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Warnings: dark!Peter, no underage but power imbalance considering Tony is a high school teacher and Peter is his student. Gaslighting. Blackmail.Â
Tony doesnât buy it, not for one goddamn second.
Maybe he just knows too much about the nature of man, taught to him at an early age from Howard. No man is perfect, no matter how good he appears in the public eye. Even if he donates to charity, funds research on terminal illnesses, rolls up his sleeves to do humanitarian workâwhen the cameras arenât around, the man ignores his wife, beats his son and teaches him: no man is truly good.
Not even Peter Parker, star Senior at the high school that Tony transfers to teach advanced placement classes in the science department. Heâs only known the boyâturned freshly eighteen just before the fall semester startedâfor four months, but Tony doesnât understand how the rest of the school (his colleagues included) are so fucking blind.
The kid has charm; Tony will give him that. Even more in his favor is his appearance: small and unassuming; fit, though not overly so; with guileless eyes and a bright smile and curls any cherub might die for. His voice is a frail little thing, soft and precious. He arrives at Midtown every morning with a bounce in his step and a smile and a Hi Mr. Stark, how are you? And Tony doesnât buy it.
âHeâs an angel,â Steve says, adding way too much fucking creamer to his coffee in the teacherâs lounge. âAlways looking for a way to help me or his fellow students. Did you know heâs an orphan? Poor thing.â
âEveryone is an orphan eventually,â Tony mutters. Hungover, hiding behind his sunglasses.
When Tony had transferred from a private school upstate, Peter had been one of the first students to welcome him. With the dorky slogan t-shirt and the well-styled hair, Tony had given him one glance up and down before categorizing and dismissing himâgoody two-shoes, probably gay, probably cries in the closest bathroom stall after receiving criticism.
âThanks, Mr. Parker,â Tony had said, wiping his board clean as the next class shuffled in. âSee you tomorrow. Do that homework I assigned.â
If people hadnât made such a big deal about the kid, that might have been the end of it. In Tonyâs class, Peter was mostly quiet in his seat towards the back. He answered when called on but didnât offer much, and the work was correct but the bare minimum. So why did all of his colleagues constantly sing the kidâs praises, in choral fashion?
So Tony started watching closer. On Peterâs next assignment, he grades a little harder, a little harsher, and thatâs when the kid finally comes alive. Greeting Tony in the morning, smiling at him in the hallway between classes. Peter starts to flatter him. Starts to pressâgently, so, so gentlyâfor information. Hey Mr. Stark, any plans this weekend? Hey Mr. Stark, are you related to Maria Carbonell?
A crush? Tony wondered at first. Desperate to please authority figures? On any other student, Tony might have thought so. The rest is just a feeling, just the way that Peterâs face rests when he thinks thereâs no one looking at him, the way his eyesâthereâs nothing there, nothing behind them. Tony doesnât trust him, and he never will.
And surely that eats at Peter.
The wallet is the last straw.
Tonyâs walletâa genuine black leather billfoldâgoes missing somewhere between second and third periods. After his Bio II class, he runs to the teachers lounge and uses a wrinkled dollar bill from it to buy a coke. He has the vaguest memory of tucking it in his back pocket, but then when heâs trying to pay for his lunch, itâs gone. The woman charges it to his account, and Tony walks away thinking one name: Peter Parker.
But he didnât even have class with Parker, not until next period. He hadnât caught sight of the kid all day; Tony wasnât even sure he was present at school. So he brushes the thought away, searches the teacherâs lounge and his classroom and leaves notice with the secretaries. Going through a mental inventory in his head, he knows that it will be a bitch to replace everything. His credit cards, his driverâs license.
The worry gets swept under the rug. As much as he dislikes kids (kids are fine, actually, itâs teenagers who are menaces), he loves teaching. He loves science, and he likes to think that his passion for the subject shows through to his students. Even Peter Parkerâs class is a decent one. The boy is present, but he studiously takes notes and doesnât disrupt class. Itâs almost easy to pretend he isnât there.
Until after the bell rings, when Tony looks up and Peter is standing there on the other side of his desk. Today he is wearing a long sleeve button up, though thank God it isnât tucked into his jeans, which are tight and cling to his legs.
âParker,â Tony says, his guard rising. âWhat do you need?â
âOh, nothing sir,â Peter says, a flush rising in his cheeks. He places his backpack on Tonyâs desk and opens it up, and there could be anything in there, Tony thinks. The kid could be capable of anything, Tony genuinely believes it, a gun or a bomb or a balloon animal, nothing could surprise himâ
Except itâs his wallet.
