / length / ease of roleplaying tw :  death ,  mental health ,  suicide ,  blood mention

  • ‘there will be no more stories after this one.’ 
  • ‘the dead don’t always lie still here. this is not a place of rest.’
  • ‘you might try to ignore it, turn away. but it’s always there, just out of sight where you are the most vulnerable.’ 
  • ‘bravery only means something to those afraid of death.’ 
  • ‘there’s no going back.’ 
  • ‘are you scared? you should be scared.’
  • ‘I was just hiding. I find I live longer that way.’
  • ‘you listened when everyone else laughed.’ 
  • ‘you can’t just wish things away.’
  • ‘you. you took him from me.’ 
  • ‘I’ll give you what you want. I won’t resist anymore. just give him back.’ 
  • ‘the darkness does not bargain. it does not reason.’ 
  • ‘the hardest battles are fought in the mind.’ 
  • ‘this is the price you pay for seeing things differently.’
  • ‘once you gaze into that relentless darkness, all that lurks within it … can see you too.’ 
  • ‘it’s like crossing into another world that looks the same but feels different … an imposter world.’
  • ‘those who make it back are forever changed.’ 
  • ‘just because you cannot see the threat, doesn’t mean it’s not already here.’ 
  • ‘do you know what it’s like to leave everything behind?’
  • ‘when darkness speaks, it changes everything. turning home into a foreign land and loved ones into strangers.’ 
  • ‘exile makes sense when you realize you were never really home in the first place.’
  • ‘I was so naïve to think that I could banish it myself.’ 
  • ‘I wish you could have seen my home before these dark times.’ 
  • ‘you have the sight. just like I do.’ 
  • ‘there is nothing wrong with seeing the world the way you do.’
  • ‘you cannot overcome suffering if you refuse to look at it.’ 
  • ‘defy the gods, (name)! find your own path, like I found mine.’
  • ‘my god(s) abandoned me! I am alone!’ 
  • ‘to survive … I did things. bad things. like you (name), the man I once was died.’
  • ‘you say your world has collapsed? good. let it collapse and have the courage to shed your tears.’ 
  • ‘I wouldn’t have made it without you.’ 
  • ‘this darkness takes everything. everyone.’ 
  • ‘we can fight this together. side by side, we always do.’
  • ‘this is my battle. I must face it alone. away from here.’ 
  • ‘I believe in you. you know that.’
  • ‘just promise me that you will come back to me. I want you to say it.’ 
  • ‘I will come back to you, I promise.’ 
  • ‘(name) is getting stronger! you must stop him!’
  • ‘remember your training.’ 
  • ‘in the end, we all fall. even the gods have their time. yet still we go on. why?’ 
  • ‘be ready to face horror in the eye, like I have, to find your answers.’ 
  • ‘when the illusion of self is shattered, you simply cease to be.’ 
  • ‘you can feel it, a stranger in your own body, an impostor … and nothing is the same ever again.’ 
  • ‘did you think that I would let you go?’
  • ‘I’m not ready to die.’
  • ‘do you still hear his screams?’ 
  • ‘they can break you, but not your promise.’
  • ‘even death won’t keep you apart.’
  • ‘you fought for your dream, now there is no way to win.’ 
  • ‘you ran from it but brought it nearer.’ 
  • ‘you will walk into the lair of the beast, look it in the eye and you will go to war.’
  • ‘this is your mission. this is your quest. there is nothing else left.’
  • ‘why suffer the past when there is a new road ahead? the only one that makes any sense.’ 
  • ‘what are you doing? you’re showing weakness! you’re not a warrior, you’re a disgrace!’
  • ‘they say dreams are visions of our memories, thoughts and fears as seen by our inner eye. but what if each of us is always dreaming?’ 
  • ‘did you really think you could win? how could you be so stupid?’
  • ‘go on, feel sorry for yourself because there’s no one left to do that for you.’ 
  • ‘if you’re too much of a coward to fight then go ahead and end the suffering.’
  • ‘maybe you’re already dead.’
  • ‘there will be times that you will feel alone and exhausted, like a strange little fish swimming against the tides of the big ocean. but have the faith to let go and let the tide carry you away. because the whole ocean if your home and it does not ask you to swim against it.’
  • ‘the gloom lifted, and for the first time in years, I felt a ray of hope.’ 
  • ‘you want to believe it’s real but it’s a trick.’ 
  • ‘it only takes an instant. fear swallows you before you have a chance to make sense of it. and darkness becomes a part of who you are.’
  • ‘there’s no going back to how things were. there’s nothing left to go back to.’
  • ‘you will die here. and all your suffering will have been for nothing.’
  •  ‘i’ll find you, my love. I promise.’ 
  • ‘it’s so strange that we go to such lengths to bury death, something so very ordinary, inevitable.’
