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Living with stars

@chipilerendi / chipilerendi.tumblr.com

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frenzy of lust and sin 2

Part 1 Pairing: Instructor!Bucky x Recruit!Reader

Summary: During your training to become an agent, you've earned the moniker "Sergeant's girl" around the base—that doesn't give him the right to be possessive or jealous, but what gives you the right to be a brat? Warnings: sexual tension, age gap Words: 2.4k

Cause and effect are erratic. Sometimes the first precedes the second, sometimes the second the first. Or perhaps cause lies forever in the past while effecting in the future, but future and past are entwined.

“Is SHIELD so desperate that they allow to recruit women here?” 

Vlad says loudly, placing the glass down before bringing up his hand to rub his jaw as he chuckles. But nobody else on his table or the other dares to chuckle or laugh. As the room goes quiet, the man feels something like a touch of ice on his heart, like a recollection or, more exactly, a reminder, of something agonizing and revolting that is in that room now, at that moment, Bucky Barnes has heard him speak—he changes the expression of joy on his lips to one of alarm, but he doesn’t dare move from his seat. Someone makes his presence known, quiet thud of his boots cracking the stillness. The deathlike silence is broken—he seems petrified when he hears the melodious ringing sounds of Bucky’s dog tag chimes deep into his soul as if a funeral bell is ringing, pealing for his farewell. He puts the metal arm on the man’s shoulder—a beautiful yet deadly ornament, he can’t shake hands with the Devil and not get sulphur on his hands—his arm is a reminder not only to himself, but to others as well.

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frenzy of lust and sin 1

Pairing: Instructor!Bucky x Recruit!Reader

Summary: During your training to become an agent, you've earned the moniker "Sergeant's girl" around the base—that doesn't give him the right to be possessive or jealous, but what gives you the right to be a brat? Warnings: sexual tension, age gap, sparring Words: 3.4k

Bucky knows that the body is not a thing of wild magic, but a collection of chemicals, tissues, and nerve impulses. Thoughts are no more than electrical surges in the brain. Sexual arousal is no more than a flow of chemicals to certain nerve endings. Sadness no more than a bit of acid transfixed in the cerebellum. In short, the body is a machine, subject to the same laws of electricity and mechanics as an electron or clock. As such, the body must be addressed in the language of physics. And if the body speaks, it is the speaking only of so many levers and forces. The body is a thing to be ordered, not obeyed. But the feeling is not leaving, he can’t control it. Jealousy. He is witnessing himself become daily more notable for savage sullenness and ferocity. But in the end, it’s an instinctive feeling. Your presence has flattered him from the first time you met, you are full of ambition which leads Bucky to adopt a double character without exactly intending to deceive anyone.

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MY BEST FRIEND'S GIRL

MASTERLIST

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Fem!reader

Summary: Bucky Barnes is in love with you, his best friend. But not in his wildest dreams can he imagine that his feelings are reciprocated. In a futile attempt at moving on, he finds himself a girlfriend, Priya. Unfortunately for you, her presence in Bucky's life comes as an unexpected and rather unpleasant surprise and you have to deal with the pain of losing the man you love to another woman.

Warnings: 18+ (minors DNI)

Word Count: 47k

General warnings & themes: angst, mutual pining, girlfriend!oc, aliens and arms dealers, canon-level violence, some explicit sexual content, mentions of sexual trauma.

I will add warnings to each chapter but please tell me if I've missed anything.

A/N: Shoutout to @samodivaa and @scoonsalicious for your valuable input and for listening to my crazy for the last month!

3: COMPANY

4: UNDERCOVER MISSION

5: EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

6: A FINE LINE

7: SPRING FLING

8: SURPRISE!

9: NEW DAWN

10: REVELATIONS

11: SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST

12: MENDING FENCES

13: NEW BEGINNINGS

14: CRICKET & BUCKY

Posting schedule will be Tuesdays and Fridays around 7.30am ACT / 9.30pm BST / 4.30pm EST / 1.30pm PST

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Sinful Sighs

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Summary: Bucky and Y/N are like a couple of horny teenagers after completing a mission where feelings were revealed - continuation of ‘Hungry Eyes’.  