âI found this on the floor in the hallway. I figured you wouldnât get far without it,â Peter says.
Tony barely hears him. Adrenalin makes his heart pound. It was ParkerâParker had stolen Tonyâs wallet. He reaches out and takes it, opens it, and everything is in itâs place, all the cash, all the cards.
âI only opened it to see who it belonged to,â Peter promises. âI didnât take anything.â
âOf course not,â Tony says. His mouth feels numb. âBecause you got what you wanted without taking anything, didnât you?â
Peterâs face blanches. His eyebrows draw together. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou didnât want my money or my credit cards, did you, you little psychopath?â Tony says. His hands are shaking. âYou wanted my address.â
Peterâs face goes flat. âMr. Stark, youâre scaring me. Why would I want your address? LookâI returned the wallet. Iâve got to go.â
âNo you donâtââ Tony reaches out and grabs the collar of the kidâs dress shirt. One firm tug brings them nose-to-nose, two sets of wide brown eyes staring into each other. Tony throws a frantic glance to the door but no one is there, no one is even walking by, not when all the lockers are on the other side of the building.
âWhat are you doing?â Peter gasps. âLet me go.â
âNo,â Tony says. He grabs on tighter and draws the kid up until heâs standing on his toes to keep his shirt from tearing. The kidâs pupils are huge. âI donât know what kind of fucking spell you have all these other idiots under, but Iâm not falling for it. You leave me the fuck alone, from now on. No staying after class. No following me in the hallways. No watching me in the cafeteria. And I swear to God, if I ever catch you on my property, Iâllââ
Tony cuts himself off. Because to be honest, he isnât really sure what heâll do. He just knows that thereâs something about this kid that fills him with terror, something that makes him irrational with fear. He might do something drastic.
Letting the boy go, Peter stumbles away, one hand coming up to rub at his neck where the shirt collar had been cutting against him. His face is white, eyes misty. His lips even tremble, but then he turns tail and runs, disappearing out the door in a flash. And Tony should feel better, because he thinks he genuinely frightened the kid. Butâhe doesnât feel better.
Next morning, he realizes why. When he pulls up into the parking lot, there are police cruisers. This early, no students are present, the student lot empty. Tony knows right away that he has made a mistake. A grave mistake.
They arrest him on sight, reading him his Miranda rights. The next hours are a miserable blur of being booked, spending time in a cell until Rhodey comes to bail him out. Even then, he is on administrative leave (unpaid) and not allowed within one hundred feet of Peter or the high school until the charges are proven one way or another. As they questioned him, they laid a picture on the table: a terrible purpling bruise around Peterâs neck from where Tony had pulled him by the collar. When his eyes close, itâs all he can see.
It isnât until heâs in the car on the way home explaining it to Rhodey that the doubt begins to set in. It sounds fucking crazyâlike Tony is the fucking crazy one. In all senses, Peter comes off as a perfect student, a genial teenager. Tony has no âevidenceâ, nothing but the gut feeling he gets whenever the kid is around.
What if Tony is wrong? What if Peter B. Parker is just a normal fucking teenager, albeit, a decent one? What if Tony is nothing but his father, teaching a young man that there are no good men in the world, especially not him, just wait until you grow up kid and see what youâll becomeâ
But no. Tony isnât Howard, and Peter isnât innocent.
Rhodey parts from him with words of warning, his lips set with disappointment that Tony hadnât felt aimed at himself in many, many years. Letting down his one and only friend hurts somehow, more than it ever did when he let down Howard. Maybe because Rhodey is someone Tony actually respects.
Tony drags his feet, already dreading the empty house that awaits, dreading laying awake in bed until he falls asleep (and maybe heâll find help, maybe heâll find a nice bottle of pills and just sleep and sleep and sleep), dreadingâ
Dreading Peter, who is sitting on Tonyâs couch, reclining in the corner with one leg up and the other on the floor, looking for an intents and purposes like he owns it himself. The kidâs been sitting in the dark, but when Tony turns the light on, he doesnât blink or flinch away from it. His face is slack and eyes empty, the expression that gives Tony the chills, the one he was beginning to think heâd just imagined.
âHi, Mr. Stark,â Peter says.
