Junie's records show that she was picked up as a stray one year ago today--on the winter solstice. I actually remember seeing a video of her and her sister on the Internet, two supposed Kelpie mixes sitting in a shelter kennel a few hundred miles away, counting down to a deadline. Of course, I wasn't open to another dog at the time. The idea wasn't even on my mind. Chalo was still with us, curled up next to me every night.
Plus, I see all kinds of dogs on the Internet all the time. But this dog just happened to be pulled by a rescue the day of her deadline, brought north to a foster home within 50 miles of where I live, where she stayed for three months, no applications. But then one Saturday, I stumbled into an adoption event a mile from my house--just a wide-open, raw, walking wound of grief. There she was.
Anyway, the mind loves to make connections out of entropy. And I love to let it. The darkest day brought me my winter solstice dog. My mourning cloak butterfly. My little light in the dark.