Warnings: 18+ content - MINORS DNI- blowjob, fingering, oral (female receiving), dirty talk, sex with protection, cursing - just pure smut for the sake of it. 

Words: 1,303

A/N: Okay so part 2 came along sooner than expected - I am a woman with needs and apparently writing saucy fanfiction is how I fulfil them these days! Please forgive any mistakes/cringe moments - this is my first time writing full on smut and boy, was it a struggle!

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READ PART ONE [HERE]

The Quinjet had barely touched the tarmac before you and Bucky were barreling down its ramp and making your way into the compound, hands entwined as you marched towards the living quarters. 

“For the love of God, turn off your comms before you get to your room!” Sam called after you, prompting you to rip out your earpieces and leave them on a side table as you passed through the lounge. 

You couldn’t unlock your door quick enough, and you squealed excitedly when Bucky playfully slapped your ass and shoved you through it once you’d finally got it open.

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and baby makes three

(the reboot)

bucky barnes x fem reader

words: 11.3k

warnings: **18+ ONLY** friends to lovers, pining, smut, oral (f receiving), breeding kink, pregnancy kink, cockwarming (kind of??), trigger warning for having troubles with getting pregnant. it's still super fuckin soft despite all of that though, i swear.

a/n: okay so it's currently 6am as i'm typing this and i haven't been to sleep yet bc i decided to just heavily edit this instead of rewrite it bc i'm lazy i guess idk. this was posted originally back in 2021 i believe and it's still on ao3 it's just orphaned rip. i promise i'll be writing and posting new stuff soon ok pls have faith in me and cheer me on bc it's hard and scary and i don't wanna disappoint anybody :( ANYWAY, as usual, any and all mistakes are my own. if i've missed anything important pls let me know so i can correct it. feedback is encouraged (pls) and appreciated (i am begging...)

The idea of you having a child one day always seemed foreign and very unlikely. Sure, you liked kids well enough, but having one of your own…

It’s a thought that’s sat in a corner deep in your mind, buried beneath a million other impossible concepts; a thought that you’ve only ever glanced over and never gave your full attention, having ruled it out ages ago as something you just couldn’t—or wouldn’t—do.

And then, on a day like any other, it pushes its way to the forefront of your mind, making itself known and unwilling to leave.

You’re going into the clothing store to find a new cardigan after your most favorite one got eaten by the dryer. Usually you’re a single-minded shopper, walking into a store with tunnel vision and on a mission to get what you need and that’s it.

Today, however, you make the mistake of letting your eyes wander on your way to the sweater section. Your gaze just so happens to land on the baby clothes… and your steps falter. It’s there that you see it, a tiny, pink onesie with a sleeping teddy bear printed on the front, displayed on an even tinier hanger. There’s matching pants with teddy bears all over them and ruffles on the butt and all your brain can muster up is cutecutecutecutecute.

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Little Bookworm 18+

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 2.3k

Content Warnings: unprotected sex (p-in-v), rough sex, dirty talk, size kink, dubcon kink (as long as Bucky can keep a straight face), tummy bulge, language, a good ole coochie slap (once), cum play, a little fluff, some aftercare

Your boyfriend can’t think of anything more adorable than watching you read. One night while you’re in the shower he picks up the book you left on the nightstand: “Haunting Adeline by H.D. Carlton” and thumbs through it, very quickly realizing just what kind of books his sweet little bookworm is really into.

Inspired by my IRL husband’s reaction to my smutty reads.

Note: I don’t own any characters or works referenced in this oneshot and shout out to H.D. Carlton for creating Zade Meadows and giving us the house of mirrors chapter that’s been living rent free in both me and @lilacka’s head for over a year.

Bucky absolutely loved to watch you read.

The subtle way your expressions changed as your eyes would glide across the pages made his heart swell with admiration.

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Wants & Needs

Bucky Barnes x Reader

18+

Word count: 1.8k

Content Warnings: unprotected sex (p-in-v), rough sex, dirty talk, pet names, size kink, masturbation, language, teasing, flashing

You come home late from girls night knowing Bucky will still be up. You want need him and you’re finally going to let him know.

“Hey.” You said softly, shutting the door behind you and shrugging off your jacket.

