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@chloebeale / chloebeale.tumblr.com

ellie. she/her. scorpio ☼ aquarius ☽ i prefer the worlds i create in my head. my twitter + my ko-fi.
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Do you still talk to Elle_Monson?

I’m not sure who that is or if I’ve ever spoken to them 👀

Big apologies if this is someone I know who has changed their url or something! I’m very rarely on tumblr

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where are you while i'm wonderin' if i'll ever see you again (1/1)

RATING: T. PAIRING: Bechloe. WORDS: 16.3K. SUMMARY: A missed flight, an unwanted upgrade, a wedding and a girl who just won't leave her mind. NOTES: Events—but not characters nor their actions—based on Love At First Sight (2023).

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It struck Beca, as wheels touched tarmac and the captain’s voice sounded over the speaker letting them know the local time and temperature, that this brief encounter really was a brief encounter. Once they departed the plane and went their separate ways, it was likely Beca wouldn’t see these passengers again. She wouldn’t see Chloe again. Something about the realization made her feel uneasy. Enough so that as the seatbelt sign dinged back off and everybody began to rise, an uncharacteristic wave of courage flooded through Beca. “Hey, um…I know this is kinda weird,” she began, attempting to keep her tone light and breezy. “But I was wondering—” Chloe, mid-pulling a thick, fleeced hoodie from her backpack, paused to give Beca her attention. “Hm?” “—If, I don’t know, maybe I could…get your number?” To begin with, Chloe’s softening expression confused Beca. She couldn’t tell whether it was a look of pity, like maybe Beca had read their chemistry wrong and Chloe felt too sorry for her to say no right away, or whether her smile was genuine. “Of course you can,” Chloe eventually said. It was only then, when her shoulders relaxed and she released a long exhale, that Beca realized she’d been holding her breath. “Here, hand me your phone.”

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WITH EVERY MOVE MY WHOLE WORLD SHAKES (1/1)

RATING: T. PAIRING: Bechloe. WORDS: 10K. SUMMARY: Beca hates NYE. She’s also not a big fan of getting stuck in elevators with strangers, though, so clearly nothing is going right for her this year. NOTES: Based on one of the stories from the movie New Year’s Eve!

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having not written any bechloe for a long time, i started slowly working on something a couple months ago and i am excited to say it’s finally coming along :)

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having not written any bechloe for a long time, i started slowly working on something a couple months ago and i am excited to say it's finally coming along :)

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Anonymous asked:

I mean…there’s a much cheaper and simpler way to conceive that’ll save you and Kaylee a fuck ton of money.

Find a guy or two and just do the deed. It’s sex. It doesn’t have to mean anything.

I would think you were joking had our doctor (not our fertility doctor, thank goodness) not suggested the same thing.

While I agree that sex doesn’t have to mean anything, we’re married and sex means something to us. I wouldn’t want to do that with anybody else now, and Kaylee wouldn’t want me to either

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Rude anonymous messages will be ignored and deleted. Given the absolute hell we’ve been through with this journey so far, and all we’ve got to come still, I have no time for snarky remarks or rude comments from people who think life only happens online and that people don’t have real lives, real feelings and very real struggles. Grow up and consider what other people are going through in real life next time.

I said I was turning off anon, but I’m actually not going to as we are more than happy to answer genuine questions and educate on anything regarding the f/f fertility journey that we can as there wasn’t much out there for us when we started.

To those who have shared our gofundme, we’re so grateful, and anyone who knows us will know we wouldn’t do this had we not exhausted all other options 🤍

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Anonymous asked:

Both of you started a fertility journey “over a year ago.”

You guys haven’t even been married a full year yet.

Shotgun wedding 😆

Yes, we saw our GP before we got married as we knew the NHS waiting list was 3+ years and wanted to get a head start. Thanks though.

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Hi, we're Ellie and Kaylee Hillier. We started our fertility journey over a year ago, where we had a very disappointing and insulting GP appointment, leading us to go the private route. We have since found out, however, that our treatment would not be funded by the NHS due to us being a same-sex couple regardless.

This past year, we have travelled to Denmark multiple times to undergo IUI (Intrauterine Insemination), and had multiple procedures here in the UK too. Each attempt has been more medicated than the last, causing an intense amount of stress on my (Ellie) body and on both of us mentally. Despite this, we now both have multiple jobs as each round has set us and my family back thousands of £ at a time in hopes of funding further treatments.

In August, we suffered an early loss, and all IUI attempts since have failed. Due to this, we are now moving onto IVF—a more invasive and more costly procedure, though one with statistically better results.

As we cannot get NHS funding, we have had to pay out of pocket for our procedures and treatments, and while we have been helped greatly by my parents, we are over £15,000 down with no baby to show for it, and about to throw more money at IVF.

All we want is to start our family. We want to be mummies to our own baby, and we mourn the loss we endured and the funds we have spent that people who are able to conceive naturally or with NHS funding are able to spend giving their child a wonderful life. Crowdfunding is the only "official" option we've had suggested to us, and while we hate to ask for money, we're not sure what else to do.

Any spare cash would be so much appreciated as we continue this horrible journey to hopefully give us the baby we so desperately wish for. We thank you so much for reading all of this, and in advance for any donations or even post shares we receive.

xo, Ellie and Kaylee

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Anonymous asked:

Happy birthday!!

Thank you! It’s tomorrow but I appreciate this - I’m surprised anyone remembered (unless this is my wife or Max) 🥰

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