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I'm African American and I live in Maryland. I'm 19 years old, I'm studying computer science and I'm in my sophomore year of college. When I walked into my first comp sci class.. there was nothing but white males.. and honestly that was the most intimidating thing ever. That's when it hit me that I was in over my head.. I'd have to fight for my place in a white male dominated field.. I was so discouraged.. they had so much knowledge on coding etc. All I had was what a pubic school could provide.

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For all who are afraid of studying abroad.

I’m a Filipino student studying graphic design in a small American, Methodist university. I’ve only been here for a year, so I just want to share some ideas of mine. (This might involve some offensive or not-so-offensive thoughts on racism and american school systems, but not that bad)

At first, I was so afraid that people would start judging me for being different race, different color, different background and family. But you know what I found?

I found an awesome art department head who taught me how to paint really well on a traditional canvas with acrylic paints and brushes I’ve never used in my life. And said that it was good, I was good enough. That I was talented.

I found a teacher who taught me how to handle an art gallery and “see, the difference when you all come in the gallery, europeans and asians seem to go left while americans go towards the paintings on the right. What’s with that? Isn’t it interesting?” She told me how she’d love to try Filipino food like Pork Adobo and I should cook for her some time.

I found a half-french photography student who loves to take risks and wants to teach kids about art. Recently, she took a colored-smoke bomb photography on campus for a school project! She has great taste in music too.

I found a part-hispanic american girl who never left the town since her childhood and she paints lovely pictures of women and flowers. They look so beautiful and watercolor-y and I love her style so much.

I found a 30-something-year-old mexican veteran who went back to studying concept art because he wanted to learn more, learn how he could do better, improve his drawings. He’s so motivating and the class I have with him had started calling him The Art Dad.

I found a chinese photography student who has a hard time speaking his ideas out but I found his portfolio website and he has such amazing imagery with black and white photos and shadows and lights and cities.

I found an american girl who lived in Norway and fell in love with the place and she had to go back because she couldn’t afford to live so far away from her only parent. She fell in love and had the worst relationship ever, and currently trying to get back to loving herself again. She worked hard at a coffee shop and cried when she got fired after 2 years. I wish I could’ve comforted her but I didn’t know how.

And me? I’m just a filipino girl who loves to study and surf the interwebs. I found that I want to share stories online, but so far, I’m still trying to find it. I moved from my homecountry for better education. I honestlyfeel disappointed that I didn’t find that, but I found a lot of other things that I wouldn’t have back in the Philippines.

And people say I’m good at what I do even though I don’t feel like I’m doing enough art myself as I could. I feel like the world is still too big and I need to keep learning more, there’s so much more out there.

And even though I may not mean as much to them, I find that these little differences and little similarities to be important and isn’t it fantastic that even though we have these unique stories, we somehow, but chance, had the opportunity to be in this one school and hear them from each other?

And yeah, the world can be a really bad place. I still get comments for chosing art and graphic design as my degree and I still get judged for being non-white, but this is just a little story for all you who are afraid of the world. Because the world is what you make of it, and right now, I feel like the world is a pretty good place to be in and learn in.

- Submitted by @mayuluh 

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I’m a biracial Korean-American studying Film and Media as an undergrad- I’m from California, but I’m currently attending Indiana University in Bloomington, Indiana. 

I went to high school in a predominantly Asian city, and it was insanely competitive. I was caught off-guard by it, as I had just come in from an IBMYP program in middle school, and I had falsely thought that public high school would be a breeze after that. I was certainly wrong, as essentially every kid I knew was putting in 6+ hours outside of school in tutoring and SAT classes, a time commitment that I had never needed to skate by in school- however, the pressure from a lot of their first-gen families had them passing me up.

It was kind of a crazy and weird experience, and the first time that I really felt “othered.” I tried to separate myself from the other Asian kids, play up my “whiteness,” because I felt like it was the only identity I could embrace compared to all of the other Asians that felt so much more “Asian” than me.

Fast-forward to college in Indiana, where I suddenly find that I’m the “token Asian” in any given friend group- and I realized very quickly that I’m not as white as true white people, either. I spent last year in a kind of identity crisis, cut off from Asian influences that I hadn’t realized had so pervaded my life. I took Korean as my foreign language, as I was able to test ahead, but I found it full of Chinese international students and white fetishists with two other biracial Koreans.

I started asking myself deep questions about who I am and where I fit in, as I started to embrace more of my Korean culture in an attempt to reclaim what I felt that I had lost. The Asians back home had assigned me a white identity. The white people here assigned me a Korean one. And I was stuck feeling like I deserved neither.