Tony reaches into his pocket for the cellphone he received back after he made bail. âGet out, before I call the police.â
âCall them. You forced me to come here. You said you wanted to apologize to me, wouldnât stop calling me, and when I came over, you attacked me, didnât you?â Peterâs lips tremble. Heâs swearing a shirt with a low collar, so the bruise on his neck stands vivid, a dark necklace around his slender throat. Tears fill the kidâs eyes. âI-I was so s-scared. I tried t-to get away, but God, Mr. Stark, youâre just so, so strongââ
Tony goes for the gun he keeps up on the shelf in the coat closetâbut when he opens the case, it is empty.
âIâve been here all day,â Peter calls. Tony shuts the door to see Peter wiping at the tears that heâd produced, face empty once more. âIâve found all your little spots. The closet. Under the bed. Under the sinkâthatâs a good one. I almost didnât check there.â
âWhat do you want?â Tony asks. One hand still clutches the cellphone. âTo blackmail me, or something?â
âBlackmail you for what? NoâI want to know how you knew about me. Everyone elseâthey only see what I want them to see, but you⌠Where did I go wrong, with you? How did you know that it was all an act? I did everything for you. Bought you that dumb gift on teacherâs appreciation day, sang your praises in front of the other teachers so that word would get back to you. I was a perfect student, a perfect kid, and you never fucking bought it, did you? Not from the start. I want to know why.â
âMaybe you just arenât as good as you think you are,â says Tony. He begins to dial.
Peter groans. âWhy are you going to call them? I thought we were having fun, here.â
âNot going to lie, kid,â Tony says. âOur definitions of fun are very, very fucking different.â
âTheyâre just going to lock you up again.â
âGood. That cell sounds great right about now. Far away from you.â
Peter laughs, outright laughs. Itâs a precious, joyous sound. Tonyâs stomach clenches, surely from anxiety and not butterflies. Peter says at length: âYou know what I think? How you knew that I was faking?â
âRegale me,â Tony snarks, thumb ready to press the call button.
âI think itâs because youâre just like me,â Peter says. His voice is soft, his eyes flickering all over Tony from the bloodshot eyes to the dress shirt heâd been about to wear to teach in, the dress slacks and shoes. But Tony feels like the kid is seeing through him, seeing right down to the bones of him. When Peter stands, Tony feels frozen like a deer in the headlights as the kid approaches, his head drifting to one side like a man looking at a perplexing work of art. When he continues speaking, heâs so close that Tony can smell the peppermint from the candy dish he helped himself to while waiting for Tonyâs arrival home. âI think youâre a faker, Mr. Stark. I think you fake it all day, every day. And maybe it scares you to know that finally, in the presence of one personâŚyou wouldnât have to fake it.â
Tony takes in an even breath. He counts, so that it is no longer nor shorter than usual, because the kid is close enough to hear it, to see it, those flat brown eyes fixated on Tonyâs mouth.
âWell?â Peter asks. He licks his lips. âAre you going to make that call?â
Tony presses forward the last few inches between them. Their kiss is borderline brutal, open mouths and gnashing teeth. There is no touching between them except for their mouth andâat the endâPeterâs hips when they cant forward to rub both of their erections together. Tonyâs eyes want to flutter shut because fuck, it feels good. Itâs been so long. When they part, Peter looks fucked out, lips swollen and red, eyes drunk. Tony recognizes the eyes now, the way the kidâs pupils grew when Tony grabbed a hold of him in the classroom. Then, heâd thought that maybe it was fear, but now he knows better.
Peter is getting off on it.
Tony holds up the phone pointedly.
âFirst rule, kid,â he says. âNever let anyone get the upper hand on you. Iâve got nanny cams all over this house that have been recording your every move. On my way here in my buddyâs car, I was watching you sit on my goddamn couch eating my peppermintsâyouâre paying for those by the way. You go ahead and try to spin that story to the cops about how I forced you over here and forced myself on you.â
Peter looks stricken. He huffs a laugh, stumbling away from Tony back towards the couch where he collapses heavily back into his seat. Heâs still hardâmaybe harder now than he was when their kiss ended. The younger man sits for a long moment with his eyes closed. When they open, theyâre blank and calm. He reaches out and takes a peppermint from the dish. âI guess I have a lot to learn,â he says.
Tony holds the phone up to his ear. The 911 dispatcher is babbling away, asking prodding questions thanks to the prolonged silence. Tony shuts her up quick, saying, âYes, Iâd like to report a break-in.â