  • ‘it’s as if we conspire to hide death because we have no answer for it.’ 
  • ‘when death comes, and it forces itself onto our friends or loved ones, then comes the reckoning.’ 
  • ‘if you go down there, no one can save you.’ 
  • ‘that voice, it’s not (name).’ 
  • ‘I can see the darkness in your eyes.’ 
  • ‘no boy is going to save you, no one can.’
  • ‘you cannot escape the darkness. your curse will make everyone suffer. their blood is on your hands!’ 
  • ‘you’re tired but you have to keep going.’ 
  • ‘this is wrong, this has to be wrong.’ 
  • ‘they say that I’m cursed. what if they are right?’
  • ‘they’re afraid of what they can’t see. like children afraid of the dark, they make up stories to fill the void. that doesn’t make them true.’
  • ‘you have to step out of this darkness. let them see you for who you are, like I have.’ 
  • ‘without you this darkness has made me a monster.’ 
  • ‘the world once seemed so simple: black and white, darkness and light.’
  • ‘the truth of life is revealed when we can face death without fear.’ 
  • ‘how can the gods understand us if they refuse to die themselves?’ 
  • ‘what if this is pointless?’ 
  • ‘it makes sense in your mind but it does not make sense in the real world.’ 
  • ‘maybe this is the price paid for the gift that the gods have granted you. the gift that makes you so very special in my eyes. just another part of the person I love.’
  • ‘your eyes were open but you were … gone.’
  • ‘I heard your voice. you brought me back.’ 
  • ‘you found your own way back. all you needed was a little help. a little hope.’ 
  • ‘you will pay a price for this.’ 
  • ‘do you see it clearly now (name)? the suffering you’ve caused.’ 
  • ‘you have blood on your hands.’
  • ‘why must they pay for your heresy?’ 
  • ‘why are  you fighting for someone who is already dead?’ 
  • ‘I can’t fight it anymore!’ 
  • ‘you said it, I have blood on my hands.’ 
  • ‘I didn’t say that, you’ve done nothing wrong.’ 
  • ‘who do you trust? him or me?’
  • ‘do you still believe in me, (name)? in us?’ 
  • ‘you don’t have to do this on your own anymore.’ 
  • ‘silence is lonely.’ 
  • ‘how will you save (name) if you are too much of a coward to step into the shadows?’ 
  • ‘your sword is useless here.’ 
  • ‘do you remember that darkness, (name)?’ 
  • ‘I wont give up. I’m not going to rot in here!’
  • ‘if I had stayed, I wouldn’t have survived.’ 
  • ‘it was my mission to make you hate, to hate this darkness with a passion so great, it would focus your mind on the quest.’
  • ‘all this time I’ve wanted to protect you from the truth that would have destroyed you a long time ago.’
  • ‘I won’t stand in your way. you will not survive what is in there.’ 
  • ‘I’m not here to fight my past. I’m here for (name).’ 
  • ‘I will fulfil my vow, whatever the cost.’ 
  • ‘that is our gift and our duty. I’m not going to look away in fear anymore.’ 
  • ‘we’ll all die someday.’ 
  • ‘I don’t want to die.’ 
  • ‘if you don’t want to die with me, then leave me alone.’ 
  • ‘there is nothing to go back to.’ 
  • ‘it’s not like the old stories, is it? the noble warrior facing evil in search of victory and honor. clear dividing lines.’ 
  • ‘it’s as if it knows true torment lies within memories you cannot defeat. cannot escape.’ 
  • ‘don’t see me like this. turn away, (name).’ 
  • ‘I remember it clearly now.’ 
  • ‘fuck the gods! you did this!’ 
  • ‘you created this darkness so you could hide behind it!’
  • ‘only suffering brings salvation. it is the way of the gods.’ 
  • ‘it was all a lie! you are a lie!’ 
  • ‘look at you. running forward but moving backwards to wallow in your miserable past.’
  • ‘I tried to save you from yourself.’ 
  • ‘what can you do to me that you haven’t already?’ 
  • ‘let go of your battle. let go of redemption. let go of (name).’ 
  • ‘let go of your battle. you’ve done enough.’ 
  • ‘you’re killing yourself.’ 
  • ‘is that what you want me to believe? after all you’ve done to me?!’ 
  • ‘you’ve crawled into me to confuse me and deceive me!’ 
  • ‘you will have to kill me because i’ve got nothing left. no fear, no hate. no quest. nothing.’ 
  • ‘you will have no power over me.’
  • ‘a life without loss is one without love.’
  • ‘the longer you hide from it, the longer the shadow grows, until all you can see is darkness.’
  • ‘when our time comes, we must look death in the eye and embrace it as a friend. only then can we let go of our fear, and emerge from our darkness.’  
  • ‘do not mourn the waves, the leaves, the clouds. even in darkness the wonder and the beauty of this world never leaves us. it is always there. waiting to be seen again.’
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"Did you..." Clint starred at Bruce, completely confused by what just had happened.