I’m still figuring it out, but I’m also starting to really learn and discover what it means to be biracial. I’m learning that it’s really a new kind of experience, and I’m currently starting the process of mapping out a new script that draws on my experiences as a biracial Asian in the Bay Area. 

- Submitted by @asugarplumfairy 

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17.04.2017 - haha I have such a colourful desk area and yet I still want to add more

I realized I haven’t made an original post in ages and also never really made an actual introductory post even though I made this sideblog back in September whoops. I guess this will be it then.

My name is Robyn and I’m a Canadian first year university business student, currently considering a concentration in accounting and possibly a double minor in French and philosophy if I can. I guess the main reasons I made a studyblr are to find motivation and improve my study habits (and a bit for the aesthetic too to be completely honest because why not). My activity has been spotty and will probably continue to be but I want to at least try to turn this into the study journal I had originally intended (maybe it’ll happen while I take summer classes).

For now, here’s the state of my desk from earlier today along with the accounting foldables I made while studying for the final exam which was yesterday. One more final to go and then I get a break for two weeks before the summer term starts! ^o^

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*sneak peek at my bullet journal with cool gifs*

ANYWAYS, this is gonna be my introductory post to studyblr, although I’m not that new. I’ve had multiple accounts, that I’ve ended up deleting because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

This is a side blog, so if I follow you it will be under my main account @kokiapoluo Now about me…

I’d prefer not to share my name, so you can just call me by my username if ya want (but I tend to change my username quite often, so hopefully I stick with this one) I’m 15 years old going into my junior year and into the IB Program next year! I play the sousaphone/tuba, so I’m kind of a band nerd. My favorite book is Perks of Being A Wallflower. My favorite color is blue. My favorite pasta is lasagna. And for some reason, I pronounce “queue” as “key.” There’s not much more to say about me so, that’s it.

(if you read this, u will have 2 weeks of pure luck)

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High School In Review (so far)+ Some Tips!!!

Hello everyone! I’m Niva and I am a student of the High School class of 2019.

Now I’ve been in high school for 2 years now, so I think that can give some pretty solid advice to ya little upcoming freshman and any person who is still struggling in high school. So buckle up ya seat belts and put on some shades, cause we’re about to take a LONG ride

I know there are tons of freshman advice videos and posts out here on tumblr dot com, so I’m gonna try and make mine unique

*Note: My HS experience is unique; your may not need any of these tips, so who knows. Also, this post contains profanity. I don’t know if y’all care, it just seems that the studyblr community are all these sweet angels who attend church every Sunday and read the Bible in their spare time.

~=+=~FRESHMAN AND SOPHOMORE YEAR~=+=~

my freshman overview: Look, this year was hardest compared to my sophomore year. One class literally ruined my life, my dudes. {humble brag} Throughout my entire life from PreK to 8th Grade, I had gotten straight A’s on all my report cards. My freshman year, I decided to take AP World History and BOY did it crush me. I made a C in the class first semester and a B in the second semester. Now, it was not the teacher at fault. In fact, I LOVED the teacher. I just was not interested in that class at all and the work matched with me being in Marching Band nearly sent me to my death bed. I’m not trying to scare you, I’m just being 100% legit. This is also a PSA to all freshman offered to take APWH: This is one of the harder AP courses, and I wish one of my teachers had told me this before I decided to take the class (they probably did and I ignored them). This also was my first year in marching band and I’m telling you right now, if you’re wondering whether or not you should do marching band, do it. Even if you just do it for one year, it’s fuckin worth it mate. 

my sophomore overview: This year was SIGNIFICANTLY easier. During my freshman year, the way the schedule was set up was an A/B schedule; your schedule would alternate. On A days, you’d have these 4 classes and on B day, another 4. My sophomore year, they changed that and it was a bit easier for me. Not that I didn’t like the A/B schedule (I loved it), it was just a lot easier to manage classes. I only had one AP class this year, because I couldn’t take AP Lang because of schedule conflicts. ANTYWAYS, AP Gov is one of the easiest classes I took. My teacher was extremely chill and put a curve on every test and quiz, so that’s mainly why I didn’t fail. Marching band was much easier to handle since I already had experience. This was also the year I quit TSA (technology student association) and VEX Robotics, due to scheduling conflicts with band. And, to be quite honest, neither of the clubs were fun lmao. Literature class was annoying, because I got stuck in a class that DIDNT WANNA DO ANYTHING. They didn’t wanna read along, read at all, do projects, breathe, etc. (if you need tips on how to handle a trash class, just ask and I might make a post on that lol). Chemistry was purgatory, not hell, just purgatory. It was hard but not too hard that I didn’t pass. Math has never been hard for me so nothing really changed with that class. This year I brought back my streak of All A’s, so this school year was the best of the two in my eyes.