It was late, nearly two in the morning and as expected, Bucky was sitting up in the living room reclining on the couch with a glass of bourbon in his hand. He nodded in greeting but even in the dim light you could see his blue eyes rake up your form, taking in your appearance. You kicked your shoes off and started across the room.

“You were out late.” He says, taking a swig from his glass. “Nice dress.”

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Hunted Masterlist

Huntsman!Bucky x Princess!reader

Summary: Your whole life, you were raised to be the perfect princess, destined to marry the perfect prince. When you meet your betrothed, you fear he is less than perfect. Taking hold of your own fate, you flee, only to have the prince’s most fearsome huntsman sent to retrieve you. What happens next, you never would have predicted.

Series Warnings: arranged marriage, mild violence, allusions to smut in later chapters, angst with a happy ending.

A/N: New chapters to come regularly. There will be no tag list for this series.

Epilogue

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Eric Coulter Masterlist

Rumors of Rivals - Based on this request: “eric coulter x fem!reader rivals to lovers and everyone in Dauntless has bets on them to be together?” Imagine

Ink Stains - Moving from Amity to Dauntless was quite the lifestyle change. Still, nothing rocks your boat more than meeting Eric Coulter for the first time, especially when he seems to like you more than he should. Imagine

Couldn’t Ever Lose You - Based on this request: one where reader saves Eric from his death before Four kills him” Imagine

Smoke and Fire - Based on this request: “fic happens while y/n is smoking a cigarette. she ran from her faction to dauntless because her parents were too strict, now she is stuck between two men who want her. The love-hate relationship with Eric and the too needy and draining with Four.” Imagine

Raging Storm - Based on this request: “Eric x reader. They’re leaders. They’re busy during initiation, they don’t do anything together and it makes them fight a lot. During one of those fights hurtful stuff is said by him. A hurricane hits and they can’t find one initiate. She goes to search for them and eric is worried after she doesn’t return in time.” Imagine

jealousy, jealousy - Based on this request: “Eric Coulter x Reader: The reader is a new found leader with Eric and Four. Some of the boys try to hit on her but Eric gets a little protective” Imagine

Hiding It - Based on this request: “Eric Coulter with a new dauntless leader love intreast who walks with a limp but hides it while training initiates, It really hurts them but they’re scared of appearing weak in front of others. one day they can’t take it anymore and confide in Eric who’s worried about the reader” Imagine

Feelings - Based on this request: “Eric Coulter x Reader // Christina talks about the reader in a bad way to Eric challenges her” Imagine

One Night - Based on this request: “Eric coulters reaction to the reader being all soft and kiss drunk (ie pressing lazy kisses to the side of his neck,on his head, at the corner of his lips etc)” Imagine

Your Move - Based on this request: “eric from divergent? maybe an angst to fluff” Imagine

Where You Go, I’ll Follow - Based on this request for my 3k celebration: “a brother’s best friend situation with Eric from divergent? Where the reader grew up with her brother and Eric before he transferred out of Erudite, but reconnect after she transfers into Dauntless a few years later? Prompt 21 could also go with it” Imagine

Visiting Day Blues - Based on this request: “eric x reader: it’s visiting day and eric meets the readers family” Imagine

Surprises - Based on this request: “Divergent imagine the reader is from Amity and is going threw dauntless initiation and she has a hard time dealing with it but copes with song writing and singing and Eric catches her singing near the chasm.” Imagine

Capture and Release - Based on this request: “Eric Coulter x Reader: Jeanine has the reader, she tries and escapes, but it just ends up with Eric, Four, and Peter rescuing her” Imagine

Late-Night Rescue - Based on this request: “eric x reader: peter never liked the reader, and so he tries to kidnap her like he did with tris. but eric & four & tris save her” Imagine

Poison - Based on this request: “A Divergent songfic using the song Poison by Alice Cooper? The reader and Four are friends, they grew up in Abnegation together. She, Four, and Eric are the Dauntless instructors. She develops an attraction to Eric. He develops an attraction to her. He’s bad news, and she knows it, but she can’t stay away from him, and he can’t stay away from her.” Imagine

Motivator - Based on this request: “Y/n is from amity people were shocked she choose dauntless she quiet but lot anger in her. no one knew that she have it until eric coulter (love) and four (like a brother) saw right though it decide help her” Imagine

