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if this is redemption, why do i bother at all? there's nothing to mention, and nothing has changed. still i'd rather be working at something than praying for the rain.
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she doesn’t quite understand the depth of it all. while the circumstances of their meeting can be questioned easily, she doesn’t do so. it feels intrinsic, even if she’s having trouble keeping her cool.  “ thanks. it’s … getting better, with time, ” she replies with a small shrug, mirroring his smile. as dismal as the subject can be ( especially in recent times ), elena finds that it isn’t at the center of her scope, for once. he doesn’t seem like the type to indulge in something so artsy, so her eyebrows raise slightly at the fact that he writes, too. then again, she’s only just met him. there’s a natural intuition and need to know more. in due time, of course, should time warrant that opportunity. “ definitely. but i’m assuming you don’t write in yours at a cemetery. ” a beat. “ are you— going to school here, too ?
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"you won't be sad forever, elena." he said softly and he meant it. because he knew when the girl said she was getting better with time that she was lying. he had seen her with her friends, forcing smiles and telling everyone she was fine. and he just wanted her to know that she didn’t have to hide that sadness, at least not with him. “not usually in a cemetery, no, but sometimes i do. depends on when the need to get words out on paper strikes and i need to get it all out of here.” he said with a small smile, pointing to his head. "yeah, i actually just came back from signing up. seems like the type of school out of every really bad teen movie, huh?”

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veronika’s face fell swiftly as the realization dawned on. “dear god what has she done this time?” she muttered, energy draining by the second. she rustled uncomfortably and prepared for a fight. “listen whatever katerina has done this time i’m sorry but i can’t help you. if it’s already done it’s done and i can’t be held accountable for the bullshit she pulls. or katherine, whatever name she goes by these days. i lost track quite honestly.”
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a pit of dread filled him as she confirmed his suspicions, however the thought of her still being alive didn’t even cross his mind. it couldn’t, because had spent so long accepting that fact and besides, blaming her for everything bad he had been through was much easier to do with her being dead. the expression on his face only hardened, jaw clenching and fists bunching up at his sides, trying to keep his composure. “well, if you’re looking for her, you’re a hundred and fifty four years late. katherine’s dead.”

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it had been a long day of trying to be normal, merely trying to fit in. and part of him didn’t even want to bother trying to be human, but it was elena that was keeping him here, she was driving his every action, making him crave the feeling of being alive again and she didn’t even know it. and because of that, he didn’t want anything to ruin this. for once, he wanted something to work, something good to happen for him, without anything getting in the way, his brother damon included.
he hadn’t seen his older brother in years and at this point, that was how stefan preferred it. ‘an eternity of misery’ he promised him, and stefan knew that if damon even got the slightest hint of elena’s existence, he’d come running to mystic falls in a second. as he made his way up the stairs of the salvatore boarding house and into his room, his brows furrowed in confusion. the windows were wide open and some of his belongings were scattered on the floor. and suddenly, it was as if he thought to soon. he felt that familiar, cold presence of doom standing behind him and slowly, he turned around. “damon.”
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i defff wanna get more threads going for stef and ophelia, so give this a like if you want a private starter and specify in the replies which charrie you'd prefer or i'll just pick at random!!
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“ah no. i’m from seattle, though my family is bulgarian. i’m here…visiting… my sister.” she said, teeth gritted. a colder breeze picked up rustling the leaves on the ground. the sharp tang of autumn filled her nose and she inhaled, hyperaware of everything around her. “i’m the curator at the mystic falls history museum. you kids should come down sometime. i promise nothing in there bites, well at least not anymore.”
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it was the moment she said that she was bulgarian that stefan made the connection in his mind. he didn't know much about katherine, anything at all, really. not how old she was, not what really happened to her family or anything, but he did remember one night her mentioning in a casual dinner conversation that her family was of bulgarian decent. and as he looked at the girl in front of him, the resemblance was there. her words about the museum were lost to him, mere noise going into one ear and out the other. “sister?” he asked with furrowed brows. “who’s your sister?”