~=+=~The TIPS~=+=~

1. Normally, freshman don’t take AP classes, but if you are, be prepared. Depending on the class subject, you’re gonna have to do a hell of a lot more than just read the chapters once and do one page of notes. Try to always be ahead of the class and start some sort of study group. 

2. You’re best friend does not need to be your project partner all of the time. Seriously. If you have friends like mine, you will sit on your phone looking at memes on twitter for a long ass time before you ever start your project. Try doing a solo project every once in a while.

3. Don’t randomly join clubs. I was offered to join BETA Club and I didn’t wanna do it, so I didn’t. Don’t do clubs cause it looks nice cause 90% of the time, that one club won’t affect anything.

4. Save money. If you’re in marching band, dear god, save your money. School might as well be charging you to breathe. Everything cost SO MUCH MONEY. If you need to, set up a secret money jar so your parents don’t hijack your money.

5. Make new friends. Unlike most people apparently, I didn’t lose any friends. I do talk to certain people less because of class schedules, but we’re still friends. There is a small ass chance you’re gonna get caught in a class full of upperclassmen and no friends, and I had that situation. It’s not fun. Eventually, you’ll make a friend in that class, so don’t panic. But, anyways, new school, why not make new friends?

6. Don’t? Switch? Lunch? Tables? Okay, I don’t mean that someone’s gonna like sucker punch you out of your seat like in the movies. I mean like if we’re 5 months into the school year, don’t just randomly change your table, because …just don’t do it.

7. Don’t be that person who purposely gets on the teacher’s nerves to make class harder.

8. If you hate one of your teachers, suck it up buttercup. You have a choice of passing or failing, don’t let a teacher ruin an A in class for you.

9. Try and be on the other side of drama. It’s much more fun to watch drama go down, that to actually be involved in it.

10. Be early (if you can). I ride the bus, so I have no choice. But, there is legit no reasons for you to be walking into the class 10 minutes late, because you thought you could sleep an extra 5 mins.

11. I know your literature class is getting boring. This is probably your 7th consecutive year of learning the difference between a simile and a metaphor. I don’t know why they continue to reteach that stuff, but they do. All I can say is utilize what their teaching in some way, so that you don’t feel like the class is completely useless.

12. We all have that one class that you just do nothing in. Take advantage of that and get work done. I don’t have a “study hall” class so, any time you have to do work, use it.

13. Go to at least some of the school events. You can get relatively free food. 

14. Look, I could not care less if you skip school. But, don’t do it often and if you can, don’t do it ever. 

15. If you’re gonna eat in class, don’t eat something obvious like Lays Chips or a whole orange

16. Make friends with your teacher. Don’t be like creepy, but like, don’t have a bad relationship with your teacher.

17. Sophomore year, start thinking about college. You may think it’s too early, but it’s not. At least have an idea of what you want to major in.

18. If you can, get your permit as soon as you turn 15. Please don’t be like me. I still cannot drive and getting from Point A to Point B is harder than the VESPR Theory.

19. Disrespectful classmates are just an opportunity for you to get special privileges in class. If you’re class is disruptive and you’re just a sweet little angel, the teacher will most likely be more lenient with you. My teacher literally gave me a 100 on a project I turned in a day late (supposed to be 5 points off) because literally me and this other girl were the only ones who turned the project in.

20. Do your homework the day you get it. I don’t give a damn if it’s due in two days or two months, do it right then and right there.

21. In your language class, please try. Nobody likes the kid who doesn’t participate. If the teacher asks,  ¿Como estas?, you better fuckin say ¿Bien, y tu? back.

22. If you’re in a situation like mine, you’re gonna have a class you didn’t sign up for, yet somehow you got it. Just deal with it. If you can’t change your schedule, that’s all you can do. Just do the assignments and hope you pass.

23. Okay, most schools don’t have a “popular” group. But all schools definitely have the Prep group. You know, those kids. If you’re not one of them, just ignore them. If you are one of them, stop being so goddang stuck up and realise that you have an annoying voice. If you are not sure if you are a prep, you most likely are not.

24. My school doesn’t use lockers purely based on the fact that it would take too long for kids to get to them and back to class since my school is so big. So, if you also do not have lockers, make sure your bookbag can handle one full school year. I cannot stress this enough. You don’t wanna walk around school with a 15lb bookbag and only one functional strap.