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"I-I uh...Really like calculating trajectories. And that was. You hit that target perfectly."

"So....you kissed me cause I didn't miss?" Clint asked still a bit confused

"Yes. It was impressive,"said Bruce as if he hadn't seen Clint do similar things countless times before.

"Does that mean if I make this impressive trick shot, you'll give me another kiss?" Clint asked, grinning.

He hadn't expected that either and he didn't know if Clint was teasing him or encouraging him. "Hm. If? Does that mean you doubt that you will? Or does that mean...you want me to kiss you again?"

"What if..." Clint started and blushed a little. "What if I wanted to kiss you for a while but always have been too scared to make a move?" He asked and looked at Bruce.

"I'd say that makes sense, but you should kiss me anyway,"said Bruce stepping closer.

Clint had an unusual shy smile on his face. He took a step forward to close the distance between them and kissed Bruce softly.

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"Rough night..." Bruce groaned as the blood stained Bat-suit laid on the bathroom floor and Bruce was at the mirror, attempting to stitch a wound and failing.

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Claire got worried as she saw the blood. "Wait. Let me help you." She said and walked over to take the needle out of his hand. "You need to be more careful. I can't stand it to see you like that."

Bruce let her take the needle and finish his stitch work, not that he was any good. Alfred was always better but Claire smiled when she did it like a sweet nurse or angel.

"I know and I just upgraded the armor but I guess it needs more work. So how was your night?" He asked as a way to distract the from the scene of her sewing his wound.

Claire was very careful with the needle. It wasn't that Bruce already had a lot of scars, but she wanted it to heal as good as possible.

"I could ask Shuri if she got more of the vibranium fabric for me. She made me a suit out of it, and it's totally soft and lightweight and absolutely bulletproof." Claire offered. "My night was good. Your bed is way too big without you but Ace kept me company.

Claire had steady hands as she mended Bruce. He wondered what she couldn't do.

"I'm sorry but we need to figure out how you can join me out there without being Hawkeye so no one suspects Batman and Bruce Wayne and Claire Barton are together. I have a few ideas but I am glad we are finally able to be in public without hiding." He smiled.

"And don't worry about the bed, It won't be lonely anymore tonight." He kissed her forehead. "I can talk to T'challa tomorrow about a new suit for me. Right now, I would just like you out there with me again."

"Only two more stitches." She thought out loud and looked up at Bruce. "What idea do you have? And let me tell you, I'd choose Bruce over Batman. I would rather have Hawkeye and Batman not working together than making our relationship a secret again." Claire gave Bruce a soft smile and then kissed him above the wound she had just finished stitching up. "There. All done."

"You should try to rest now."

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"Same. Bruce and Claire won't go away and we will be very public as always but Hawkeye might need to take a backseat or disappear so we can have someone new come in. We can work on backstory when we have a idea and theme but I miss having you out there with me."

He looked down at the stitches and smiled. "Thank you." He leaned down and gave her a deep kiss. "Are you going to join me if I do? It was a long night but I understand if you have work to do."

"Yeah. I miss it too but think Hawkeye is already busy enough being an Avenger. But enough of Batman and Hawkeye for now. For the rest of the night, it's just Bruce and Claire." She said and kissed him back. "Of course I'm going to join you. I've been without you for a week. There are a lot cuddles that needs to be done."