Protective - Based on this request: “eric coulter x reader where some of the initiates start picking on the reader and he gets all upset. they try and fight her on a mat but he refuses to let her go on because she’s pregnant” Imagine

Backtalk - You absolutely hate Eric Coulter. He absolutely hates you. So how is it that you find yourself kissing him in the middle of a game of Capture the Flag? Imagine

Another Stiff-  Within your first few moments as a Dauntless initiate, you meet two very important people. You know Four because he is your older brother, but Eric Coulter seems like he’s going to have a much larger part of your life than just another Dauntless leader. Imagine

Leadership -  Based on this request: “the reader is the daughter of Jeanine Matthews and she divergent and she in a relationship with eric and her best friend is four thank you” Imagine

Top Initiate - As an Amity transfer, you’ll have to work pretty hard to survive the initiation process into Dauntless. Good thing you’re more than prepared, especially as you grow closer to Eric Coulter. Imagine

Weaknesses - Based on this request: “A Reader/Eric Coulter where she is his soul mate?” Imagine

Training - As an Erudite and member of Jeanine’s inner circle, you’re more than a little surprised when she sends you to Dauntless so you can learn to protect yourself. Will you be able to prove yourself to your fellow Erudites, and also to your trainer, Eric Coulter? Imagine

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Dangerous Liaisons - Famous Last Words

***taps microphone*** Hello…is anyone still there? I know it’s been a long while :) …

My only excuse is that COVID wreaked absolute havoc on my life in every way it could for the last 2 years. But I digress…I promised I would see this story through, so here I am :)

This chapter picks up the night before Eric and Jade’s wedding, when what’s been done in the dark is brought to light, for more than one unfortunate soul. Jade finally settles things with Ayden for good (so she thinks), Eric does the same with his father, and Brady finally gains some clues about what’s plaguing Leah, though it will be presented in a misconstrued way. Rachel and Sebastian will begin to come to terms, and Brady will prove exactly why men shouldn’t always listen to their friends’ advice about women. No smut (saving the good stuff for later), but the other usual: profanity, angst, and parental death, mentions of suicide. Enjoy!

no tags, because I don’t know who all is still reading. Hope the ones that are still like it :) 

-Emmy

Excerpt: 

Visibly at a loss for words, Austin’s features twist in suppressed rage…another trait they share. “Careful, son…you may be Dauntless now, but I’m still your father. I wouldn’t want to have to remind you of that the unpleasant way…especially the night before your wedding,” he growls lowly. Eric openly laughs in defiance, making Austin’s face further redden.

“Unfortunately for you, of all the attributes I inherited, your cowardice wasn’t one of them. My mother’s Dauntless trait clearly prevailed in my genetic selection,” he jeers. His expression melts to a carefully controlled mask, his eyes narrowing.

“But by all means…if you’d like to test that, I’m ready when you are.”

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War of Attrition: Chapter 25

Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier x Reader Summary: Best friends with Steve Rogers, renowned Howling Commando, and married to one James Buchanan Barnes, your life wasn’t perfect, but it was as close as it could possibly be in the middle of World War II. Then you fell from a train in the Alps, and everything changed. You spent nearly 70 years as a tool of Hydra alongside your beloved, though your past with him was more often than not forgotten. After some help from Agent 13, the battle at the airport begins. T’Challa and Tony are out for blood and anything goes in the fight between super people. Warnings: Swearing (always), blood, violence, mentions of death/torture Word Count: ~5,225 A/N: This chapter, then 26, then a series hiatus until avengers 4 hits!

Previous Chapter // Next Chapter

You lifted your eyes to find Steve and Sam staring at you with varying levels of wariness. “Y’all done?” Sam asked, eyebrow raised.

Bucky glared at him. “I hate him.”

You smacked Bucky gently and turned a smile on Sam. “Don’t suppose either of you have a pack of cards to pass the time until Tasha gets back?”

You took one look at Steve, the little blue beetle he’d stolen, and wordlessly got into the driver’s seat. Both Bucky and Steve paled a little at that, ignoring Sam’s confused looks and vaguely rebellious glances at the sight of you sitting there. When he whispered something to Steve, the blond man glanced up at you, shook his head as subtly as he could, and crammed himself into the back seat with Sam following closely behind.

