abyssal copepod

My favorite part of college is the bog full of poison

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

i listened to welcome to the black parade for the first time last year and now this freaky little band lives in my mind

transcript:

when you go

would you even turn to say

"i don't love you

like I did yesterday?"

𝔖𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔭𝔥𝔦𝔪

IG - @Jemmaleetattoo

When you’re the handsomest of all the boyz…

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i have too many followers so i will.do a giveaway now !! put in yhe comments and rebolgs what you blog about and who you are and stuff and if you are a lucky chosen one you will get a nrew people following you who would enjoying seeing that !!

this!

oh and lmk if this post actually helped u find new mutuals that'd be heartwarming to hear :)

animals

another collection of freshly made transgender pins. the world is better the more women there are in it

(psst- you can get them here :))

After morning sermon.

speedpaint/sketch:

Misa <3333

some silly new pins i made the other day

transcript:

transcription: foolish phone calls from outside the crowd, a september rose stands in the dirt

continuing a frantic conversation despite the haunted silence

this floral manifesto suffocating on its own beautiful blood

Beasts I created by mashing together hammerhead worms, olms, salamanders and snakes… accidentally reinvented the diplocaulus 🤷‍♂️