Bruce felt his heart warm as she seem to understand and she suggest they keep work away for tonight. Just Bruce and Claire.

"Heh true. Let me grab a quick shower and then we can go to bed. I feel I need a wash before we cuddle. Why don't you get into Pajamas or whatever you want to wear to bed and I'll join you in a few minutes, alright?"

"I can help you with that shower." Claire suggested with a grin. "Scrub your back. Get all those hard to reach places." She said and kissed Bruce. "Except you rather want to shower alone."

Bruce kissed back and grinned. "You know I can't pass that up." She let her join him in the bathroom and he undressed and started the shower, letting the room fill with steam.

"Good." She smirked and walked with Bruce into the bathroom. In the bathroom, Claire stripped off her clothes, making a bit of a show out of it for her boyfriend.

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"Did you..." Clint starred at Bruce, completely confused by what just had happened.

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"I-I uh...Really like calculating trajectories. And that was. You hit that target perfectly."

"So....you kissed me cause I didn't miss?" Clint asked still a bit confused

"Yes. It was impressive,"said Bruce as if he hadn't seen Clint do similar things countless times before.

"Does that mean if I make this impressive trick shot, you'll give me another kiss?" Clint asked, grinning.

He hadn't expected that either and he didn't know if Clint was teasing him or encouraging him. "Hm. If? Does that mean you doubt that you will? Or does that mean...you want me to kiss you again?"

"What if..." Clint started and blushed a little. "What if I wanted to kiss you for a while but always have been too scared to make a move?" He asked and looked at Bruce.

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“Your shirt has to go, but you can stay.”

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Clint laughed hearing that. "Thanks for the compliment."

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“Hi.” She smiled and took a sip of her coffee. “Ah, yeah, there’s a lot of events and stuff going on right now. At least you got a room though.” Tani nodded her head. “I’ve got a spare room if you want until your room is ready. That sounds crazy, I know, but I couldn’t just leave you stranded without offering. I’m not a crazy person, I promise. I’m a cop with the Five-0 taskforce.”

"Yeah, it looks like a lot is going on here right now." Clint nodded. "Really, you would do that? And that's really okay with you? I mean, you don't even know me." He was surprised by her kind and generous offer. "Thank you."

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"Rough night..." Bruce groaned as the blood stained Bat-suit laid on the bathroom floor and Bruce was at the mirror, attempting to stitch a wound and failing.

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Claire got worried as she saw the blood. "Wait. Let me help you." She said and walked over to take the needle out of his hand. "You need to be more careful. I can't stand it to see you like that."

Bruce let her take the needle and finish his stitch work, not that he was any good. Alfred was always better but Claire smiled when she did it like a sweet nurse or angel.

"I know and I just upgraded the armor but I guess it needs more work. So how was your night?" He asked as a way to distract the from the scene of her sewing his wound.

Claire was very careful with the needle. It wasn't that Bruce already had a lot of scars, but she wanted it to heal as good as possible.

"I could ask Shuri if she got more of the vibranium fabric for me. She made me a suit out of it, and it's totally soft and lightweight and absolutely bulletproof." Claire offered. "My night was good. Your bed is way too big without you but Ace kept me company.

Claire had steady hands as she mended Bruce. He wondered what she couldn't do.

"I'm sorry but we need to figure out how you can join me out there without being Hawkeye so no one suspects Batman and Bruce Wayne and Claire Barton are together. I have a few ideas but I am glad we are finally able to be in public without hiding." He smiled.

"And don't worry about the bed, It won't be lonely anymore tonight." He kissed her forehead. "I can talk to T'challa tomorrow about a new suit for me. Right now, I would just like you out there with me again."

"Only two more stitches." She thought out loud and looked up at Bruce. "What idea do you have? And let me tell you, I'd choose Bruce over Batman. I would rather have Hawkeye and Batman not working together than making our relationship a secret again." Claire gave Bruce a soft smile and then kissed him above the wound she had just finished stitching up. "There. All done."

"You should try to rest now."

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"Same. Bruce and Claire won't go away and we will be very public as always but Hawkeye might need to take a backseat or disappear so we can have someone new come in. We can work on backstory when we have a idea and theme but I miss having you out there with me."

He looked down at the stitches and smiled. "Thank you." He leaned down and gave her a deep kiss. "Are you going to join me if I do? It was a long night but I understand if you have work to do."