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 you’re really getting into it, huh ? you thinkin’ of joining the football team, being one of the cool guys ? damn, something’s definitely gotten into you  —  i’m onto you, salvatore.    she clicked her tongue, trying to think of a reasonable excuse to be a high schooler again.    i’ll have you know that i have not broken any glasses, just… nearly dropped the one.    lexi couldn’t hold back a smile, letting one emerge onto her lips. at the mention of his motorcycle, she spun around to face him.    the ol’ motorcycle, huh ? not as nearly as beautiful as your porsche, but definitely fun. come on, let’s get out of here.    she set down the glass on the bar, checking to see if they were in the clear, and went toward the door. thank god it was cloudy out.    speaking of weird things, like you going back to high school, what’s your verdict on the animal attacks ?    lexi questioned, once outside.
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“nothing’s gotten into me. i just haven’t done the whole high school thing in sixty years. and it seems much easier than doing an ivy league again. ” he said with a grin and a shrug of his shoulders. he had accomplished so much in his life, but none of them mattered, none of them were things he could speak of or were experiences he could ever share with humans. “well, i did just get here so who knows what damage you’ve caused before that.” he said with a smirk, letting out a small laugh as he followed her outside. “the porsche still needs some work, but the motorcycle’s right out front ready to go.” he said with a nod, walking alongside her as they left the grill. he rolled his eyes at her comment about him going back to high school but at the mention of the animal attacks, he couldn’t help but let out a sigh as he shook his head. “well, we aren’t the only vampires in town. there’s this guy alek, who i’m pretty sure has the switch flipped.” he said, walking over to his motorcycle, passing one of the helmets to her, not that they needed it, but it’d be best to not raise suspicions.”

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“ right, ” she nods again ( lots of nodding going on ) before shooting him a gaze that spills with sympathy. “ i’m sorry about your family. ” of course, elena has no idea that stefan’s rather erudite on the topic of her own life’s events. to her, he’s just a stranger who happened to have come across her pen. ( a really nice, likable stranger, at that. ) there’s a hint of regret that piques in her eyes at having mentioned the purpose of their shared visit so quickly, since the topic of dead family members isn’t very good chit chat material. still, they are meeting at a rather peculiar place; what else could she have expected ? “ my story ? well, uh— i’m visiting people, too. and i like writing here. hence, the diary. sounds weird, i know.
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he felt the compassion practically radiating off of her and every second spent talking to her made him realize that she was nothing like katherine, nothing like the cruel, selfish woman who ruined his life that just so happened to share her face. “thank you.” he said, offering her a small smile at her condolences. however,  as a vampire, he was used to watching the people he cared about eventually die and sure, the pain of that was with him always, but he also knew that eventually, things got better. “i’m sorry, for whoever you lost, too.” he said with a nod. “that’s not weird at all, i’ve kept a journal for as long as i could remember. memories are just...too important, you know?”

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the mention of his parents goes by almost unnoticed, but even that is a rather commendable feat for someone whose thoughts have tread that path for what has felt like countless eternities strung together by a grieving fate. she lets it pass easily. instead, she’s fixated on him; his every detail, his story. though she doesn’t realize it, it’s one of the few moments in which her mind hasn’t traveled to dim, dreary quarters in weeks, maybe months. she nods as he explains his origins, entranced by his every word.  “ is that why you’re here ? to get away from the creepy stares ? ” she asks, a playful smile crossing her lips before her previous one even has a chance to properly fade. no one visits the graveyard for no reason, but there’s always a unifying theme when it comes to the motives of the cementary’s visitors; they’re usually seeking solace or visiting a loved one, and elena’s interested in finding out if either of those apply to him.
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he knew why she was here, he was there the night her life changed forever. and there had been plenty of other times that he sat in his very graveyard, watching her from afar as she sat against the headstone of her parents' graves, writing in that green journal. and he saw a lot of himself in the girl. because he had spent everyday of his life writing in leather journals of his own, filling them up with every memory and every moment. “no, i’m...uh, visiting family.” he said, sad smile growing on his lips as he thought about the generations and generations worth of salvatores in this graveyard. “what about you? what’s your story?”