25. Eat the school food. It’s honestly not as bad as the internet makes it. Like…eat ya pizza and enjoy it.

26. If your single and you want a relationship, please do not get a crush on random people like me. Someone would let me borrow a pencil and I would fantasize about a wedding for the next 2 days. I know it’s hard being lonely, but being in a relationship won’t get you a college scholarship.

27. Don’t drink a lot during school. There’s gonna be a teacher with a restriction on the bathroom because for some reason, they think bladders have a specific schedule to follow.

28. Don’t be that freshman that dates every senior in sight. If you have a relationship with a senior and it lasts, great. I’ve seen it happen, but 90% of the time it does not. 

29. Likewise, if you have a friend that’s running you up the wall with their problems, specifically relationship problems. Find a way to distance yourself from them, or even better, get them help from someone else.

30. If you have Type 4 hair (or type 3, it depends), you gotta do your hair at least 3 days in advance, especially if your hair is short. I don’t know a single person with kinky hair who can wake up and just simply throw their hair up.

31. Look, man. Just look here. Look at me in my eyes and listen. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, IF YOU ARE GONNA HAVE SEX USE A CONDOM! USE A CONDOM OR DONT HAVE SEX AT ALL. I’m not speaking from personal experience, but I many of girls have gotten pregnant at my school

32. If you’re gonna do drugs, don’t. Don’t be stupid. Especially if you’re in a school club or sport. You are subject to random drug tests at all times. 

33. Try not to let people affect the way you dress. Wear what you want.

34. Something about you is gonna change. Your personality, your look, your aesthetic. Whatever changes, don’t be stuck up. Nobody likes stuck up people; not even stuck up people like stuck up people.

35. You know those posts that are like “Grades don’t determine intelligence?” Yeah, well they don’t determine your intelligence, but they can determine where you get into college (if you wanna go) and how you’re seen and perceived by teachers. At least, try to pass.

36. If you can, take the ACT or SAT or whatever standardized test you have for your schools. I had an opportunity to take the SAT in 4th, 7th, and 8th grade for $35…and I didn’t take it once. I heavily regret it. Mainly I didn’t take it, because, at the time, it was hard for my mother to pay for it when we had much bigger problems, but like, if you have the opportunity and the funds to take those tests, take them.

37. Don’t rely on quality points. In my school (they’ve gotten rid of this now though), if you’re in an AP class you got 10 extra points and if you were in an Honors/PreAP class, you got 5 points. Colleges look at your grades without the points. The only purpose for these quality points is so that kids in CP classes don’t get valedictorian or some shit idk

38. If you’re in America, you’re gonna have somebody walking around school in a Trump shirt. By all means, beat their ass, but know the consequences. Also, if you’re gonna talk about politics with somebody, please know at least the bare minimum. At least know what the Hillary email scandal is before you try and defend her. Same goes for my friends across the pond. You see someone supporting Theresa May, beat their ass, know the consequences, and learn politics.

39. Actually? Check? Your? Grades? I know so many people who just don’t know what they’re grades are. Know you’re grades so you always know where you stand.

40. I wanna say class rank does not matter, but if you’re anything like me, you’re gonna obsess over it for a while. I know you wanna be in the Top 5, but if you’re no where near it, you’re gonna have to work EXTREMELY HARDER THAN NORMAL. Try not to make a huge deal out of it, unless you’re aiming for Valedictorian.

41. Moisturize ya self. Don’t nobody like ashy knees and elbows. Invest in some lotion.

42. Listen. We all hate dress code. But just follow it. You can’t do anything about it. Just wait til the weekend to wear your spaghetti strap shirt and ripped jeans. And if you wear leggings and you have a wide hip and butt area, you are definitely going to be called out. If you’re not sure if you’re breaking dress code with what your wearing, bring an extra shirt and jeans just in case.

43. Go the fuck to sleep. Don’t be up at ass o’clock in the morning doing who-knows-what on the internet. I know from experience. You may think you can survive 8 hours of school with 2 hours of sleep, but as the day goes on, you’re not gonna want do anything at all, but sleep. But hey, if 2 hours of sleep works for, go ahead. It’s not healthy but I can’t regulate your life.

44. If you walk in the wrong class, everyone will forget about it after the a good 2 days. Literally nobody cared that much. Just walk out and forget about it.