The drive to the rendezvous had been short and tense and by the end of it Bucky and Steve were a little green and Sam’s lips were slammed shut so tightly you just knew he was fighting back the urge to hack up his breakfast.

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One Week - B.Barnes x reader

Here is part two my loves, there will be a final 3rd part,

TW: suicide, death, character death, breakup, general sadness, suicide notes, swearing.

(also I won't be making a taglist for the next part so please turn notifs on so you don't miss it!)

Bucky couldn’t watch, he had resulted to cleaning the blood from between the joints on his metal hand. The quinjet hummed slowly, providing little comfort to Bucky’s swirling thoughts.  Steve and Wanda were talking quietly, not quietly enough for Bucky’s liking. 

“Did you read yours?” Steve asked, gesturing to the letter that Wanda had clutched in her hand 

“No, I won’t. She wrote it for me to read when she wasn’t here. She is here. I don’t need to read it” Wanda said sadly, her letter was still sealed in the envelope with her name neatly swirled on the front. Her eyes fell on Y/N’s sleeping frame, Tony had taken the decision to sedate her, she had refused to be taken out of the cell, still clutching desperately to the hope of death. They had all tried their hardest to level with her, but nothing worked, everyone had tried their best, everyone except Bucky. He couldn’t find a single word to say to her as she was desperately asking everyone to kill her. 

“We will be landing at the compound in ten minutes” Tony said to nobody in particular but everyone stopped and listened 

“I think we should take her to a hospital” Nat said calmly, she was too calm for Bucky’s liking. He couldn’t understand how she wasn’t tearing herself apart for letting Y/N get to this state. 

“She needs to be at home” Tony said firmly 

“The compound isn’t her home” Nat answered curtly 

“It used to be” Wanda mused, thinking of the days that Y/N had spent wandering around the compound as she watched Bucky training, or cooking together, it used to be her home. 

“It isn’t now” Clint agreed with Nat, “A few months ago I would have said the same Tony, but now, well now she needs to be at a hospital. She needs to be given the choice to come back with us” 

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The Lonely Souls Club 5

Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as stalking, loneliness, noncon, and possible untagged elements. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Summary: Two lost souls cross, but not all those are lost, want to be found.

Characters: Bucky Barnes

Note: can't stop today.

As per usual, I humbly request your thoughts! Reblogs are always appreciated and welcomed, not only do I see them easier but it lets other people see my work. I will do my best to answer all I can. I’m trying to get better at keeping up so thanks everyone for staying with me.

Your feedback will help in this and future works (and WiPs, I haven’t forgotten those!)

I love you all immensely. Take care. 💖

Bucky

“Dammit, that smarts,” Sam rubs his shoulder as he pulls of his mask, “you didn’t say she’d be armed.”

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PAIRING: Soft!Dark!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader (no Y/N)

SYNOPSIS: For one of his last missions to make amends, Bucky tracks down the daughter of a man he killed when he was the Winter Soldier. He follows her from a distance at first, then slowly gets to know her. Affection turns to love which turns to lust which turns into something darker. Bucky tells himself he’s stalking her with good intentions, but he knows that isn’t true anymore.

Will contain: angst (every chapter), fluff, smut, dream cuddles, stalking, masturbation, a bit of cockwarming, noncon, bondage, dirty talk, a bit of nondescript violence, just Bucky being a touch starved naughty boy.

LEGEND: Fluff ⨕ / Smut ◎ / Noncon ◩ / Violence ▲

THEMES: Devotion, Healing

WORD COUNT: 56K

CHAPTERS:

  1. Daydreams of affection
  2. Lateral ligatures
  3. Dust and shadow ⨕ ◎
  4. Longing in the quiet
  5. All well below ⨕ ◎
  6. The great binding
  7. Guilty dreams of tasting ⨕ ◎
  8. Beneath the paper sky
  9. The flight of birds
  10. Among the ruins
  11. Her last photographs
  12. The cut of the fleurons
  13. Autumn’s end
  14. In the garden of blood and bone
  15. Only you exist here
  16. Sensual nightmares ◎ ◩
  17. Waves unfolding ◎ ◩
  18. Ivy and ivory
  19. Realms of darkness ◎ ◩
  20. Eternal silence ⨕ ▲
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