"Yeah. I miss it too but think Hawkeye is already busy enough being an Avenger. But enough of Batman and Hawkeye for now. For the rest of the night, it's just Bruce and Claire." She said and kissed him back. "Of course I'm going to join you. I've been without you for a week. There are a lot cuddles that needs to be done."

Bruce felt his heart warm as she seem to understand and she suggest they keep work away for tonight. Just Bruce and Claire.

"Heh true. Let me grab a quick shower and then we can go to bed. I feel I need a wash before we cuddle. Why don't you get into Pajamas or whatever you want to wear to bed and I'll join you in a few minutes, alright?"

"I can help you with that shower." Claire suggested with a grin. "Scrub your back. Get all those hard to reach places." She said and kissed Bruce. "Except you rather want to shower alone."

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"It was just supposed to be fun, [name]. No strings attached." "You can't honestly tell me that meant nothing to you." "I didn't sign up for this emotional rollercoaster, [name]." "Why did you have to complicate everything? We had an agreement." "I thought we were on the same page, [name]. This wasn't part of the deal." "Feelings? That's not what we agreed upon when we started this." "You can't go around pretending everything we did didn't matter, [name]." "I never expected you to fall for me. This was just a game, remember?" "I don't need this drama. Let's just go back to how things were." "You're overreacting, [name]. We agreed this was casual." "Why are you making this so complicated? We were having fun." "I don't want a relationship. Can't we just go back to how it was?" "You're acting like this was some grand love story. It wasn't, [name]." "Feelings weren't part of the plan. This was just supposed to be physical." "I'm not ready for something serious, [name]. Can't you understand that?" "Don't act like I broke your heart. We were just messing around, right?" "I don't know why you're making a big deal out of this." "Let's not complicate things. We both knew what we were getting into."

[CONFESSION] The sender confronts the receiver about their feelings. [RESISTANCE] The sender avoids eye contact and tries to change the subject when feelings are brought up. [RETREAT] The sender emotionally retreats, unwilling to engage in a conversation about the relationship. [APOLOGIZE] The sender apologizes for catching feelings, feeling like they broke the rules. [REASSURANCE] The sender seeks reassurance, wanting to know if the receiver cares beyond the physical. [BREAKUP] The sender suggests ending the arrangement, realizing it has become too complicated. [EXPLANATION] The sender tries to explain that they're not ready for a committed relationship. [CLARITY] The sender seeks clarity, asking if there was any chance for them to be more than casual. [CONFRONTATION] The sender confronts the receiver about seeing them with someone else, triggering unexpected jealousy. [REFUSAL] The sender refuses to acknowledge the emotional side of the relationship. [CLOSURE] The sender seeks closure, asking for a clear answer about what the relationship meant.

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"Did you..." Clint starred at Bruce, completely confused by what just had happened.

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"I-I uh...Really like calculating trajectories. And that was. You hit that target perfectly."

"So....you kissed me cause I didn't miss?" Clint asked still a bit confused

"Yes. It was impressive,"said Bruce as if he hadn't seen Clint do similar things countless times before.

"Does that mean if I make this impressive trick shot, you'll give me another kiss?" Clint asked, grinning.

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“I just want you to be happy! And perhaps a little bit naked.” Natasha smiled.

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"You know ow what would make me happy? If you'd get a little bit naked too?"

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“Well hello there, mister.” Natasha smiled at him.

"Hello there." Clint answered, looking her deep in the eyes.

“You caught me.” She giggled softly at him.

"Looks like I did." Clint said and put his hands on her hips. "Do I get a reward?"

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"Did you..." Clint starred at Bruce, completely confused by what just had happened.

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"I-I uh...Really like calculating trajectories. And that was. You hit that target perfectly."

"So....you kissed me cause I didn't miss?" Clint asked still a bit confused

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“Your shirt has to go, but you can stay.”

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Clint laughed hearing that. "Thanks for the compliment."

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5-0xmermaid

Tani smirked playfully as she walked past him in the diner. “Oh I wouldn’t suggest that. The sand just gets everywhere.” She teased. “I’m surprised you’re still here, Clint.” The brunette ordered a cup of coffee for herself. “Hotel issues?”

"Hello again." He greeted her. "It seems like it's the time of the year where every single hotel on Hawaii is completely booked out." Clint said and took a sip from his coffee. "I got a room in a hotel but that's in two days."

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