45. If you have a phone, get your friends numbers/contacts/emails. You’re gonna need them for homework sooner or later.

46. To all those uber religious people out there, drop the clean act. If you hear somebody say “fuck”, get over it. I don’t know how else to say it. Teachers cannot stop somebody from cursing completely. People are gonna have sex, people are gonna cuss, people are gonna be inappropriate, and all you can do is focus on yourself.

47. Wear deodorant. You will be surprised at the amount of people who don’t. 

48. Studyblr is fun. Studyblr is nice. That being said, studyblr is not the end of the world. If you don’t have a bullet journal, just use the calendar in your phone or have an online bujo. Don’t let studyblr take up 90% of your study time, because scrolling through the studyblr tag is not studying.

49. Don’t be that kid that walks around with fucking surround sound speakers on their back. Wtf, like invest in some headphones my guy.

50. Never buy a 1 inch binder. Always 2 inch and above, unless you know for sure you only need a 1 inch.

51. You are gonna have a set of people you absolutely hate that for some reason, you cannot get away from them. The best you can do is ignore them.

52. If you’re required to take a Fitness class and you are a festively plump child or an unhealthy/unfit person such as myself, you are going to be embarrassed at some point. Look. I cannot give you advice that’s gonna raise your self-esteem, but I can tell you that if you don’t pay attention to anyone else, it’s much easier to get through that class. The fitness gram pacer test doesn’t last forever. Likewise, don’t treat fitness class like the fucking Olympics. The coach asked for 10 pushups not 100.

53. Extra Credit is your friend. Even if you have a 100 in a class, extra credit doesn’t hurt.

54. Do not walk slow in the hallway, please. I like getting to class on time. If you plan on having a conversation in the hallway, only do it if you walk and talk at a reasonable speed.

55. If you ride the bus, get up at least 45 minutes before the bus gets there. I don’t have a big morning routine, so half of the time in the morning, I just scroll through twitter. Wake up early enough to get everything done.

56. C’s get degrees, my friend, but C’s don’t get scholarships.

57. If you wear AXE Body Spray or any perfume/cologne, I want you to know that your smell occupies the entirety of the hallway you’re on. Please, use only a small amount of fragrance, because not only do they most likely stink, some kids have asthma and some kids are allergic to fragrances. Just refrain from wearing strange smelling spays.

58. If you’re a theatre kid or sport kid, don’t be completely set on becoming a professional singer/actor/athlete. Have a Plan B. The last thing counselors wanna hear when they ask you what you want to be when you grow up, is a NBA Player.

59. To all my shy people out there, that speech you have to give doesn’t last forever. In fact, it may only last 3 minutes. In my literature class, we were required to recite lines from Romeo and Juliet, for some odd reason, and I made such a big deal out of something that barely affected my grades.

60. For this last and FINAL tip of this post, don’t give up. I didn’t wanna be generic, but here the fuck! I! am!!! When I took AP World History, part of the reason I ‘failed’ was because I just stopped trying. I would make low C’s on the test and just think, “Well I didn’t pass, might as well just give up.” Well, no shit you didn’t read the chapter. If you’re trying all you’ve got and you’re just not making it, talk to the teacher. That’s one thing I regret from my freshman year. I just gave up. I didn’t try and get help because I felt that getting help meant that I was stupid. It doesn’t. It just means you’re smarter for trying to get a good grade.

WELL THAT’S ALL FOLKS! Sorry if my cursing doesn’t fit your aesthetic, too bad. I can probably think of 40 more tips to make this 100, but I didn’t want this post to be extremely long (lol good job on that). Anyways, if you ever want any help, feel free to message me, but I’m not that good at text conversations or conversations in general so I’m your last resort.

TO THE UPCOMING FRESHMAN: Have a great first year of high school! You’re about to enter a new life where the teachers are more serious and, yes, coloring still somehow counts as a grade.

TO THE UPCOMING SOPHOMORES: I know. You’ve only been here one year and your tired. Have hope. You’re one year closer to that diploma.

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3 May 2017 // update: currently suffering with projects & exams :)))

[maysc] what are your goals for this month?
✓ bring my grades up a little bit more
✓ become better at the ukulele
✓ improve my art skills
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Turning big lectures into lil flashcards is hard but LOOK at my new cactus friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[05.05.2017] this spread kinda fugly but my writing was nice for the world may. and that’s it.

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[06.05.2017] i’ve said it before, i’ll say it again: it’s time for me to make a blood sacrifice to sir issac newton

🎧 BOOMBAYAH - blackpink

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it’s like 2 am and here i am, on tumblr, finishing up a computer science unit (i’m learning how to draw shapes heh), and starting a new episode of 13 reasons why

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