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 hey, i totally would have caught that if you hadn’t caught it first !    doubtful, yet hopeful. she shoved her shoulder against his, shaking her head.  “  oh, so this is some last hurrah before you’re subjected back to that hell ? which, may i remind you, is a stupid decision. i mean, school over getting paid with a job or even just relaxing at home ? you’re losing it, stef.  she squinted at him, trying to understand his method of madness. stefan was already smart, already knew everything that school could teach him, so why was he so insistent on being a high schooler again ? lexi walked back toward the bar, setting down the glass before turning back to the other vampire.    you got me, i’m in. anything on your mind ?  
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“whatever you say, branson.” stefan said with a laugh, bumping her shoulder back with his own. “well i’m going to be terribly busy. you know, s.a.ts, pep rallies, football practice, you know, all the normal high school things.”  he said with a shrug of his shoulders. "well, if i'm eternally seventeen, might as well act it, right? seems like a lot more fun to me than waiting tables and breaking glasses.” he said with a teasing smirk. he hadn’t been to high school since the fifties and he didn’t have any plans on every going back, that is, until he saw elena. “well, i took my old motorcycle out of the garage and it’s good as new if you wanna go for a ride.”

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“That’s correct..” he could tell the male was reading him like a book, which only made him even more amused; he’d been this way for over four hundred years now and he had his reasons for it but that time had done nothing but make him ruthless, vulgar and easily able to bend situations and people to his will…if he needed to.
“Hey, some of us want the picket fence lifestyle don’t hold it against us…-” a lie of course, he knew exactly why he was here and it was far from that reason.
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“interesting.” stefan said with a nod of his head. as far as he knew, him and lexi were the only vampires in town and since they were definitely not the ones guilty of the so called ‘animal attacks’ this man certainly was the number one suspect in stefan’s mind.

“oh, i have nothing against the white picket fenced lifestyle. i just find it odd, you know, that someone looking for a fresh start would come to a town that’s currently being plagued by deadly animal attacks. unless, of course, you haven’t heard.”

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she’d been in town for about a week, continuously checking off tasks she needed to do. surprise and overwhelm stefan salvatore with her return, check. acquire a badass job that was easy to do, check. stay out of other peoples business and let someone else handle the suspicious animal attacks… well, she was working on it. lexi had offered to deliver one of the plates to the tables, as she was back in the kitchen, but managed to drop the empty glass she was carrying in the other hand.  well, aren’t you a gentleman ?she questioned, spinning around.    don’t you have school, or something else to do besides save my ass from getting fired ?
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she would have dragged him out of mystic falls by his hair if she knew the true reason he decided to come home. so, he was glad she was slightly distracted, spending most of the day working at the grill. of course, he loved lexi, she was his best friend, probably his only friend and the one person who was always honest with him. and because she was so brutally honest, he knew she’d have an opinion on his true intentions. “well, aren’t you a klutz?” he said with a grin, handing the glass back to her. “i don’t start until tomorrow. so before i, once again, become a one hundred and seventy two year old high schooler, i thought i’d come rescue you from this place and we could do something.”

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the time lapse would have seemed longer, had she not be in a trance herself; she assumes it’s only because of the sudden encounter. maybe he feels something, too ? elena is accustomed to sporting a smile of forged origins, but the one that crosses her countenance now is far more genuine than usual. still, she’s on edge, trying incredibly hard ( an understatement ) not to embarrass herself more than she already has. her head tilts to the side in a timid manner, eyes trained on him. during the brief moment that he’s glancing towards their surroundings, she fidgets slightly, beaming to herself even when their gaze isn’t connected.  “ stefan, ” she repeats. “ i’m elena. ” her eyebrows furrow slightly, taking notice of the fact that he’s so unfamiliar. a rare occurrence here in mystic falls, definitely worth noting. “ you’re new around here, aren’t you? ” she asks, feeling a sudden urge to clarify her words. “… it’s small town. ”
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as much as he's tried, since turning, stefan hasn't had a single moment that made him forget that he was a vampire, that he was merely a monster walking among the living that would never be able to live a full, true life. until now. standing in front of her and simply looking into those big, beautiful brown eyes gave him something he hadn't had in so long, hope. hope that maybe, just maybe, he could have a little bit of the life he’s always wanted. “elena.” he repeated after her with a nod, as a way to ‘pinch’ himself into realizing that this really was happening, he was really looking into those same eyes he fell in love with all those years ago and yet, his feelings were stronger than ever. “my parents were from here, but i’m new. i just moved in with my uncle up at the old boarding house. but i’m guessing this town doesn’t get new people that often, huh? people have been looking at me like i have ten heads.”

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every year, on the week before classes started, caroline would go shopping for new clothes to wear at school. she always thought that dressing well was important && now that she was definitely one of the most popular girls at school, it mattered even more. she couldn’t walk around in sweats && her hair up in a bun, not when she wanted to stand out && be NOTICED by everyone. the blonde just had existed one of her favorite boutiques when she felt someone touch her arm && speak to her. what could she possibly have dropped ?? caroline thought to herself as she swiveled on her heels to face the person who had spoken to her. the second her eyes landed on him, she FROZE. the first thing caroline noticed were his eyes; they were a shade of green she had never seen before in her life. then her gaze dropped and she was met with his chiseled jaw; her fingertips tingled, wanting to touch it. but she didn’t want him to think she was CRAZY, especially before she even had a chance to flirt with him. caroline’s gaze dropped once more, this time to his hand, && she spotted her wallet. oh… her brows furrowed instantly. she could’ve sworn she had placed the wallet inside her purse; but giving the amount of shopping bags she had in her arms, dropping something along the way wasn’t that unlikely. i thought i’d put this on my purse. caroline voiced her thoughts to the stranger, reaching to take the wallet from his hand && brushing her fingers against his when she pulled back. i feel like most people would take it, especially if they saw there was any money inside. she chuckled, brushing a stray hair out of her face. so thank you…??
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he had been spending most of his time obsessing learning about elena's life, and what little he had learned about her best friend, the bubbly blonde in front of him, seemed to be even truer in person. and when it came to high school queen bee stereotypes, caroline seemed to check all of the boxes. and as much as he wanted to roll his eyes at her forwardness and walk away, or simply compel her to go, stefan came here to be human and if caroline was someone in elena's life that she cared about, he decided it was worth giving her a chance and being friendly towards her was the way to go. "well, then it's a good thing for you that i'm not most people and i believe in the whole karma thing. you know, do good and then good will happen to you." he said, lips pressing into a tight lipped grin as he watched her brush her fingers against his hand, immediately moving his hands into his pockets. "uh, yeah no problem. do you...need help with those? not that i’m underestimating your strength, but it looks like you did some damage there." he said, pointing to the bags on her arms. 

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If Alek had been feeling a little less…interested he would’ve been sure to let the amused expression at the vampire before him but for now and for the sake of keeping up appearances, he’d play along and let the male attempt his clear need for normality and humanity for that matter.
“New, looking for a fresh start…-what made you come back?” he barely gave time for an answer before he let out a calculated laugh. “Don’t tell me you came back for the white picket fence life..-” he already assumed there was more to that story just as there always was.
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“fresh start, huh?” he asked with a raise of his brow.. and he could tell by the cold laugh and the lifelessness in his eyes that this man wasn’t the good vampires. and the only reason stefan recognized it was because he saw it in himself so many times over the past almost two hundred years.

“i came back for family, my uncle lives here.” he said with a nod. “so what made you pick mystic falls? not many people know about this place. don’t tell me you’re looking for your fresh start with a...what was it you called it? white picket fence life?”

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